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I don’t exactly see the point any more.

Well actually I do, there is none. Or the point is unreachable in this life. If you believe in reincarnation taking your life means nothing, because you’ll come back to stress and struggle over different things and different people. If you’re Christian you’ll sit inside your head and relive all of the worst mistakes you’ve ever made over and over for eternity.

Or you continue.. you continue acting grateful and smiling and making everyone around you happy while your dying every day inside from your own thoughts and criticisms. You continue being “toxic” because the things you want are based on some intangible thing your unaware of that was spawned by childhood traumas, people will use as an excuse to rid themselves of you. Those intangible things being love and respect and to not get fucked over and betrayed or walked on. What is the point... to be uncomfortable, and just be hurt over and over and over until small things become unbearable. Mental stability is a lot like a pile of marbles, some traumas will take one from your pile, some handfuls.

How the fuck are you suppose to get them back?

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The woods are lovely, dark and deep,   But I have promises to keep,   And miles to go before I sleep,   And miles to go before I sleep.

By Robert Frost

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Mood Changes

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when u got some opinions on things but ur deciding if its worth starting an argument over

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t.l.d.r. For future Rye.

So I met this girl, a few weeks ago. I had set up a photoshoot and only planned to spend about 2 hours with her... it was a cold day in November, but I had a few hours of good sunlight and a fully charged battery in my Rebel T6. So, I showed up to her house early(yes!) moved my skeleton out of the passenger seat and when she got in she told me about a beautiful place by a lake for us to take some shots.. after some searching I find a spot to park and hop out of the car, only to turn around and she was gone! Extremely confused I look around only to see her pop up from behind my car fixing her hair, and that’s when I noticed how gorgeous she was... it was going to be a good shoot, I could tell. We found a bridge there weren’t any trees blocking the sunlight, and we could see some swans in the distance doing swan things... I asked her about life... asked her about school, if she worked, how she felt about things snapping photos of her reactions. I told some jokes, and told her how beautiful she was.. attempting to truly capture who she was, a genuine smile... and I feel like I did, some few hundred photos later we went into New Paltz checked out some local businesses shopped around for some crystals, and the whole time just hanging out taking photos. Then I drove her home, she asked if I wanted to hang out inside, I wasn’t going to say no! I was genuinely enjoying hanging out with her, learning about her life, having decent conversation with someone new it was great. She had these LED lights that could change color in her room and I was able to get really nice lighting with them and some extra lighting since I didn’t even realize it was night time already. Perfect. We laughed and talked and started going through all the pictures I had taken, over 1200 of them 🙄 worth it. I didn’t end up leaving until like 2 in the morning but I knew I had just made a great friend... and potentially more..

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Oh hey Tumblr

Its been a while you sexy thang, DO YOU LIKE SPACE, OR PUPPIES?!?!

well, i do and if you don't i don't know what kind of person you are, so...

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