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norman fucking rockwell lyric starters, part two

taken from the 2019 album by lana del rey.  may be adjusted to better fit rp.  change what you like. tw for: drugs, nsfw, swearing

HOW TO DISAPPEAR

“ i cried on his shoulder ‘cause life is hard “

“ what have you been up to, my baby? “

“ i haven’t seen you around here lately “

“ all of the guys tell me lies, but you don’t “

“ you just crack another beer and pretend you’re still here “

“ i know he’s in over his head “

“ i love that man like nobody can “

“ he moves mountains and pounds them to ground again “

“ i watch the skies getting light as i write “

“ i think about those years “

“ i’m always going to be right here “

“ no one’s going anywhere “

CALIFORNIA

“ you don’t ever have to be stronger than you really are “

“ when you’re lying in my arms, baby, you don’t ever have to go faster than your fastest pace “

“ i shouldn’t have done it “

“ you said to a friend that you wish you were doing better “

“ i wanted to reach out, but i never said a thing “

“ this is crazy love “

“ we’ll do whatever you want “

“ we’ll hit up all the old places “

“ we’ll have a party, we’ll dance ‘til dawn “

“ you’re scared to win, scared to lose “

“ i’ve heard the war was over if you really choose “

“ you change like the weather, oh, that’s so like you “

THE NEXT BEST AMERICAN RECORD

“ you make me feel like there’s something that i never knew i wanted “

“ we lost track of space, we lost track of time “

“ whatever’s on tonight, i just wanna party with you “

“ it’s you, all the roads lead to you “

“ i see you for who you really are “

THE GREATEST

“ i miss you, babe “

“ i miss dancing with you the most of all “

“ those nights were on fire ; we couldn’t get higher “

“ we didn’t know that we had it all “

“ nobody warns you before the fall “

“ don’t leave, i just need a wake up call “

“ i’m facing the greatest loss of them all “

“ i guess i’m signing off after all “

“ i want shit to feel just like it used to “

“ i miss doing nothing the most of all “

BARTENDER

“ sometimes, girls just want to have fun “

“ the poetry inside of me is warm like a gun “

“ i’m just trying to keep my love alive “

“ i love the little games that we play “

HAPPINESS IS A BUTTERFLY

“ do you want me or do you not? “

“ happiness is a butterfly ; i try to catch it, like, every night “

“ every day is a lullaby “

“ if he’s a serial killer, then what’s the worst that can happen to a girl who’s already hurt? “

“ if he’s as bad as they say, then i guess i’m cursed “

“ looking into his eyes, i think he’s already hurt “

“ don’t be a jerk, don’t call me a taxi “ “ i’m sitting in your sweatshirt, crying in the backseat “

“ i just wanna dance with you “

“ i was one thing, now i’m being another “

“ i lose myself in the music, baby “

HOPE IS A DANGEROUS THING FOR A WOMAN LIKE ME TO HAVE - BUT I HAVE IT

“ maybe i’d get less stressed if i was tested less “

“ i’ve been tearing around in my fucking nightgown, a 24/7 sylvia plath”

“ i’m writing in blood on the walls ‘cause the ink in my pen doesn’t work in my notepad “

“ don’t ask if i’m happy, you know that i’m not “

“ at best, i can say i’m not sad “

“ hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have “

“ i’ve cried, spilling my guts “

“ i’ve been tearing up town in my fucking white gown like a goddamn near sociopath “

“ shaking my ass is the only thing that’s got this black narcissist off my back “

“ she couldn’t care less, and i never cared more, so there’s no more to say about that “

“ there’s a new revolution, a loud evolution that i saw “

“ monsters are still under my bed that i could never fight off “

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norman fucking rockwell lyric starters, part one

taken from the 2019 album by lana del rey.  may be adjusted to better fit rp.  change what you like. tw for: drugs, nsfw, swearing, murder implication

NORMAN FUCKING ROCKWELL

“ you fucked me so good that i almost said ‘i love you’ “

“ you don’t know the half of the shit that you put me through “

“ i can’t change that, and i can’t change your mood “

“ you’re just a man, it’s just what you do “

“ you act like a kid even though you stand six foot two “

“ i don’t get bored, i just see you through “

“ why wait for the best when i could have you? “

“ you make me blue “

MARINERS APARTMENT COMPLEX

“ you took my sadness out of context “

“ i’m no candle in the wind “

“ i’m the board, the lightning, the thunder “

“ i’m the kind of girl who’s gonna make you wonder who are you and who you’ve been “

“ who i’ve been is with you on these beaches “

“ i’m your die hard, your weakness “

“ maybe i could save you from your sins “

“ kiss the sky and whisper to jesus “

“ take a deep breath, baby. let me in “

“ if you lose your way just take my hand “

“ if you’re lost at sea then i’ll command your boat to me again “

“ they mistook my kindness for weakness “

“ i fucked up, i know that “

“ can’t a girl just do the best she can? “

“ think about it : the darkness, the deepness “

“ the darkness, the deepness ; all the things that make me who i am “

“ you don’t have to leave her “

“ even in the dark i feel your resistance “

“ you can see my heart burning in the distance “

“ you want this, you need this. are you ready for it? “

VENICE BITCH

“ fear fun, fear love “

“ fresh out of fucks forever “

“ i’m trying to be stronger for you “

“ i’m sweet for you “

“ oh god, i miss you on my lips “

“ nothing gold can stay “

“ you write, i tour, we make it work “

“ you’re beautiful and i’m insane “

“ oh god, i love him on my lips “

“ touch me with your fingertips “

“ if you weren’t mind, i’d be jealous of your love “

FUCK IT I LOVE YOU

“ maybe the way that i’m living is killing me “

“ i like to light up the stage with a song “

“ do shit to keep me turned on “

“ one day i woke up like ‘maybe i’ll do it differently’ “

“ i moved to california, but it’s just a state of mind “

“ i wish that you would hold me or just say that you were mine “

“ it’s killing me slowly “

“ dream a little dream of me, make me into something sweet “

“ fuck it, i love you, i really do “

“ i used to shoot up my veins in neon and shit’s even brighter “

“ i want you “

“ you know everyone adores you but you can’t feel it and you’re tired “

“ you blew my mind “

“ if i wasn’t so fucked up, i think i’d fuck you all the time “

DOIN’ TIME

“ me and my girl, we got this relationship ; i love her so bad, but she treats me like shit “

“ she treats me like shit “

“ she spreads her lovin’ all over and when she gets home, there’s none left for me “

“ my burning sun will some day rise “

“ what am i gonna be doing for a while? “

“ evil, i’ve come to tell you that she’s evil, most definitely “

“ the tension is getting hotter ; i’d like to hold her head underwater “

LOVE SONG

“ i’m your baby “

“ we go so fast, we don’t move “

“ i’m a star and i’m burning for you “

“ be my once in a lifetime “

“ lying on your chest in my party dress, i’m a fucking mess “

“ thanks for the high life “

“ now i’m here with you and i would like to think that you would stick around “

“ you know that i’d just die to make you proud “

“ the taste, the touch, the way we love ... it all comes down to make the sound of our love song “

“ touch me anywhere ‘cause i’m your baby “

“ grab my waist, don’t waste any part “

“ i believe that you see me for who i am “

“ spill my clothes on the floor of your new car “

“ is it safe to just be who we are? “

CINNAMON GIRL

“ all the pills that you take to keep me at arm’s length don’t work “

“ you try to push me out, but i just find my way back in “

“ i win “

“ there’s things i wanna say to you, but i’ll just let you live “

“ if you hold me without hurting me, you’ll be the first who ever did “

“ there’s things i wanna talk about, but better not to give “

“ hold me, love me, touch me, help me “

“ you make me mad “

“ i’m fire again “

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nearly 200 writing prompts // feel free to reblog

Angst:

1: “ Give me a chance. ” 2: “ Not you again.. ” 3: “ Leave me alone. ” 4: “ I don’t love you anymore. ” 5: “ Why do you hate me? ” 6: “ I lost the baby. ” 7: “ I thought you loved me. ” 8: “ I don’t need you anymore. ” 9:“ I can’t believe you! ” 10: “ We cant keep this up forever. ” 11: “ You’re a monster. ” 12: “ I hate you. ” 13: “ Don’t leave me… ” 14: “ You’re a disappointment. ” 15: “ Don’t die on me– Please. ” 16: “ I never meant to hurt you. ” 17: “ Are you upset with me? ” 18: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 19: “ I’m going to kill you! ” 20: “ Please don’t hurt me like this. ” 21: “ Thanks for nothing. ” 22: “ Dont call this number again. “ 23: “ Why did you spare me? ” 24: “ You need to leave. ” 25: “ I’m sick. ” 26: “ I’m dying. ” 27: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 28: “ I thought we were family!” 29: “ There was never an us. ” 30: “ So that’s it? It’s over? ” 31: “ I fucked up. ” 32: “ I came to say goodbye. ” 33:“ He’s dead because of you. ” 34: “ I don’t deserve to be loved. ” 35: “ About the baby… Its yours. ”

Love:

36: “ I’m so in love with you. ” 37: “ Dance with me! ” 38: “ Isn’t this amazing? ” 39: “ I wish we could stay like this forever. ” 40: “ Will you marry me? ” 41: “ I’m pregnant. ” 42: “ I need a hug. ” 43: “ You’re special to me. ” 44: “ I’m going to keep you safe. ” 45: “ Do you trust me? ” 46: “ Can I kiss you right now? ” 47: “ You’re cute when you’re angry. ” 48: “ I’ve liked you for awhile now. ” 49: “ Lets have a baby. ” 50: “ We’d make such a cute couple. ” 51: “ I want to take care of you. ” 52: “ Can we cuddle? ” 53: “ It’s lonely here without you. ” 54: “ I can’t stand the thought of loosing you. ” 55: “ Shut up and kiss me already. ” 56: “ Are you flirting with me? ” 57: “ Is that my shirt? ” 58: “ How did we get here? ” 59: “ You own my heart. ” 60: “ You’d be a great dad. ” 61: “ You’d be a great mom. ” 62: “ I want to protect you. ” 63: “ Whats the matter? ” 64: “ You’re so beautiful. ” 65: “ Did you do something different with your hair? ” 66: “ Is that a new perfume? ” 67: “ Stop being so cute. ” 68: “ You’re making me blush! ” 69: “ You’re teasing me again… ” 70: “ This is why I fell in love with you. ” 71: “ You’re the best! ” 72: “ They’re going to love you, don’t worry! ” 73: “ Oh, Are you ticklish? ” 74: “ Of course I remembered! ” 75: “ You’re one hell of a girl. ” 76: “ You’re one hell of a guy. ” 77: “ Are you jealous? ” 78: “ Hold me and never let me go. ” 79: “ Stop hogging all the blankets! ” 80: “ Lets run away together. ”

General:

90: “ Catch me if you can! ” 91: “ I’m fine. ” 92: “ Are you drunk? ” 93: “ Are you high? ” 94: “ We cant go in there… ” 95: “ Give it back! ” 96: “ Well this is just great. ” 97: “ Don’t touch me. ” 98: “ Not sure if you could tell, but I’m not exactly a people person. ” 99: “ This was fun— Lets do it again sometime!” 100: “ I didn’t do it! ” 101: “ I did it… ” 102: “ I don’t remember that! ” 103: “ Well that’s pretty rude of you to say. ” 104: “ Get that thing away from me! ” 105: “ You owe me. ” 106: “ Do you believe in aliens? ” 107: “ Do you believe in ghosts? ” 108: “ Are you hitting on me? ” 109: “ Why are you naked? ” 110: “ You did what?! ” 111: “ You have… Superpowers? ” 112: “ Why are you bleeding? ” 113: “ Where did all these puppies come from?” 114: “ Don’t make me come over there myself! ” 115: “ That wasn’t funny. ” 116: “ This tastes horrible. ” 117: “ This is delicious! ” 118: “ Are you mad at me? ” 119: “ Stop ignoring me… ” 120: “ I love that show too! ” 121: “ Can I borrow that book of yours?” 122: “ Lets blow this joint. ” 123: “ Let me help you with that. ” 124: “ Take that back! ” 125: “ Wanna go see a movie with me? ” 126: “ No way, that’s so lame. ” 127: “ What are you listening to? ” 128: “ I brought you your coffee. ” 129: “ Don’t fuck this up. ” 130: “ Run! ” 131: “ Lets run away together. ” 132: “ I haven’t slept in four days… ” 133: “ Your turn to do the dishes. ” 134: “ Was I really that drunk? ” 135: “ Was I really that stoned? ” 136: “Give me back my phone! ” 137: “ You’re an asshole. ” 138: “ Are you cold? ” 139: “ This place gives me the creeps. ” 140: “ I swear my house is haunted. ” 141: “ Did you hear that? ” 142: “ It’s just your imagination. ” 143: “ Just how stupid do you think I am? ” 144: “ Stop being such a baby. ” 145: “ Go back to bed. ” 146: “ Are you okay? ” 147: “ I can take care of myself just fine.” 148: “ Thanks for helping me back there. ” 149: “ Since when have we ever been friends? ” 150: “ What on earth are you wearing? ” 151: “ I can’t feel my legs! ” 152: “ Stop texting me weird stuff so late at night. ” 153: “ Put me down! ” 154: “ There’s only one bed… ” 155: “ It isn’t what it looks like! Okay.. Maybe it is… ” 156: “ How did I loose it? ” 157: “ I read your diary. ” 158: “ This is awkward. ” 159: “ Didn’t you read the sign? ” 160: “ Do you think you can teach me that? ”

Below is NSFW prompts. Please if you’re rebloging tell your followers if you’re interested or not in taking these sorts of requests.

Sexual:

161: “ Bite me. ” 162: “ Make me. ” 163: “ Fuck me. ” 164: “ Stop teasing me so much… ” 165: “ Do you like it when I touch you like that?” 166: “ Okay.. This is new. ” 167: “ Want to head back to my place and have a little fun? ” 168: “ You’re in trouble now. ” 169: “ What a pretty sight. ” 170: “ Bend over. ” 171: “ On your knees. ” 172: “ The food looks great but.. There’s something much more delicious i’d like to eat right now. ” 173: “ Lay back. ” 174: “ Take off your clothes. ” 175: “ Well, fine; just this once. ” 176: “ I’m waiting. ” 177: “ You’re so beautiful. ” 178:“ As you wish. ” 179: “ First one to make a noise looses.” 180: “ You have no idea what you do to me. ” 181: “ If you’re bored; Wanna have sex? ” 182: “ Ive wanted this for so long. ” 183: “ Car sex looks so much more easier in the movies. ” 184: “ Can I touch you? ” 185: “ Open up. ” 186: “ No strings attached. ” 187: “ Already? Do I really have that much of an effect on you? ” 188: “ Mine. ” 189: “ The nights still young. ” 190: “ We cant do that here! ” 191: “ Behave. ” 192:“ What did you just say? ” 193: “ Good girl. ” 194: “ Good boy. ” 195: “ Come here. ”

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For the tough-hearted who wants incredible angst that could fit either a platonic and/or romantic scenarios. Feel free to change the pronouns / sentence structure according to your preferences!    TRIGGER WARNING:  Mentions of deaths.

i. leaving / left.

“Wait, you’re leaving…?”

“[Name] just told me. You’re gonna leave?”

“…where are you going?”

“I didn’t wanna believe [Name], but you’re really leaving, huh.”

“I don’t understand why you didn’t tell me sooner.”

“I don’t know what to say, do you want me to wish you good luck or something? ‘Cause I hate this. I hate every part of this.”

“I don’t… I don’t want to let you go.”

“Please don’t go.”

“Why can’t you stay?”

“Is it because of me? Am I not enough?”

“Did I do something wrong?”

“You have to let go of me.”

“No, no, just — just one second longer, please. Let me hug you for one more second—”

“No, don’t tell me it’s okay, it’s not okay, you’re leaving me!”

“…will you be gone long?”

“You won’t come back, will you?”

“There’s the train / plane / taxi. I — I gotta go.”

“You’re really not saying goodbye?”

“All you left me was a letter, saying you’re sorry. You’re pathetic.”

“If you love me, please don’t go.”

“I’m really trying not to put my abandonment issues on you, but I’m fucking scared, okay? I’m scared you’ll leave. And you are.”

ii. dying / died.

“Wait, wait, wait, hold on. Hold on. This can’t be real, can it? You can’t be… You can’t be dying.”

“This is some sick joke, right? You’re not really sick. This is some kind of prank? ‘Cause— cause this isn’t funny, [Name], you can’t—”

“No, no, no, I love you, please — please come back.”

“No, please, no. Don’t fall asleep. No, open your eyes, come on, look at me—”

“I wish we had more time.”

“Every day I come in here knowing that one of these days that damn bed will be empty and every time, I feel like screaming and wishing I could tell the universe to take me instead, but they won’t. It’s you. They’re taking you. So tell me how I’m supposed to live with that?”

“You die, I die.”

“I don’t think I can go home knowing I won’t see you around anymore.”

“You’ll be fine. You’ll be okay. You’re just a little cold. Right?”

“I’m sorry I didn’t do much before. I would’ve taken you everywhere. I would’ve loved you right.”

“I wish you could’ve just broken my heart in the normal way. At least you’d be alive.”

“I’m telling the nurse I’m staying by your side tonight. I don’t care if it’s not allowed, I’ll fight them.”

“We’re running out of time.”

“Anything’s better than this. Than you, gone. What am I supposed to do without you, huh?”

“Listen to me, you are the most important person in my life. I’m sorry you’re going through this.”

“I don’t want you to see me like this…”

“If you must die, die knowing your life was my life’s best part.”

“Maybe in another life.”

“The doctors said I don’t have much time left. I - I’m sorry.”

“I just saw you. You were — you were laughing. You can’t be gone.”

iii. separating / separated.

“So, this is it, huh?”

“…for all it’s worth, I loved you. So much.”

“I’m sorry for what I did.”

“You deserve better. You always have.”

“Tell me this isn’t you breaking up with me.”

“I still remember the first time I saw you…”

“Please don’t cry, please, I—”

“C’mon baby, don’t — don’t make this harder than it is.”

“Don’t cry with me, stupid. I thought this was mutual.”

“I can’t believe you’re breaking my heart like this.”

“We had a good run, didn’t we? We really loved each other, right?”

“IT’S OVER, DO YOU HEAR ME?! WE’RE DONE!”

“If you show your face around me the second time, I will kill you.”

“Who would’ve thought we’d ended up here. Hating each other.”

“We were… we were so in love.”

“It’s not even about the other person, it’s us okay? It’s us. We’re a problem.”

“I don’t wanna hurt you. Not more than this. I’m sorry.”

iv. miscommunication.

“You fucking ignored me. You didn’t even tell me why!”

“So now that you’re in deep shit, you suddenly remember me again? How convenient!”

“Fuck you! FUCK YOU! I NEEDED YOU! AND YOU WEREN’T THERE!”

“I don’t know why we stopped talking. I wish you would just tell me.”

“You won’t even look me in the eyes anymore.”

“Did I really hurt you that bad? I didn’t know.”

“You never said anything! Every time you’re angry or sad, you just kept it in!”

“I never knew what you were thinking.”

“I’m so tired of reaching out only to realise I’m grasping on thin air.”

“Why can’t we just talk like we used to?”

“Things were so easy back then.”

“You’re not the same person I knew.”

“…I still care about you, you know.”

“You just left. I didn’t why. I didn’t know what happened.”

“I wish things were different.”

“You’re giving me the cold shoulder again. How typical.”

“You know what you did wrong? You didn’t believe me.”

“I just wanted you to be there. I just wanted to know that I wasn’t alone. And you failed.”

“Look, can we… can we not talk about this now? Please?”

“I’ve been trying to talk to you, but it’s like I’M TALKING TO A BRICK WALL!”

v. betrayal / betrayed.

“I trusted you.”

“You trust me? Honey, that’s your fault.”

“You’re looking at me like I’m your biggest mistake. I already know I am.”

“You fucking manipulated me. You made me believe you.”

“So all those times we spent together? That was, what, for show?”

“I thought… I thought we were friends.”

“I thought we had something special.”

“You were like a brother to me!”

“I never really had anybody before. But then you came. I shouldn’t have known even you would screw me over.”

“SCREW YOU! DON’T EVER SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME AGAIN!”

“You’re not even moving. You’re THAT shocked that I did this to you? You must’ve really trusted me.”

“I — I didn’t want to. But I had to.”

“It wasn’t easy, you know? I… I really liked you.”

“Oh, stop playing victim. You had this coming.”

“You’ve always treated me like shit! And now you’re surprised I would do this to you?!”

“It wasn’t all fake, what we had. You were just not my endgame.”

“I can’t believe I shared my food with you. Turned out, you’re just a scheming scumbag, like the rest of them!”

“It’s my fault. I put my faith in you. They warned me not to.”

“Believe you? Yeah. The last time I did went SO well.”

“I’d rather walk into an ongoing traffic than to trust you again.”

“I let you into my life and you did this…? I should’ve known.”

“Please tell me this isn’t true. You wouldn’t do this to me, would you? Would you?”

vi. misc scenarios.

[Text] I hate you. 

[Text] I keep calling you hoping you’d pick up. Or text you, hoping you’d reply. But I know you won’t.

[Text] I’ve still got your stuff. What should I do about it?

[Text] I wish I could say I hate you, but we both know I’m lying.

[Text] I don’t wanna fight, I wanna see you.

[Text] I know we’re not talking, but I miss you.

[Text] Dumbass. I’ve always loved you. Leaving you was the hardest thing I ever did.

[Text] I wish it didn’t end the way it did.

[Text] I’ll always have your back. Even after everything, okay? Always.

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thank u, next lyric starters

taken from ariana grande’s 2019 album. change any aspects as you see fit.  adapted to better fit roleplay.

“nobody knows us”

“kiss me and take off your clothes”

“i love how my face fits so good in your neck”

“why can’t you imagine a world like that?”

“i knew you were perfect after the first kiss”

“i never thought that it would be you”

“tell me your secrets”

“at least i’ll wait for you”

“i’ll wait for you”

“i’m trying to get a hold of my emotions”

“all i know is i need you close”

“i’m obsessive”

“i’d rather be alone tonight”

“i really don’t wanna be in your arms tonight”

“i can’t really miss you if i’m with you”

“when i miss you it’ll change the way i kiss you”

“time apart is beneficial”

“i’m gonna need space”

“you’re bad for me, i know”

“i just wanna have a good time”

“you’re gonna have to let this shit go”

“i’m not trying to make you all mine”

“no need to apologize”

“i’m not looking for my one true love”

“i’m sorry, it’s time to leave”

“can you walk to me car? if i go alone, i won’t make it very far”

“if i’m being honest, i’ve been through way too much”

“i can’t fake another smile”

“i can’t fake like i’m alright”

“if i’m hurt i’m not gonna lie about it”

“i’ve been worried about you lately”

“why can’t i let go of it?”

“how about we take a little bit of time away?”

“forget about it”

“forget about him”

“i know you hear me when i cry”

“i know you hear me when i cry. i try to hold it in at night.”

“i try to hold it in at night when you’re sleeping next to me”

“it’s your arms that i need this time”

“if you were anybody else, you probably wouldn’t last a day”

“every tear’s a rain parade from hell”

“you’ve been so understanding”

“i’m putting you through more than one ever should”

“i’m hating myself”

“i’m hating myself ‘cause you don’t wanna admit that it hurts you”

“i know that it breaks your heart when i cry again”

“i know that it breaks your heart when i cry again, over him”

“we’ll get through this”

“we’ll get past this”

“i’m a girl with a whole lot of baggage”

“but i love you”

“i wish he were here instead”

“he just comes to visit me when i’m dreaming every now and then”

“after all that we’ve been through there’s so much to look forward to”

“i thought i knew you well”

“i’ve got a habit of seeing what isn’t there”

“my imagination’s too creative: they see demon, i see angel”

“i see an angel without the halo.“

“i never thought you’d leave me”

“i needed something to believe in”

“i thought you were the one”

“i thought you were the one, but it was all in my head”

“look at you.  boy, i invented you.”

“i invented you”

“i thought that you would need me”

“everything you are made you everything aren’t”

“i thought you were somebody else”

“i’m not used to feeling this way”

“i know i shouldn’t think about it”

“took one fucking look at your face, now i wanna know how you taste”

“damn, this isn’t fair”

“break up with your girlfriend”

“break up with your girlfriend, ‘cause i’m bored”

“you could hit it in the morning”

“i know it’s not right but i don’t care”

“you know what you’re doing to me”

“acting all innocent, when i know you’re out here thinking about it”

“and you’re at home like ‘damn, she can’t compare’“

“you without me isn’t right”

“you could call me crazy because i want you and i never even fucking met you”

[renmemesa]

My muse is dead. Tell me how yours is dealing with it.

[renmemesa]

send  💀 for my muse to die in your arms.

[renmemesa]

random emotional song lyrics starters

*change any aspects as you see fit.  may be edited for convenience.  triggers: n/a

“by now you should have realized what you gotta do.”

“let me tell you ‘bout this girl: i thought she’d rearrange my world.”

“i don’t believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now.”

“pipe down, you’re no lover.”

“word on the street is that the fire in your heart is out.”

“what does our love amount to?”

“go on and face it, i’ll never be ready for you.”

“i’ll never be ready for you.”

“the lights that lead us are blinding.”

“takes a particular type of girl to put my heart under arrest.”

“there are many things that i would like to say to you but i don’t know how.”

“still, my heart beats for you.”

“maybe you’re gonna be the one that saves me.”

“i never let them know too much, i hate getting too emotional.”

“i never let them know too much.”

“i hate getting too emotional.”

“you’re gonna be the one that saves me.”

“my love will have you fall to your knees.”

“i don’t give a damn if you still can’t see.”

“by now, you should’ve somehow realized what you’re not to do.”

“fear love.”

“and if we’re being honest, i’d rather have your body than half your heart.”

“fresh out of fucks forever.”

“oh, the devil’s inside.”

“trying to be stronger for you.”

“you were too young to know, too old to admit that you couldn’t see how it ends.”

“i don’t give a damn for your reasons why.”

“i’m sweet for you.”

“i’ll wait here for you, for i’m broken down.”

“oh, god, miss you on my lips.”

“you promised your love, but you lied.”

“nothing gold can stay.”

“well, i know i’m a hard one to please.”

“you’re beautiful and i’m insane.”

“you better slow down, baby.”

“paint me happy and blue.”

“what did you sing to that lonely child?”

“oh, god, i love him on my lips.”

“what did you do to my eyes?”

“touch me with your fingertips.”

“you promised it all, but you lied.”

“if you weren’t mine i’d be jealous of your love.”

“it’s all or nothing to you.”

[renmemesa]

Send 💀 for my muses reaction to finding your muses head on a pike

[renmemesa]

kinda random starters

taken from songs / shows / movies / games / my own head.  triggers include: death, abuse, violence.  feel free to adjust as you see fit.

kinda fluffy

“i’m forever yours.”

“you make me feel like i am whole again.”

“whatever words i say, i will always love you.”

“i will always love you.”

“i couldn’t live without you by my side.”

“you’ve given me more than you’ll ever know.”

“i dream, and always see your face.”

“i wanna hide, forever, in your heart.”

“for you, i’ll always take the bullet.”

“i can’t quit you.”

“there is no life without you.”

“hold me - hold me and never let me go.”

“let me chase you forever.”

“you taught me how to love.”

“you put my head in such a flurry.”

kinda angsty

“i’d really love to break your heart.”

“it’s taking all the strength i have not to fall apart.”

“i don’t love you anymore.”

“this is our last goodbye.”

“i can’t quit you, and i know i’m gonna regret it.”

“i used to think you were my heaven.”

“falling for you was the worst thing to ever happen to me.”

“how can you treat me like this?”

“just say that you love me, too - please.”

“i never want to see you again.”

“don’t you get it?  i hate you, i will always hate you.”

“i believe that, if you were dead, the world would be a better place.”

“how can she be dead?!  what kind of world does this?!”

“i loved her so much!”

“you just destroy everything!”

“you are a monster.”

“i can bring your fears to life.”

“you don’t even see me.”

“i’m gonna teach you how we’re all alone.

kinda violent

“i want to kill you.”

“i’m gonna tear into your soul.”

“last time i saw you, i was trying to kill you.  let’s pick up where we left off.”

“don’t you love the natural rush of committing a murder?”

“tell me or i’ll feed you your own eye ball.”

“would you kill me, my love?”

“the prospect of watching someone burn to death… i really miss that feeling.”

“come on! kill her!”

“i will destroy her, and you, and all of it.”

“i will hunt you to your end.”

“you would shoot me? [name], me?”

“you’re dead.”

[renmemesa]

my spotify playlist starters

lyrics taken from my .. playlists.  triggers include: violence,.  feel free to adjust as you see fit.  some lines may be edited to better suit rp.

‘i’ll go with you’

‘if you’re surrounded and up against a wall, i’ll shred them all and go with you’

‘stay with me’

‘no, you don’t need to run’

‘if there comes a day people are calling for your head, i’ll bomb down on them’

‘i’m coming through’

‘welcome to your life: there’s no turning back’

‘everybody wants to rule the world’

‘nothing ever lasts forever’

‘there’s a room where the light won’t find you’

‘i’ll keep quiet, you won’t even know i’m here’

‘i crept into your heart, and you can’t make me disappear until i make you’

‘i’m learning all your tricks’

‘i can hurt you from inside’

‘i made myself a promise – you would never see me cry until i make you’

‘you’ll never know what hit you’

‘i’m gonna make you suffer’

‘i’m gonna make you suffer this hell you put me in’

‘i’ll be there when you think you’re all alone’

‘i tried to be the lover to your nightmare. look what you made of me.’

‘now i’m the heavy burden that you can’t bear’

‘i’m doing you a favor’

‘one day you will understand why i pushed you away as i ran’

‘i’m just a bottom feeder’

‘if i were you, i wouldn’t love me neither’

‘how i wish i told a different tale’

‘i’m an animal’

‘you’re an animal’

‘you know me’

‘i like to be intoxicated and feel unappreciated’

‘i like to be adulterated’

‘i like to get obliterated’

‘i like it when i’m agitated’

‘i don’t know what you want from me’

‘tell me what you want from me’

‘they’re coming for me’

‘i tried to hold these secrets inside me’

‘my mind’s like a deadly disease’

‘i’m colder than this home’

‘i’m meaner than my demons’

‘all the kids cried out “please stop, you’re scaring me”‘

‘please stop, you’re scaring me’

‘i can’t help this awful energy’

‘goddamn right, you should be scared of me’

‘you should be scared of me’

‘i couldn’t stand the person inside me’

‘i’m well acquainted with villains that live in my bed’

[renmemesa]

Ask my muse anything and they MUST answer.

[renmemesa]

all too well lyric starters

lyrics taken from taylor swift’s all too well, red (2012). may be tweaked to adapt to roleplay.  change any aspect as you see fit.

“the air was cold, but something about it felt like home somehow.”

“you’ve still got it. in your drawer, even now.”

“autumn leaves falling like pieces into place - and i can picture it, after all these days.”

“and i know it’s long gone and that magic’s not here anymore.”

“i might be okay but i’m not fine at all.”

“here we are again on that little town street.”

“you almost ran the red light ‘cause you were looking over at me.”

“i was there. i remember it all too well.”

“i remember it all too well.”

“your cheeks were turning red.”

“you told me about your past thinking your future was me.”

“i know it’s long gone and there was nothing else i could do.”

“there was nothing else i could do.”

“i forget about you long enough to forget why i needed to.”

“there we are again in the middle of the night; we’re dancing around the kitchen in the refrigerator light.”

“maybe we got lost in translation.”

“maybe i asked for too much.”

“maybe this thing was a masterpiece until you tore it all up.”

“running scared, i was there. i remember it all too well.”

“you call me up again just to break me like a promise.”

“so casually cruel.”

“so casually cruel in the name of being honest.”

“i’m a crumpled up piece of paper lying here.”

“time won’t fly, it’s like i’m paralyzed by it.”

“i’d like to be my old self again.”

“i’d like to be my old self again but i’m still trying to find it.”

“you can’t get rid of it ‘cause you remember it all too well.”

“there we are again, when i loved you so.”

“i loved you so.”

“i loved you so, back before you lost the one real thing you’d ever known.”

“you lost the one real thing you’d ever known.”

“it was rare.”