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Crazy end.

So it happened. In about 3 years of going out and talking to girls, I’ve never “lost my shit” on a girl...but tonight i did.

Now, i wanna preface this with, I do not condone this behavior. In fact i am typically so chill that i just avoid this kind of energy all together and advise anyone practicing game to do the same. That being said....

Was out doing karaoke and started talking to this black chick. It was going well enough, then her friend comes out of nowhere cussing and telling me to fuck off. I say to my girl, “Well it was nice to meet u, your friend is acting really wierd.” To which i get more cussing and beligerent behavior. So...I unloaded on this asshole of a girl.

Like, fuck the bar, fuck the set, fuck if i can ever come back there. This was so unwarranted and out of no where, that I didn’t care. And it felt amazing. Only because it was warranted. Again I don’t condone this. But this bitch deserved it.

So funny lesson in all this. Obviously this was a case of “not befriending the friends”. My mistake as a aspiring PUA. But i feel like this is a growth point for me. Where before i would have meekly taken this behavior and ran away; i stood up for myself and it felt great. My wing later on a 3 set said “Hey girls, I just want to say something”. To which, being fine ass bitches at the end of the night, instantly blew him off. Proceeded to fart very loudly. This was pretty epic since they weren’t going to give him the time of day already.

So....I’ll let you all know how this develops. But ever time i’ve taken a stand for myself (literals 3 times i’ve had to, including this one). My “Not giving a fuck-ness” pays off in spades which translates to easier, funner sets. And better results. So end of field report, weds night.

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Current Situation

So its been about a month and a half or so since I’ve been out or “gamed”. I’m in a place where i’ve had to focus on $ and it’s consumed my life. For those that don’t know, i have a 1.5 yr old and a babymama/wifey (aka love of my life that i will marry and is ok with me pursuing game). But I will be back next week posting regularly again.

P.s. Everybody needs to look into getting a demo account for the Forex or stock trading in general. PM me for recommendations/details

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5/4

Tonight was fun

Went to Dallas, shot the shit with wing all way there. Lotta joke telling. Met with 2 more wings. Had fun opening with them and joking with them. In my own reality, free from outcome, just havin fun saying stupid shit lol. Sacrificing lambs. Staying in my own reality and not being affected by theirs.

+Havin fun

+In my own reality being the party

+Approached alot

+Opening self amused

+ Attempted to move

+Had a somewhat real conversation/having fun with girls

+Joking with my wings

+went direct a few times

+Got a little physical

+Felt the “WE” mentality

+Held my frame

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Post game exercise:

Repeat “My voice is steady, loud and CLEAR.” tweaking it until it feels effortless and normal.

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4/28 Night

-Too low, voice not getting thru

+ Mentally I believe it

+ Think of something funny to say

-Staying on one subject just to keep em talking

-leaning in too much, trying for rapport tonality

+ Feeling good about taking action

+ Feeling the anxiety/resistance/etc and saying good this is what i want

Think watching that RSD Julien Video( https://youtu.be/yNBXk6sUYeQ ) while on the way helped out alot. Plus continuing to read my frames.

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3/30 FR

I went into this optimistic. My plan was to give compliments to warm up without trying to make it go anywhere. I fuel up my car and the person next to me, some dude, is being friendly. I chat with him a bit to get myself in a social mode. I listen to music on the way there like "Thief" from Ookay. I hit the area and my wing isn't there yet. I make myself park and get out of the car asap. I say something to the first set to walk my way. Talk to another older woman trying to pay me $20 to park her car. Go to a bar and don't open another set for a long time. I end up circling the bar then walking out. Already back into avoiding behavior.

My wing comes eventually and he is opening left and right. Sticking in pretty well too. I go into the first one he opens at the new bar. Two big short girls. I'm barely able to make conversation. I realize at some point that I'm hiding in my wings shadow and not even trying to engage. I push myself to ask a few more questions that go no where. Then I wait for the set to fizzle out. It takes a while. Next girl is another birthday girl. Again, I barely talk. Struggling to make any comments. Her friend comes in and both are now on my wing. I intro myself and stay in until it fizzles out again.

The next couple hours is my wing opening and me walking away everytime I see him in set. We get food at some point and I say hows your night going to a couple of sets. I realize at some point that i'm not even trying to extend any conversation. Just trying to get away with the bare minimum. I realize this because my wing ask something relevant that the girls can actually respond to. (Relevant to them). Continue on with me not opening at all. I say nice hat to one girl.

At another bar and now my wing is taking some time to chill. I'm done with worrying about posture or how i'm coming off and just sit there in my usual blaze manner. Idk what happened but this brought me back to feeling like my authentic self. I didn't feel awkward anymore, although I wasn't pushing to open. Outside another bar my wing engages and I am in set letting him take it away but I feel no tension. I was able to ask and give comments I genuinely felt like giving instead of forcing material. He reopens a set he talked to before next and I am able to have a free flowing conversation with the other girl. It went really well but eventually fizzled. I was able to think clearly about this and realized I could have tried to figure out logistics and attempted an offer to pull them to my wings. He tells me what happened with his and confirms my thinking. Now he's frustrated he didn't go after the pull, knowing he should have. We end up going to one more bar and I try to open again with him pushing me. He said something interesting about my open.

He said I didn't grab their attention. That it was a difference of talking to them and talking at them. I did the latter. He demo'd and I understood what he meant. Its in the tone. We try to bounce to his area to see if we can pull someone with logisitics on our side. Not much and nothing viable. I walk back to my car. 25 min walk. I comment and high five the two first people to pass me. I see a milf out with her dogs and stop to chat with her a bit. I felt like I wanted to move this in the direction of going back to her place since she was very receptive but didn't know how so I say have a good night. Walk the rest of the way back to my car not opening again. Saw a guy on the ground in the middle of the road with a crowd of frends around him and a big pool of blood coming out of his head.

-What I did right: Early on I had the will power to not let myself do avoidant things. I pushed myself to stay in more of my wings sets and excruciatingly attempted to engage. I stayed out the entire night and then some. I got to a place of my genuine self which felt amazing. -What can I improve on: Continuing to build the habit of not letting myself avoid situations. Push to go into all of my wings sets. Now that I have got to a place of my authentic self, I can make it a point to come from there in the first place. Push to keep opening my own sets. Learn from my experience tonight and talk to the girls instead of at them in an attempt to not have them open. Get logistics when its going well and figure out an offer to move it to a pull. Read my frames in the morning and before I go out and make another one for my sticking point. -My sticking points: Persistent opening. Free flowing conversation. Coming from congruence. Engaging in my opens. Not getting the logistics and making an attempt to lead. -How will I break my sticking points: I will build myself up with my frames and pertinent videos before going out. Continue to push myself to open sets and not let sets go. Allow myself to relax and to hell with "good game". Keep going out and writing FRs.

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3/29

Got there wth a burning in my stomach but ready to approach. Went in and Mav already opened, I jumped in and kept mine going as long as he did his. Asked questions, got her to open up as much as possible and vibe. At some point I saw her looking at me with some look, seemed like uneasiness? I couldn't keep flowing and saw Mav not talking so I guess I let it die. Plus I kept looking over at the friend and making wierd eye contact.

Bounced to another venue...varsity. Not much there but I open another riffing off a conversation we were having about an ampersand being commmon knowledge. She opened well but quickly went to Mav. She stayed long after her friends left. THen excused herself after a while. I complimented her lashes and she spiked. Then I asked if they were real she said no and I teased her, big takeaway. Shortly after, she left.

Bounced to Trophy. Mav opens instantly. I talk to the friend and say HI, name and ask if she's going on the bull. She says no and says I should. I tell her I will but she has to come on with me because i'm very scared. I went to disney world and had to have someone hold my hand the whole time. Ask about tattoos. It fizzles because I didn't reach the hook. She was also high.

Go in to pee (unneccessary and avoiding behavior). I come out and see Mav in a 3 set that is going well and then I just stand to the side and get in my head. Just avoiding the whole situation and now i can't open at all. He stays in for a LONG ASS time and now i'm awkwardly standing around by myself. I see a few hot girl sets and feel trapped in my head in silence and stagnation.

Whole night was like this. Stayed out till 1:30 not opening another set. Felt okay in the club and no anxiety but just couldn't get past the resistance to open. Felt the approach pessimism since I was in this space and it just created a negative feedback loop and kept me in my low state.

-Things I did right: Jumped right into the sets with Mav without hesitation. -What I can improve on: Opening my own sets. -What is my sticking point: I will hit resistance and stay in there. -How will I break my sticking point: I will not do avoidant behaviors. I will take the pressure off and win if i just go up to sets and make an effort. I will allow whatever happens to happen but I will not allow myself to not approach. -Why?: Because if I want to get the sexy girls, I need to talk to them. If I want the crazy experiences I need to get in a situation where it can happen. Because if I want to stand a chance at all I need to proactive...A LOT. This is the first and biggest step to learning game and getting this handled. This affects so much more than just my ability to talk to and fuck girls. This opens up the world to me. I will not let myself fail or waste another night. I will not reject myself!

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3/4

Night started off good. Opening. Stickin in as long as i could. But then i lost momentum. Stayed in the bar for another 30 mins, goin into maybe 2 other sets my wing opened like a fuckin chode in the mud. Finally had to leave one the hands down best spot, with tons of hot girls. Found a secluded place nearby and just put my head down on the table for about 20 mins, looking at sexy instagram babes.

- so many bad interactions, with hotter girls though. Its going to suck shit. It will get awkward. I wish it was going as well as my wing. He gets so much more attention and investment. Its so painful to stand there and keep trying and getting crap. Eating shit. But there is no way around it...at all. So sack the fuck up and do it. Smile and eat the shit. If you want to fuck these unbelievably sexy girls from instagram or the ones you see out then there is NO WAY AROUND IT!

Yelled a bit. Dropped and did 40 pushups. Told my wing im ready again. Got another 5 interactions in. Kick, Push.

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3/3

- voice , not loud or clear enough

- Still avoiding the painful awkwardness. This keeps me from getting started and gaining momentum.

- If im in a set and it goes awkward, then its no longer about the set. Its about me. I have an opportunity to embrace the feeling and be okay with it.

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Friday Night

Lil John DJing

Started the night feelin alright but when i got to the bar area i stayed in my car plaing iphone games. Big mistake. I was bumpin music and thought i was cool but only feeding the resistance and stagnation.

Wing hits me up to meet at TR, turns out lil jon is DJing tonight for free. Hot girls, dressed sexy af eveywhere. In my head. Go to get beers. In my head. Wing opens. In my head. The anxiety from not doing any approaches is a downward spiral as the anxiety feeds the resistance buy making it a bigger deal than it is. I do weak compliment opens.

Note: When i got good at this i would just gove compliments and not try to blow it up into an “open”. I need to reincorporate this.

Continue this way for the next 4-5 girls. Which are spaced apart fairly widely. Finally get to a point where the open didnt create an emotional, belly reaction. I still feel massive resistance. I push through it to dance with 2 set that my wing couldnt open. I dance with them a bit then talk to the would be cockblocker. Im guessing the real target just couldnt take this and interrupted us multiple times. Finally saying i want to dance forcefully while pushing my chest. I , being a “decent person” allow this without any reprocession. I should have been a man and trashed her for it. I know that sounds bad but im pretty sure i will need to do it to not let girls walk over me. One of my wings that is reallly fkn good said he does similiar things. Saying “bitch please” super loud to these girls and calling them out i. Their behavior.

Fast foward and now we are leaving. Maybe 10 opens total. All short. Nothing stuck. Too much alcohol.

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National Margarita Day

Met up with my wing pretty much right after work at chipotle. Opened the girl at the register. Asked her about her tattoo. She tells me its supposed to say one thing but says another. I tease her about it a bit. She ask if i can read it. I say does it look like i can read that. She says yes. I forget what i said after but Im holding up the line so i move on. Girl at soda machine isnt paying attention. Walks backwards then turns around right in front of me and get a shocked face. I just laugh about it.

Talking with my wing having fun. Free flowing light convo. Point to register girl and tell him what happened.-she sees this-. She shortly comes around wiping tables down. I tell her i totally wasnt talking to her. My wing says we totally were. I ask what the name *tattoo* means. She tells me a story about her dead dog. I sympathize with her, i can relate then make it light by joking how shes just full of dark things and is depressing me. She has to get back behind the counter.

We end up walking to the bars from there. Wing opens a 3 set headed to TR. Asking if they are headed there. I almost immediately get in my head.

1. I was not expecting to open them because i was a bitch.

2. I started feeling like I couldn’t get in on the convo.

I could only think about saying things that pretty much echo’d my wing.

This happens again when two girls are hooting. Wing opens with “have you two been drinking already.” Has playful banter with them. Im already in my head but for some reason. Confident, good looking girls intimidate me if im not in state. The were both good lookin, very much in their own bubble of fun and obviously from the college which to me means they have money and are clichie. Same thing happens. I can’t get a word in. Even if i did it would only be an echo.

Go inside same venue. And after getting the drink prices we walk out. Circle the bar area then end up back there since everything else was dead. So this venue put me more in my head. Im not used to restaurant venues. Plus all filled with mostly the same demographic (white, money, clichie).

Note: I realize this is completely my interpretation and while i do have experiences to say this may be the case. It probably has more to do with my terrible game, especially in my first year than them being snobbish. I will write a frame for these people to start getting me to not default to my current prejudices which just dont help me at all.

Same with confident really attractive people. I give them a status in my head and feel inferior which I completely not the case. I’ve been friends with really cool people, wealthy people, and peope of status all my life. Its so unnecessary for me to feel “not worthy”.

So we are chillin with ourselves. Girls walk by but Im so in my head i can’t do anything. Which leads me to be more in my head ruminating on not taking action. My wing isn’t doing anything either. We are vibing with each other though; which is much better than just standing in silence looking around.

Wing opens two promo girls giving away drinks. Same thing, he is doing everything and I’m kind of just there. The girl closest me me keeps taking little glances at me. In the moment i thought she was feelin g awkward because i was just being quiet but now im wondering if she was just attracted to me. Other girl has big tits and a low V neck. I do my best to not look and fail a couple times...she maybe might’ve saw too. They gives us drinks, take a picture where im purposefully making it awkward as a joke. Then they move on to give more promo drinks.

Note: This is what Don does. He is not someone i should ever emulate. So mental note to never make things wierd even as a joke. Also never be awkward and try because anything is better than stewing in my anxiety and inaction.

A bit later i try to open a girl getting a refill. “You have an interesting look, what are you? *internally pause fearful she’ll take offense and add* “if you dont mind me asking.” I was leaning in -bad body mechanics telegraphing neediness- . She give me a side look and say “human”. Internally im thinking fuuuck you bitchface. I come back with thanks for a real answer. This stewed with me. I kept trying to let it go but it triggered something in me. My wing helped talk me through it, finally was able to stop being a bitch and realize im just not in abundance. She should have been insignificant but i wasn’t on a roll yet and was barely opening.

Fast foward. I decide to txt 2 girls i made out with from another night. Its been at least a week or two. One tried to blow me off with “im pregnant” to which i laughed my ass off, played with her a bit and deleted her number. Other one was receptive and says she’s available tomorrow. I tell her i’ll txt her then. Hit up my CMB and actually got her input on why she wanted to not go out again. She says it’s because it seemed like my mind was in the gutter alot. I consider this and figure she felt wierd because i didnt txt her the next day and also probably gets the vibe that I get nasty with more than just her. I thank her for the info and delete the convo. -my way of not letting myself get needy-

Open two big girls that sit near us, pulling up a picture of my buddy who would absolutely love them *he likes bbws*. They are fun. Not sure what was said but it was pleasant. New wing joins up late. Tell him we are grabbing coffee. Bounce to SH.

Feeling better. Talk to the hostess, just normal stuff but im trying to push myself. Talk with the waitress. Say something to a random girl that walks in and is smiley. The girls (lesbians) we met last time come over to say hi. Short but definitely a nice boost having a warm welcome. Definitely going to be part of our social circle. 2 wings meet up from before. We talk, having a good time. One drops off then we bounce to new venue.

I get in a set with a cute dominican girl, she kind of opens me. Talk about how many drinks we have had. I ask her name and what she does, then decide to deep dive a bit to root out core values (in HR but likes Logistics). Get light again, intro the friends, shortly after they pull her away. I stay and talk to the next person to sit next to me. Cowboy, rodeo dude. Short but keeps the momentum going. Try to open a girl on the patio trying to get a cigarette. Then try to do a new angle to get her to talk. “Why does it sound like your mouth is full. She laughs but is trying to keep food in then a guy (they know each other) comes in and tales all her attention. I stay light but shortly leave.

Check outside and see a girl sitting by herself. Called my friend for some reason to confirm for this weekend (they’re crashing at my place). Ask her for a cigarette in the middle of it. She doesn’t have one so i change the subject or something. This was a blur ( too many margaritas) but lots went right. We were talking having fun then the cute columbian girl comes over. Turns out this girl was part of the three i met earlier. Massive social proof now seeing as i cold open her friend and they come to find us both laughing and having fun. I know i was talking about having sex with my friends gf and twisting it to say that she wants it and hes cool with it. Sex is definitely a great topic for girls. Friends come in and we all start vibing. At some point a dude comes in, I’m friendly and acknowledge but quickly find out hes a friendly rando that gave them a cigarette so i ignore him for the most part. Game wisdom to ignore the randos and not give attention or be reactive to them. At some point the two friends that joined us start dancing a bit. I qualify her dancing saying I like that she can wiggle. She then bounces that ass on me. 😮!

Note: this rarely happens and amazingly i just made it happen by being cool, free flowing, unstifled, non judgmental and qualifying her / rewarding her behavior!

My target , dominican, is smiling but i can see the jealousy plotline instilled and she wants in. So she grinds her ass on her friends crotch and now we a grinding train with yours truly as the base 😁! Shortly after its time for them to go so hug everyone and get my targets number. The girl that was grinding on me tries to get in my ear and say she is going to be married in 4 months. -jealousy plotline in action!- I said we’ll she has to be sure. -it was weak, I didn’t know how to respond-. Should have said we’ll we can always be friends...maybe. I’ll consult the council.

Back inside my wings are still in same set. One of them leaves to the bathroom so i chat him up a bit. Its going super well, he’s getting her to deep dive and open up. Apparently they share a lot and make plans for brunch. He ask me to talk to the friend. I see shes alone an pulroceed to chat her up * i love it when i’ve got my social motor running and this isn’t an issue* I talk to her, bigger girl but shes cool. Get her name. Forgot exactly everything but i know it wasn’t particularly warm at first then she started opening up. She had so much unique jewelry that it was easy to keep pinging for stuff to talk about that is relevant. Then we get on to ghost stories, weed habits, and i forget what else. At some point i go on about being the god of sex and proceed to hold her hands to bless her pussy which i accidently pat, she didn’t seem to mind at all. But i feel tense about it and mention it.

Note: Need to hold the frame that everything is on purpose and going according to plan. Girls prey and tear apart weakness. It can turn an edgy action from a spike of fun to a bitch fest if they smell it.

So my wing, who was originally talking to them comes back and i give it back. When they leaves i hug and bless her pussy again. Go to bathroom and run into a buddy who bounces at a nearby bar on the way. Chill with him, his buddy joins and all vibing. Intro my new wing he hasn’t met. All of us vibing. Wing drops off and its just the dynamic duo. We bounce to a new spot. It is insane and poppin!! All college girls but super cluby. Im a fuckin fan! No opens but its fun. I felt fun but ready at the same time (to fight) maybe its because i know how aggressive kids can get. Outside, wing was ready to bounce, bum a cigarette and barely vibe. We bail, its already late.

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Gap

Been a while since i posted. Its been rainy and frigid so i haven’t been goin out much. The couple times i did, I was a bitch. Literally zero approaches ir just a few.

Recently started thinking about what my game plan is when I approach any girl. This led me to a rudimentary formula. Open [doesn’t matter] -> playful banter -> barely any comfort [find out what she does] -> push/pull about what she does -> intriguing small blurb about what i do, ending with a cliffhanger-> time constraint plus stock invite. This is what i came up with after going to central market and seeing 2 girls i should have approached.

I realized my first issue was being too timid. Not being able to show interest or holding a confident frame of just wanting to talk to her because I find her attractive. Second issue was I had NO PLAN. So now, I somewhat do. More to come...

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Friday 2/9

944p

I just drove up to the bar area. Im feelin pretty in my head and low right now. Lots of resistance. Listed a bunch of amazing possible out comes, i feel a bit better.

1050

I kinda fell asleep in the car for 20 sumthing minutes. Now im in the bar. My wing opened a 2 set that hes staying in but using to warm up. Bobby just showed up with his girl. Im so low energy right now.

2pm

Talked to good bunch of girls maybe 12 total. Lotta near instant blowouts. Best set was the brazilian girls then the hispanic girls. Didnt know where to take it with the brazilian girls so i got bored and motioned to go. Hispanic girls we were gunna chill with, tried to give her a lockin prop but ended up losing them. For a “bad” night, not too bad.

Debrief;

-12/20 = 60%

-stood up straight

-Need to get a system together for building attraction and converting it to investment. Like an investment ladder

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Monday & Tues

Both freezing and raining. 😒

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Sunday

541p

Met up with my wing around 3 and we were running around finding a spot with girls. Its probably because its super bowl sunday. We went to downtown, W7, Central market, and a mall...nothing but underage girls.

Finally at another mall, wing opened working girls. Cute and thick. Tried to get them to meet after work but convo covered up the attempt. Best bet is to catch them at 6p when they get off. Opened an asian girl in a store with some flamboyant checkered pants. Asked her if they would look good. I creeped her out from the beginning. Horrible vibe because asians make me nervous. But I recognize it and thats a start. Not alotta anything today but we are gettin the scraps.

555p

Sitting, waiting for those girls to get out. We bitched out. Walking back to the car, my wing opens these two girls walking behind us. When i turn around i realize they are kids...ugh.

655

At target to get the clicker counter, which they dont sell. But i open one girl and 2 working girls. Didnt really take them through any process to lead to a result tho.

8p

CMB canceled the meetup. I kinda had a feeling she would. Not upset about it either because my place is completely out of order still. Honestly theres no place to fuck her unless its my place or a hotel too.

Debrief:

-Open 5/20 = 25%

-Still workin on posture. Noticed how much i lean my head foward, especially while driving. Starting to make it a challenge to have the back of my head in contact with the seat at mist times.

-Results. At the mall every girl we talked to is done for a result. I really realized we were not really goal oriented in talking to the girls today. It should be to get an instadate or get number for future date (which you seed). If theres no goal then we are just flapping in the wind.

-Process. Still not process oriented either.

Open -> hook -> build rapport -> escalate -> logistically get to close spot.

Its an ongoing process to open better which leads to a stronger/easier hook to then build good rapport (connection-having better questions to create this). All while qualifying/disqualify/being calibratedly physical to keep the vibe man-to-woman and handling logistics to make the date or move to a sex/physical escalation spot happen. Because she is not gunna do it for you until your so good that she’s trying to hump your leg on the spot.

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Saturday

10p

I just bounced from a coffee shop with my CMB to a new bar that just opened. Going well

11p

Made out with my CMB and enjoy feeling up her petite body. But she has to go to sleep so it’ll have to wait till tomorrow.

1141p

Wing bailed on me so im in UT to meet some more wings. Feeling pretty good. Time to meet the “terror squad”.

240

Another blurr of sets. I need a little clicking counter. Omg these fat ass fucking thick as shit girls walk past. Everyguy is lookin at then, rubbernecking hard. Something snaps and i run after her. Opens so fucking wide. My wing picks up the other thickie. I tell mine its her turn and do the same motorboatig the entire time.

E was the next set with her sister and a beta. Getting very close. Lots of laughing, lots of hugging. I get her number and it dies. But i have to stay there while my wing talks to his. I entertain the beta and my girl keeps trying to chime in. Eventually ends.

Debrief:

-Open: 15/20 =75% (guestimate...it was alot.)

-Stood up straight tho long gaps of not being concious of it.

-None of my openers used or continuers but it didnt stop me whatsoever.

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Friday 2/2

933

Just got done with my babymama ;D. Missed call from my wing. I hit him up and now were make plans for W7 tonight at 10. I expected DE, this is a whole diff type of vibe. Also debating whether to txt my CMB to come out tonight...

1033

Landed at my first bar, waiting for my wing, enjoyin a vanilla porter. Waiting for my wing always puts me in my head.

1147

Wing showed up and immediately ooened girls next to me. Fast foward...4 sets deep.

212 am

So many good sets, I only remember a few. Definitely a good 3-4 sets of just “meh”. Lesbian set was cool. I was having so much fun i forgot to document. 10 sets total. Had 2 makeouts and got both their numbers. First one hmu but didnt respond.2 more sets.

On the street my buddy opens then i take over, getting a 7’s number. I left her a cutsie VM. Then i find out its one of her friends bday. Pick her up and walk off yelling 3 sum for the birthday girl to my wing. She was super receptive about this ,but i puss out. Tease her for being so happy about it in a very sexual deviant approving way then tell her to leave before we do something nasty to her. She giggled like an asian school girl, loved it.

Last one we got in their car to chill for a bit. They were havin it but one was too drunk. We started saying goodbye and they started getting super happy. Laughing, saying im funny. But i didnt push for the txt or even seed the date.

245am

Back in my car. Wing just dropped me off. Reflecting on the night. So much fun...never had 2 makeouts before. Fuck yea! Game only gets better too. Its like martial arts, expect to be a god in 4 years. Year 1 might sux shyt tho lol.

Debrief:

-Did 10 sets total. 10/20= 50%. Good volume, plenty of opportunities. Need a counter.

-Stood up straight and even meditated to stay composed in 45 degree weather.

-My sticking point was staying in set and logistics. Which probably would have worked out if I stayed in set. Gotta exercise more killer instinct. Im now clearly seeing this leading to sex if i stayed with her...fuck.

-Tonight I definitely used the cold duck story a couple times. The opens were kind of just comIng to me in a natural way. I think laying my continuers out was really beneficial. Might make some more just to exercise that part of my brain and keep it fresh.

With how shitty the weekdays were. I am soo fkn grateful and happy for tonight :D