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this was the 29th of jan. 2020 i remember the date because it was history night. anyways we had to review some of the other grades work so i went down to the first floor where he teaches.

anyways im standing watching evaluating people work and i finish up. i muster up the courage to go up to him and say hi but he completely ignored me but he WAS busy w a student so i let it go

afterwards i stood by the door just watching him grade people’s work and helping them and what not but he looked at me and started walking towards me. i started backing up from the door and started towards the auditorium and as i was doing so he yells out “hey wait up!” i didn’t.. i kept walking lol

im not sure if it might have been something important or not but ig we won’t know

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i was going through our school facebook page because they posted some pictures of us for weight training i guess and i decided to go all the way down and found a video

it was titled something like “what our coaches like to do during quarantine” i was watching it and guess who i see, L. he had put the description “taking walks with my daughter” and that was the most wholesome thing ive seen all day.

i also found another picture of him and the title of the post said “our coaches staying strong through the pandemic” and he was w his daughter flexing PLEASEE that was adorable

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very quick reminder that mr s isn’t my tc. he’s a teacher that i think was involved in me getting sent to the principal’s office.

mr s was my reading teacher and he was always very nosy. he would find out the crushes students had on other students. he’s also REALLY close to the principal AND mr L (my tc) . he would keep track of me and where i went for absolutely no reason.

an example of his nosiness) i used to be late to homeroom (which was the cr right beside his) and i would hear them go “i wonder why she’s always late” or “i wonder what she’s doing” and it got to the point where one day he arrived before he usually gets to school he told my hr teacher “i mean she gets here before seven so i wonder what she’s up to”

but i do sometimes wonder how he found out wether it was from him hearing other students talking about it or the principal, hell sometimes i catch myself thinking what if i accidentally said something out loud.

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on this particular day mr s was talking about olivia rodrigo nd like the “age gap” between her and joshua? idk but he put on driver’s license and he started saying

“this is why you don’t fall in love with guys older than you” “you have to date people your age”

but then he also said “age doesn’t matter as you get older” so uh i don’t know. but he kept looking at me while saying these things.

i j want to know who the hell told himmm about my crush on L

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i probably won’t see him until october. that means one-hundred something days :/

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suddenly remembered the time when he said “you did you best, it’s okay. good job” pleasee. i haven’t seen him in a while :/

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( not sure of the date )

this day i was supposed to tell my cousin that my mom was going to pick him up from school. the only time that i could’ve told him was my passing period after lunch.

at this time my cousin was heading to L’s class. my cousin had already gone into the classroom. i had no choice but to go in.

so i tell my cousin and im about to walk out of the room and he comes right in front of me but im looking at the floor kinda and we did that thing where like you try to go one way but then they go that way and you try to go the other way but then they do the same thing? if that makes sense.

anyways we do that and i just stand still and he passes by me and literally WHISPERS something to me and walked off. i didn’t hear what he said and it bothers me so much.

( this was like a week before the principal talked to me )

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what the fuck. (this happened like an hour ago)

here we go! uhm so i went on a walk with my friend and my friend was like “that car looks familiar” and i thought they meant the car that was right in front of us and it was like a red car. and i said “oh a blue truck?” jokingly because that’s the color of his truck

and i hadn’t seen but there was a blue truck at the other stop sign and guess who it was! the one and onlyyyy mr L.

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( dec. 16 2020 )

this day mr s & the class were talking about how he was rivals w one of the other teachers at the school and how they became friends bc of baseball.

anyways after that conversation my friend, who knows very well about my crush on L asked if he was friends with any other teachers and my friend was naming teachers off and he finally said “what about mr L?”

mr s looks over my friend and his eyes land on me for a brief moment before he says “well uh i went to his wedding so..” and looked away in an instant

it was the shadiest thing he could’ve possibly done.

(there’s way more w mr s implying that he knew about my crush) also! keep in mind that mr s and the principal are very close! and i have always had a feeling that the principal told mr s

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imagine the conversation the principal had with him. that must’ve been so incredibly awkwarddd.

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i got out an hour ago.

so that’s it. he kept looking at me both in the morning and after school. i so badly wanted to say goodbye but the principal was there.

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why won’t he stop looking at me? all it’s doing is giving me false hope that you’ll give me closure.

i went to the locker pod because i grew to get really close to this one teacher and it’s like the second to last day of school and i won’t see her again.

but i got caught up playing a game w my friend and he was smiling at me and once i looked at him and he looked back at me i turned around and walked off.

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i think i might stop posting on this once school ends. maybe once in a while post when i see him i guess

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he looked so pretty :/ i think i might die

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me and one of my friends skipped volleyball practice once and we’re under a tree near the school and suddenly i see him start to drive by

(we were by a very busy street)

so he was stuck in the interception and i was geeking out about his side profile and i didn’t realize that he had his window down. siRrRr

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i was behind a like 4-5 foot wall and i was peeking over it and i felt someone staring at me so i leaned forward to see who it is and i see him smiling

he was having a convo w a student and he literally said “oh uh wait huh?” to the student when he looked away 😭🤚

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im genuinely serious when i say that i want to go up to his wife and tell her how proud he is to have her as his own. because man the way he looks at her ahh

it’s beautiful.

but yk i just had to go and develop a crush aHa

(she low key scares me bc she has such piercing blue eyes but she’s so pretty wtf)