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when i see mutuals in my notifications i'm always like oh 👉🏻👈🏻 friens 👉🏻👈🏻

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my biggest toxic trait is i know how to love but i don't know how to believe i'm loved

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big fan of characters who when they stand still could be almost statuesque in their elegance and beauty and then they open their mouths and are the most insufferable annoying cringefail loser on the planet

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[ID: Digital art showing three fat young women standing next to each other, all drawn from the knees up. All three have pale skin and long blonde hair, and they are wearing long dresses in a muted sage green. The first woman has straight hair and wears a sleeveless dress and a pearl necklace, the second is in a poofier princess gown and has curly hair, and the third has wavy hair and a strapless dress with long sheer sleeves. All are posing in motion with gentle, content expressions. The background is a pale beige. End ID]

Sketches 🕊️ °˖➴

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[ID: Digital art of a detailed stegosaurus running excitedly with its tail up in the air. It has a color gradient from grey on its legs and stomach, to golden on its side to orange on its back. Instead of the classical spine plates it has rows of large orange monarch butterfly wings along its spine, imitating the appearance of plates. A few smaller monarchs fly above it. End ID]

I noticed the old/original version of this piece got some retweets recently and I haven’t posted to Tumblr in awhile, and it’s a pretty good time to dust off my account.

I call this piece “Butterfly Effect” because I just couldn’t resist that title no matter how hard I tried.

5x7″ and 11x17″ prints are available on my website.

www.emmalerae.com

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about to say something mean but i feel like every "male-specific" issue is something that also happens to women its just that a lot of you dont seem to see women as people

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i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit, it goes lower

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my number one skill is being sooo cute and my number two skill is the ancient curse

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when you're sick you're either a prince moder or a dog moder. prince moding is when you demand many little treats, drinks etc. i personally prefer to drag myself off to a secluded corner to either die or recover, aka dog moding

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what if I was someone's favorite

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sorry about my constant depressive episodes. its just that i have issues and also problems

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god I fuckign love ocs. my characters. my friend's characters. the characters of mutuals ive never spoken to. the characters of artists ive followed and maybe spoken to a little more. the characters of complete strangers I see in passing and think "aw that's cool". if you have ten fans I am one if you have one fan it is me etc etc. I love you

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i will never fully belong

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what if i just rest my eyes for a second

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forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasn’t. “this made me think of you” noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say “text me when you get home safe.” people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the “let’s get ice cream” at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who don’t ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.

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can we talk about the withdrawals that come with no longer speaking to a person u spoke to every single day?

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something i think a lot of able bodied people dont understand is that being chronically ill affects your emotions. constantly being exhausted and feeling bad is going to make you sad or depressed or angry or jealous. constantly being in pain is going to affect your mental health. never feeling "good" is obviously going to affect the way you act.