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DON'T. CALL. ME. KID. DON'T. CALL. ME. BABY. LOOK AT THIS GODFORSAKEN MESS THAT YOU MADE ME.

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Lonely lady in a lonely world

Holding hands would feel like a dream

Hope this all ends soon

Hope for flowers, lovers and prosperity

No one to hear me

No one to see me

I’ve had so many good hair days alone

How can we survive this?

How can we make it through

When will my heart not feel so heavy

Is this just the beginning?

Why is everyone so calm?

My heart breaks for others and is scared for what my future holds

Bring me a crystal ball

Help me help

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There’s a stain on my shirt

But it isn’t dirt

It isn’t wine

It isn’t blood

No matter how hard I scrub, the stain just spreads

I am the stain

I am the stain

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She is scared

She is emotionally unstable

She has regrets

It feels fake to smile

It’s hard to swallow

She needs a break

From reality

She is ungrateful and she is unsure

She wants everyone to like her

But there are few she herself likes

I hope it gets better

I hope we get through this

Sad and lonely

Sorry and sore

Where are the answers

Where’s the shore

Feels like we’ve been treading water in a storm

She is still scared

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She was a peninsula

Only one road in

Her rocky shores made her hard to explore

She was a peninsula

The road is long and winding

Her haunted caves scare you into backing away

She was a peninsula

At the end of the road is a beautiful oasis

Only a few survive the journey

She is grateful for their effort

She is a peninsula and she will not be broken entirely

[reylotrashpanda3000]

Hope is radical

Hope is strong

Hope is what can get us along

Fear is easy

Fear is weak

Fear is what can make us bleak

Love is crazy

Love is deep

Love is what we have to keep

<3

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To sleep

To drift

To float away

To another world so far from fear

No problems to fix

No deadlines to make

To sing and laugh

To love and light

I wish you all a very good night

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Fear is like hot acid in my throat.

Making its way down to my gut that I can’t trust anymore.

There was so much I was sure of before and none of it is anymore.

Now, alone listening to my dog snore. I hope the world will come together. I hope our leaders will lead.

Fuck I miss Obama.

How did this swing so far away from him to him?

How did it happen?

Because three states were almost too close to call?

Basic things questioned? Basic needs not met? All so he can keep his golf course open?

This guy doesn’t deserve his gold towers.

He is not a real president. He’s only pretending. He doesn’t know how anything works. He doesn’t know how to take responsibility.

Where do we go from here? Was it always going to be this way?

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Sadness swells and darkness spells

My life taken hostage by a particle so small

I fear that no one will bend to its call

Why is everyone still out and about

Why are people protesting a fucking pandemic

I don’t want my mom to die

I don’t want anyone to lose their job

Why is it so expense to exist

How long until the money runs out

How long until trump gets voted out

I need to know. I’m drowning in uncertainty

Will someone please step up

I’ll step up

I’ll work everyday for a better tomorrow

I’ll be that bridge

Walk on me to the promised land

Where dreams are free and people live in harmony

I’ll be that horn

That calls to you

I’ll be that flag that waves you down

Please everybody, let’s make the days count

Counting down

3, 2, .... who will say one?

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My friend got me these 🥰🥰🥰🥰

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Best of Reylo Collection on AO3

This post started out as my Top 50 recs, but as I am continuing to cruise through this fandom, I want to keep adding to my recs without making a new post every time.  Also, because I’m a bit OCD, I like to arrange my recs neatly by category.  So below is a listing of links to collections I have created on AO3.  I’ll try and reblog/comment when I update or add collections.  I will be continually adding Bookmarks to the collections as I find fics that I recommend.  Any fic bookmarked on my “Saffy_Monsoon” AO3 account is a recommendation.  

Entire Best of Reylo Collection on AO3 

Setting

Canonverse - any Reylo fic where all or part of the story takes place in the Star Wars universe, this includes canon divergent fics.  

College or HS AU - Though most of these Reylo fics are also Modern AUs, these feature teen and new adult aged Ben and Rey.  

Historical AU 

Modern AU - Contemporary set Reylos featuring adult aged Ben and Rey. 

Situational Trope

Amnesia 

Ben Joins the Resistance

Co-workers 

Fake Relationships & Sham Marriages 

Isolated, Stranded or Surviving Together - When circumstances isolate, strand or make Ben and Rey reliant only on each other.  

Pregnancy or Kid Fic 

Strangers Stranded by the Snow 

Nature of the Relationship 

Booty Call to Bae - Reylo arc starts as nothing more than a sexual relationship, but then sprouts feelings.  

Force Bond to HEA (Happily Ever After) - Where the Force facilitates the dating venue, but they take the relationship to the next level in person.  

Steal Away Together - When Ben and Rey deliberately ditch their respective sides to get some time together.  

Stolen Moments - Reylo interludes, these are mostly “one-shots” or “PWPs”, but could also be longer.

Literary Approach/Method/Type 

Character Studies  

“Inspired by” Fics & Crossovers 

Genre AU’s - Adventure, Alternate Realities, Crime, Dystopian, Fantasy, Horror, Lycan, Mystery, Vampires, Zombies , etc. 

PWPs (Plot what plot/ Porn w/o plot)

Best Subplot 

Third Party POVs

Best WIPs (Works in Progress) to Watch

Key Arcs 

Bendemption

Solo Family Reunions - includes Reylo fics in which the Solo family features prominently.  Whether that be happily, family drama lama, confrontation, etc., Ben comes face to face with at least one of his parents or uncle.  

Fave Reylo Authors

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darth darcy and rey bennet, romancing in a galaxy far, far away… [13/?]

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It was fruity pebbles flavored just FYI...

Lover macaron!! @taylorswift #taylorswift #lover #ts7

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Lover macaron!! @taylorswift #taylorswift #lover #ts7

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An attempt was made. Delicious chai sugar cookies. Frosting isn’t my strong suit apparently. #lover #taylorswift @taylorswift

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I like shiny things

That’s it. #lover