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real life: sorry im just not a social media kind of guy… i wanna live in the moment y’know…. im like really private i like having secrets

on tumblr at 11:41 pm : guess whose period just started while watching fraggle rock season 1 episode 17

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"the inherent divinity of" bro what inherent divinity 😭😭😭 everythings freaking normal

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every morning I wake up and my boner is facing true north

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Bronya Zaychik ; Honkai Impact 3rd ☆ Hobby Max

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Tumblr is good for creative types because the tag system lets you be truly deranged about how much you like it without feeling as Exposed as a Comment Section

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average day on star stream tumblr

demonlikejudgeoffire follow

ctlad follow

my dad admitted he doesn't understand the concept of a live stream of an incarnation participating in the scenarios. he thought i was on a 6 hour personal phone call with the demon king of salvation

sleepingladyofbrocade follow

does anyone know why kim dokjas company stopped being featured on channel #bi-7623??? there were a lot of advertisements at times but channel #bi-90594 has soooo many more blackouts and its kind of annoying :/

soosangs follow

idk why they switched but the blackouts are probably bc the new dokkebai is literally a baby (link to a stwitter thread explaining it)

heewinning follow

w. what. a baby. what.

lotusdreameater follow

PAUSE. EVERYONE BE QUIET. KIM DOKJA IS LISTED AS THE BABYS DAD. AND THE OTHER DAD IS THE DOKKEBAI FROM HIS ORIGINAL CHANNEL???? IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE

girlsponsor follow

okay was anyone gonna tell me that kim dokja was actually gay or was i just supposed to read that in a tumblr post about channel blackouts myself

tamaharu follow

yoo joonghyuk one chance. id give anything one chance pelase please olease

saviorofcorruption follow

WHY KIM DOKJAS COMPANY IS ABSOLUTE EVIL AND MUST BE DESTROYED: CALLOUT DOCUMENT AT THIS LINK PLEASE READ

godofwineandecstasy follow

everyone master of december 25th emoji this man 🎅

demonlikejudgeoffire follow

🎅🎅🎅 !!!

croftcircles follow

anonymous asked: Your incarnation looks gnc af

mandalasguardian answered:

YOURE INSANE

scenario46 follow

guys pls remember that even though we watch them on stream every night, those participating in the scenarios are real people and we shouldnt speculate about their personal lives!!!! ive been seeing a lot of people discussing yjh/kdj and its like if u search up any clip where they get asked abt it theyre obviously so uncomfortable talking abt it :( besides both of them have said they dont like men!! men can be platonic companions!! just remember to respect their privacy <3

demonkingofsalvation follow

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and If we ever see each other in real life I will shoot you point blank with a 45 Caliber pistol

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So last month I got hit by a car and died right. Which I didn't initially realize until I watched some guy haul my body into his pickup and drive off. Which, being that it's deep in rural Michigan, I assume means my body will make some venison jerky and maybe some wall decoration, and I'll be resigned to being one of hundreds of deer ghosts floating around Saginaw, which is w/e. But then I find out the guy works at a taxidermy shop or something, and he's actually pretty good at stuffing and mounting deer carcasses, which I come to find out when I find myself face to face with my old body in the shop window. So naturally, I figure since ghosts need to possess something to interact with the living world and etc etc etc the most logical thing to do is to possess my own body, since it's basically a statue of myself. And a little surprisingly, it actually fits like a glove. Like, since it's my body, it feels like stepping right back into place. So I get out of town and back to my herd, eventually. And that's where the trouble starts coming into it, because after I get settled again, I don't know how to explain to everyone else what feels so weird. Like since I can move my body and do everything I used to do, it's functionally the same, like nothing happened. Or it SHOULD be, so I don't know how to explain how it's NOT. But it's just hard to explain it to someone who's never been hit by a truck I guess

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can you paypal me one ancient rusting coin

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"I think I hauve covid" is sort of the modern man's anime nosebleed

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the five homoerotic love languages:

- intimate stabbing

- outright obsession

- confused pining

- "no one knows me like you do"

- lifelong promises that always sound suspiciously like wedding vows

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honestly, especially in the current state of the world, you all have GOT to kill whatever puritanical voice inside your head keeps insisting that if something is erotic it has no social, artistic, or intellectual merit.

stop acting as if someone can’t enjoy both erotica and literary fiction or classics. it’s not some dichotomy.

stop acting as if erotic art can’t be poignant and meaningful. and that includes all erotic art - not just fine art.

stop insisting that sex scenes or erotic material ruin movies and shows just because you, personally, get icked out watching it.

no, not all erotic art is high art, and not all erotic art is meant to invoke deep intellectual discussion - but insisting that makes erotic art valueless, a disservice to intellectualism, or whatever else - does nothing but add fuel to a fire built on conservative ideology.

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the years have made me weird and strange to talk to. but still i must post

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秋芒魚路古道-擎天崗 by KC2013

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"The Earth is listening" painting by Mikhail Pyaskovsky, USSR, 1988.

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embroidered and beaded dress borders, french c. 1800s.

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I've seen what happens when people Get Worse. I've orbited a lot of people who Got Worse (especially online). If you listen to people who Got Worse it's all the same: they don't have consistent, meaningful social support, they've been hurt too many times and they can't open up out of fear that the next betrayal is going to drive the knife right through the artery, they end up spending too much time alone and develop secret languages, meanings, thought cycles completely inscrutable to anyone who has never had to rely on such rituals to survive, they get caught in a cycle of reopening and licking their wounds because the progression of time is so unrewarding and stagnant that the past is basically always the present, and the present is already the future, they become mean, they become strange.

some people might offer to help them but it's rare they ever know where to start, let alone exhibit compassion without grimace. admittedly, even for genuinely compassionate people, it isn't the easiest thing. if the person is someone who is stuck in their ways or doesn't know you, they don't really have a reason to be receptive to your help. "why should I waste my time on someone who is just going to become another memory of heartache? someone who will carelessly hurt and abandon me?" and such. an earnest attempt to help can feel like an attempted assault to them. at the same time, the meaningful interpersonal relationships that these people need will not survive if built on pity or fleeting self-gratifying feelings of "building" someone into your idea of a desirable person.

I don't know where I was going with this, but I always found it hard not to see myself as only a few degrees removed from these people. one or two safety nets separated from being completely trapped. unable to feel safe in not just the world but also my own body. a cosmological dead end. I stay away from habitually engaging in the obvious things can that make trying to change when you're at this point difficult (alcohol, drugs, etc), but if temperance is how you maintain stability in the face of rock bottom, you're basically already there, right? you're there and your body just hasn't caught up. maybe I'm just being dramatic because it's late. hows everypony finding the new deltarune chapters.