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Soulmate

I met what people who’ve experienced this phenomenal call a soulmate last month. They say you don’t know until you know and that was always a joke to me, love was a joke to me. Girls cheated, they’re was always jealousy in my heart in some aspect to any mention of exes. Life in a relationship with a girl seemed almost as if it would be a chore. The experience for me was intense, it was raw, it was unimaginable. I threw a rager in my brothers mansion of a house, I was the owner of a beautiful home for a week. For a week I lived the best nights of my life, and then I lived the worst month. I met her when I had gotten drunk all throughout the day with my high school best friend before the start of the first night of parties. I had no intention to be with any girls for the week, it was time to relax and party with my boy. Man was I so wrong, later that night I was doing typical white dude things, I was grilling up chicken and patties before people got there. I walk down the stairs to the bar in the basement where I had left my friend wearing a sombrero and feeling quite good. The first thing that I saw were the mystical eyes of this girl sitting at the seat directly at the bottom of the stairs. The first thing I see are the galaxies that I could conquer with this girl, I see every dream become reality in these colorful green-splotchy blue eyes. I push every ounce of this intense feeling to the side while I start my conversation with her realizing that she has a friend with her and that my friend was in the room. I discover that she is into old rap music this stuns me due to the abnormality in listening to it nowadays. She tells me she’s been going to college at the one next door to me in Boston, that we went to the same park every day for 2 years and sat at the benches without knowing the other... She ripped my heart out and I didn’t even know it was going to happen, this isn’t a happy story this is a real story about what happens when you meet your soulmate at this day and age... this is the story of how I lost mine and I’m not sure if I can finish it, if there’s anyone even interested in hearing it.

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i’m trying to forget you as i wait for you to come back.

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“where I end and you begin” by Anthony Samaniego Via Flickr: INSTAGRAM

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Ease your soul here

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