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I know u dont want me back, fine. I can respect that. I understand that i lost u. It hurts, bad. Bcuz when i told u i loved u i ment it. When i told u i thought u were absolutely beautiful with out makeup i ment it. When i told u, u were sexy as hell all dolled up, girl u better belive i was telling the truth. I thought u were perfect. Crazy and all, Noses bleeds, Drowsiness, Hair in a bun. Everything you wrote me put a smile on my face. Ur bracelet still hangs on my sunviser the sticky notes are stuck to the dash of my truck. You pushed me with out pushing me. U got me to do things i didnt want to do bcuz u knew how to. I know i lost an amazing girl, i know it was my fault. And i dont expect u to ever come back and im not okay with it but i understand. I know i lost u. But just know, i will always remember u. Love you Crazy. 11:31pm January-26-2017. Ps its easier bcuz u dont have to deal with my bs anymore. Which i never wanted to bring into ur life to begine with, so i apologize.

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Idk if what u said was true about always wanting me, i know u like to change ur mind when u hate me. But if its still true. Just know, i will think the same way for a very very very long time

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Good luck. Take care. I lov u.

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If you read any of this please show me you did. Lov u my Sweet Crazy!

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I still lov u, for what i said i only said to show to someone else that i was done, i am not done. I still think, dream and feel u, i wish i could see you the way u see me and hear u the way u hear me, but i cant. I miss you and i will come for u in the future. If you need look to the clouds hun. I just want u too know i didnt mean anything i said that day. -Scruffy

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Im sorry for what i did, u probably dont understand why i would be so mad at something so insignificant, i really wasnt, i was upset but not that mad. But i had to pretend to be that mad, that upset, i had to make myself that mad. I did it for us. I did it for u. And if you are reading this, I lov u.

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God i love when my 3 hour night class gets out early

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We all need help in some way or another. Some have been told what to do to fix the problem and do it, others have to figure it out on there own. I just hope everyone figures it out soon and fixes what they neefed fixed

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I wont stop fighting untell there is nothing left to fight for, and knowing me there will always be something to fight for. Even if u cant see it. Im there in the shadows fighting the demons in the dark.

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Im tired of lemon juice, there is no suger or ice. Its just straight lemon juice. Sour and bitter. But with they way it looks imma learn to get use to the taste, so sorry to all the sour people out there imma be use to u before u even come into my life so u can just stay out.

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Maybe after life stops handing me lemons, it will give be back my damn mtn dew!

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When life starts throwing punches, you gotta just roll with them. Because sometimes you cant hit back even if you want to just rain hell on the situation.