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[riizecore]

aw just read your last post and i feel similarly, i was watching their get a guitar performances from when they debuted and i got reminded of how obsessed i was with riize before all the drama unfolded i feel like the depression situation from the last yr has distracted a lot of people (at least me) from how truly enjoyable they are as a group, they really deserve the best support from the best and most genuine fans 🫶

hang in there!! riize and ot7 briize have got this 💪💪

i srsly got so heartbroken with everything and i know i'm not the only one feeling like this recently but then again, love will always win. my support for our boys will always be greater. thanks a lot, anon. indeed, riize and briize got this. better days are coming. 🥺🧡☝️

#riizecoretalks #riizecoreasks #riize

[riizecore]

my heart is hurting so bad. i've been contemplating a lot and i think that writing about my feelings here would make me feel better- here i go.

i'm a big kpop fan since i was 9 and stanning riize was one of the best decisions that i've made as a kpop fan. although these days have been unkind to riize and briize, i don't regret being their fan. i fell in love with sungtaro during their days in nct, and i was the happiest when shohei, eunseok, and seunghan were announced to be future members of nct. i was heartbroken when i heard that sungtaro will be leaving to redebut but at the same time, i was happy because they'll be having another team to build and achieve their dreams with.

my heart is happy and never in my years of being a kpop fan have i felt this strong for any group before. their music, the members, everything- i just loved everything about riize. when i was at my lowest last year, riize was one of the things that made me feel better. now that riize and briize are in a tough situation, i can't help but feel sadness, disappointment, and fear. riize doesn't deserve to be treated like this by their own company and their own fans and i'm scared that if this entire situation drags on, it'll be difficult to bounce back.

it hurts so bad as a fan who has been there since the beginning and i know that the pain i feel doesn't compare to what riize is feeling themselves. i've seen many who decided to give up and i understand because i was almost at that point too. but after putting in some thought, i realized that i will always choose to side with riize. i will not leave the group that gave me so much happiness and hope during my good and even bad times. seeing them as 6 hurts beyond repair, but my heart still hopes that they'll be complete as the 7 stars that i looked up to from the start. my hearts seems to be telling me that there will be brighter days for riize and briize. but no matter what, 6 or 7, riize or not, i will be here for shotaro, eunseok, sungchan, wonbin, seunghan, sohee, and anton.

i truly support riize with everything in me. i know that there will never be a group like them anymore which is why i am deciding to stay as a briize no matter the outcome.

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the first snow.

idol! anton x fem! reader; a!

— witnessing the first snow together with someone you like may ignite true and everlasting love. but during the first snow, you may also tell a lie and you will be forgiven by the deities.

one way or another, your relationship with anton is bound to change- and that change is coming sooner than you might have expected.

the moon painted the skies with a glow, and despite the cold winter air, you can feel the warmth coming from everyone enjoying the winter carnival.

it was even more beautiful when the first snow began to fall. you extended your hand to feel the gentle caress of the snow against your palm. a white blanket slowly started to form beneath you and you can't help but think about the boy who is sitting beside you as you watched the scenery unfold. his eyes told you that he's equally amused and contented with everything that is happening at this exact moment.

this boy will be loved by millions and you were certain. just like the snow, he is pure, gentle, and he brings happiness to everyone whom he comes across to.

"anton," you spoke, fingers now fiddling with the fur of your coat, "do you know the myth about the first snow?" the male in question knitted his brows in confusion, "i think i know the most famous one about true love." he answered, perplexed at your sudden inquiry but obviously showing interest. "ah yes, the one about true love. very famous." you replied. anton looked at the evening sky, admiring the way how the moon lights up while you both try your best to ignore the frantic beating of your heart without the other one knowing.

"indeed. witnessing the first snow with someone you like may just grant you and your beloved true and eternal love. it's my favorite." sighing with a heavy breath, you continued "but i have another favorite myth. when the first snow falls, you can tell any lie and the deities will forgive you." he smiled, admiring the way how your eyes shone as you spoke.

anton admitted that he was helplessly in love with you a long time ago, and realizing that this may be the last holiday that you two would be spending together is breaking him beyond repair.

"i'm in love with you, anton." you confessed.

your words laced with sincerity and hope, made anton's heart to swell with warmth. he wanted to hear you say those words for so long, but with everything at stake, he can't tell you what has always been his truth- his heart belongs to you too.

you tried to meet anton's gaze, but he held his head down to prevent you from seeing the tears that will soon escape his eyes.

he balled his fists to prevent himself from giving in. he tried his best to ignore what his heart is telling him to do. he thought about how he worked hard, how he convinced his parents to let him pursue his dreams, and how he endured everything to get to where he is now.

if he tells you how he feels, there's no way that you'll both be content of just knowing that the both of you felt the same. you will want to love each other. surely, you'll agree to dating him in secret, right? but he can't do that you. if he loves you, he would give you the world.

because when he loves someone, he will always be there for them. he will give his all, and he will not ask for anything in return. that's the love that you deserve, and with him pursuing his dreams, with the distance that will soon stand in between, he's afraid that it won't work at this time.

his eyes found yours, making his knees tremble and his lips lost for words- but he had to speak, he had to lie, and even if the deities will forgive him tonight, he knows that he can never forgive himself for the words that will come out of his lips. "y/n, i don't know what to say, i-"

"lies. i just wanted to see your reaction." you laughed heartily, trying to sound alright "i was just trying to make this night more memorable so you won't forget me, after all, it would be difficult to get hold of you in the future." you continued, hiding the silent shattering of your heart into millions of pieces.

"how can i forget you?" you're my first love. he wanted to add. "we'll still see each other when i come home. i'll still send you memes and playlists. i won't forget you, i promise." anton swore.

"i will be your biggest fan, toni. now, go to korea, live your dream and make me proud, okay?"

his eyes darkened before he reached out for an embrace. for a moment there, you swear that you almost saw his soul breaking, just like how yours did.

you lied. you have been in love him since you can remember. he lied. he was lying all the time. he didn't want you to know that you owned his heart.

neither of you will ever know, that the lies you told each other that night will never be forgiven by the deities who listened.

🧋🪨🐸🎸🫧💂🦕

©️ riizecore 2024

i know that it's not yet even winter but this story has been on my drafts since talk saxy era so i had to release it from the dungeon. see you on the next update: taro is up next!

[riizecore]

riize masterlist ᯓ 🧡

쇼타로 shotaro 🧋

╰ coming soon

은석 eunseok 🪨

╰ coming soon

성찬 sungchan 🐸

╰ the best saturday ever. f!

원빈 wonbin 🎸

╰ coming soon

승한 seunghan 🫧

╰ coming soon

소희 sohee 💂

╰ coming soon

안톤 anton 🦕

╰ the first snow. a!

[riizecore]

andy / 22 / she!her

welcome ⭑.ᐟ

dedicated to riize, nct, and svt. updates may be slow, but i will do my best to deliver. everything in this blog is fictional and self-indulgent. let's all be nice to each other.

masterlist ᯓ

f! fluff / a! angst / s! suggestive

⁀➴ riize 🧡

⁀➴ nct 💚

⁀➴ svt 💎

recents ᯓ

⁀➴ the first snow. a!

⁀➴ the best saturday ever. f!

[riizecore]

we literally have the same ult groups riize nct and seventeen are you me?? is there a glitch in the universe??

omg hii, since u ult those 3 groups too im certain you're super awesome and cool AAAA 💫

[riizecore]

the best saturday ever.

non idol! sungchan x fem! reader; friends to lovers au; f!

— you are about to have the best saturday ever. it was unexpected, and it was beautiful.

saturday afternoons are spent at a cafe nearby, so when you kissed your mom goodbye while she was busy tending to the flowers, she didn't have to ask where you're off to. "why is your boyfriend not picking you up today?" her words caused you to roll your eyes. "very funny, mom." she was referring to sungchan, your childhood friend. she knew you had a crush on him ever since the day she "accidentally" saw your diary open with doodled hearts decorating jung sungchan's name. you made her promise to stay quiet about it, but she's not doing a very good job at it.

"why? you haven't confessed to him yet? you guys are obviously pining for each other since everyone knows how long-" her teasing elicited a death glare from you. she put her hands in the air as if surrendering in response. "okay, promise, i won't talk about it." despite her words, you perfectly knew she would still tease you so you hummed the most sarcastic "uhuh." in return.

"gotta go, i'll be back in a few." you bid goodbye while closing the gate, giving a her a flying kiss despite all the teasing you just received. "you look breathtaking, dear. he'll make a fool of himself if he doesn't notice that." you smiled at your mom, thankful for her words of encouragement. you shrugged the silly thought that almost made you nervous as you made your way to the cafe. meeting sungchan has always been natural for you- but there's just something about today that you can't point out, and you're unsure of what it is. "maybe it was mom's teasing, idk." you thought. you examined yourself as you walk. "do i really look good today or is she only saying that because i'm her daughter?" you asked yourself, not ignoring the fact that you hoped the person you'll be meeting would think the same way.

a few minutes passed and you arrived at the cafe, you weren't suprised to see him sitting at your usual spot near the window. your usual strawberry latte and slice of cinnamon bun already sitting on top of the table across his iced americano and chocolate cake. your insides swelled with warmth at how much he knows about you- surely, it must've been because you have been friends for a long time, but you can't help but still be swayed with the thought and gesture. he's always been like this, so you can't help but wonder why does everything feel so new today. you held onto your bag tighter as you inched closer to sungchan- the girls are shamelessly staring at him and you wouldn't blame them, he looked absolutely handsome in his cream sweater, his brown hair parted evenly, and his lovely eyes are pinned on you- you'll never get tired of adoring his brown specs- you could get lost in them and you won't mind. "missed you all week. you were too busy to meet me." he says with a hint of accusation, cutting you off from your trance and you can't help but think how he looked cute when he pouts. "sorry. you know our debate competition is up so soon, but hey, i'm here now." you reassured him. "i'm busy with soccer practice but i still have time for you though?" he raised an eyebrow, earning a giggle a from you. "clingy." he narrows his eyes at you but doesn't deny your words.

an hour passed by and it's just you and sungchan talking about life. he doesn't let go of the topic that you two are on the same university, both with busy schedules and he reasons out that he pestered you to meet him because he doesn't want to eat lunch with anyone else on a particular wednesday when he almost failed his math test and how he detests that he didn't get to see you the entire week and you just laughed at him for missing you a little too much, in which he continuously tried to deny. "you should get yourself a girlfriend so you'll stop missing me too much." you said.

sungchan suddenly became silent, he averted your gaze. you noticed he looked hesitant and a hint of sadness colored his eyes and you swear, you never want to see him like that. you knew he had something on his mind. "why? what's wrong? sorry, did i say something wrong?" you can't help but feel nervous beacuse of his sudden silence, you gently laced his hands with yours to help ease him up.

while staring at him, you were trying your best not to look too in love or he would notice- it scares you to think that your feelings might show and sungchan only thought of you as a friend. the thought alone made you gloomy, but his next words are unexpected. "i saw you with a guy last wednesday" he started. "i want to approach you but you seem happy talking to him. you never told me about him." he continued, still looking away from you.

you let out a sigh of relief, almost happy that it wasn't about anything more concerning or gravely serious. you weren't sure what to think of, but you almost heard a bit of jealousy and worry with the way he spoke. your brows knotted in confusion, trying to think about who you were with "sunghoon? he's a classmate from history, we were waiting for our groupmates that time when you saw us." sungchan felt relieved, almost as if a huge weight on his chest has been lifted. he tried to summon his old self back like nothing happened. "i was just suprised to see you with an unknown guy! imagine if auntie saw you with him and asks me then i didn't know anything, right?" he convinced himself it was the perfect excuse. he can't believe how dumb it sounded but he also didn't know how to deal with his feelings when he, too, was afraid that you might notice his true feelings and you didn't feel the same. it would break him beyond repair.

"ah, that's it." you try to hide your sadness but the disappointment in your tone was obvious, your hands reached to finish the remaining pastry you had.

sungchan caught a glimpse of hurt in your eyes. he has always been a straightforward kind of guy- but when it comes to you, the words doesn't come out easily. he thought that maybe, you'd know how he felt, but seeing your reaction made him realize that he should've told you about his feelings sooner. since it's out in the open, it's now or never. sungchan gathered all the courage he could muster, determined to tell you that he isn't contented by being your bestfriend anymore, he wants more. he wants you to get the message.

"the truth is, i was jealous." you looked at him, not believing what you just heard. "i couldn't bear seeing another guy making you smile, i want to be the only one to make you smile like that." your heart is now pumping at an abnormal rate. "i want to see you and hear your voice everyday." you can't believe that this is happening right now. "i don't want to be just your friend, y/n." he continued. "i like you- no, i'm in love with you." he confessed. his words sending you to cloud nine, your fingers now laced tighter as he looks at you with gentleness and concern, waiting for your reply.

"i'm in love with you, y/n." he repeated so you would know that he's serious, after all, sungchan never toyed with anyone's emotions, he always makes sure that he expresses and says what he only means, especially when it comes to you. this was the push you've been asking the universe for and there's no turning back. why prolong the agony when you've accepted that sungchan is already the one for you ever since? you opened your lips to say the words he longed to hear. "i'm in love with you too, sungchan." you looked away, embarassed. he's watching you intently, pupils almost turning into a heart if that's even anatomically possible.

he stood up to grab your things and he doesn't let go of your intertwined hands. "let's go, we're telling our parents we're now dating."

as if the universe planned everything, sungchan's parents are at your home, helping your parents set the table for dinner. hand in hand with sungchan, you introduced him to your parents as not your best friend- but your boyfriend and he introduced you to his family as his girlfriend. both of your moms looked proud but sungchan's dad shot your dad a knowing look.

"i told you they'll start dating in college. just about the right time." mr. jung said and your dad groaned before handing him 50 bucks.

it was the best saturday ever.

🧋🪨🐸🎸🫧💂🦕

©️ riizecore 2024

note: hi, everyone! i'm still trying to explore the works here in tumblr and i hope you like my first work. i wrote sungchan's first bc he's my biaswrecker back when he was a neo (he almost stole me from mark lee, istg). expect more to come. wishing you an amazing day. :)