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[risingroseakira]

You won't reach a point where you don't need references anymore 😭

Even artists who freedraw regularly still do studies, refer to their past work, keep character sheets at hand, etc

Please don't impose that expectation on yourself just because of a live demo, tiktok, or timelapses especially

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executive dysfunction is legitimately physically uncomfortable. i’ll be trapped between two things, weirdly caught on how-much-time-it-might-take-me. i take hours worried im going to take hours doing things. i’ll sit on the floor for the entire day, caught up in the middle of not-doing the chores i actually do want to be doing.

& the amount of mental energy that goes into it. & the legitimate amount of anger and discomfort and self-hate. is not “being lazy”.  it’d be a lot less work if i didn’t have to fight myself to just get up and do it. 

i just need you to understand it’s not effortless. it’s never effortless. it’s not “okay let me just get up and finally start doing this.” it’s more like. i am slamming my foot on the pedal but the car is in neutral and nothing is moving. it’s more like shouting instructions into a dying telephone. it’s more like being trapped in a small electric box, and someone who hates me is administering shocks. 

im trying. im trying. please help me get up.

[risingroseakira]

Thank fuck it’s Thursday.

[risingroseakira]

this video has been going around for a while but the English subtitles didn't match the energy of the spoken French at all. i had to fix it.

reblog to spread this version

[risingroseakira]

you know were to find me, and I know where to look

[risingroseakira]

Don't hesitate to maybe overcompensate

[risingroseakira]

throws on a mask that will alter his face.

[risingroseakira]

.: if you can't see, I am clancy :.

[risingroseakira]

Ethan, you wanna see some shit?

[risingroseakira]

yeah, people do lie on the internet, however i am so passionate about things that if i lie it will feel like i committed an autistic sin

[risingroseakira]

you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

[risingroseakira]

we’re a social species. use your goddamn turn signal.

[risingroseakira]

It makes me happy when they listen

[risingroseakira]

wild few days to be a casual watcher fan

[risingroseakira]

Friendly reminder that you should

Write that fic

Draw your OC

Redesign that blorbo

Plan that comic how you want

Create the content you want to see

Be cringe

Be free

The only thing that matters is you having fun! Not what others think!

[risingroseakira]

Miles is ONCE AGAIN here with the jokes

[risingroseakira]

I made something