stapled sutured but every time we touch— Char | FTM | 26 | Bi Gothy Rivethead Nightlife, Psychedelia, Kink, Melon Beastars, 🖤 Nivek Ogre 🖤 —then I still bleed.
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LGBTQ+ folk what was your gender/sexuality pipeline?
#uh I never rly Identified as straight or a girl at any point I went from like#‘I just don’t wanna label anything’ in middle school#to like Bi / NB by the time I was 15ish#to eventually like. a whole bunch of variations of aro/ace/demi and variations of NB that became increasingly masc aligned lol#then eventually accepted I was just FTM and kinda fluttered around between bi and gay#now I’m uh just FTM & bi#man for awhile as a teen i was soooo all over the place tho#like oscillating between so many different labels that were all just code for being suuuper repressed#and internalized homo/transphobia lol#like you’re not a masc aligned agender he/they that super prefers he/him pronouns lmao#you’re just a trans guy who’s too insecure to assert it………………#same w sexuality I think I was honestly scared of the fluidity of bisexuality honestly.#esp given how infrequent my attraction to others actually is.#it made my attraction feel so all-or-nothing while also being so indiscernible @__@#I consider myself ‘demi’ but I don’t really like#think demisexuality is a *sexuality* the way like gay lesbian bi ace etc are#it’s more like describing the way you develop attraction yk…#but yeah.
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Pon De Strawberry Angel / Pon De Cocoa Litchi
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I’ve always loved gourmand fragrances on other people but I’ve never worn any kind of fragrance myself. I loooove smells that evoke like… wanting to eat another person LMAO. I just like how they smell but I also think it’s like erotic and playful. Anyway it recently struck me for the first time somehow that if I find that appealing on other people it might be cute to experiment with doing on myself… Sooo I saw someone give a glowing review to a smokey caramel vanilla fragrance and decided to order a sample size to try 👀🤔
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I was tagged to do a meme that asks for you to list your top 10 favorite songs currently. I got stuck a couple songs in and distracted trying to come up with an incredibly tentative list of my 10 songs *ever* instead lol. Ended up landing on something like this (in order of release to avoid bias):
1. “Moonage Daydream” by David Bowie [it sounds silly to say but when I remember my deeply unpleasant adolescence where I was just, irreparably unhappy 24/7, this song brings me back to thee ONLY positive memories of that period in my life]
2. “VX Gas Attack” by Skinny Puppy [I could pick countless Skuppy tracks, but I wanted to keep it to a single track per artist, and I think, THINK, gun to my head, that this one might be the strongest showing; it’s just so so so so good]
3. “Lullaby” by The Cure [I genuinely just think this is one of the greatest songs of all time lol; Disintegration as a whole is one of the best albums of all time with many high contenders but I think this one takes the cake by a tiiiiiiny margin]
4. “So What” by Ministry [similar to Skuppy there are a lot to choose from, but this one is just so magical to me, such an embodiment of everything I love about the band, the genre, the era, etc]
5. “Faster Than Light” by Lead Into Gold [one of my favorite memories of all time was seeing this one performed live at Cold Waves Chicago in 2018; I remember truly feeling like I was part of a community, something bigger and special and real, for the first time]
6. “This Edge of Midnight” by Chris Connelly [I just adore this song, I adore the lyrics, I adore Chris Connelly, AHH!!]
7. “Lost Souls/Eelings” by TR/ST [total euphoria to me, completely emblematic of my adult life, the club scene, Los Angeles, etc]
8. “Aphrodisiac” by IAMX [one of my favorite songs for years, everything about it is perfect, it exudes coolness and sex and energy and eroticism and I have so many memories with it]
9. “Nites Like This” by Choir Boy [nothing else quite captures the dreamy nostalgic melancholy of this track, it’s so so so special]
10. “Intrasport” by King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard [I adooore this song, uh I don’t have much else to say about it actually I just think it’s a borderline perfect piece of music lol]
Obviously this is still a really fluid list—I stuck to 1 song per artist since realistically I could fill up a top 10 with, like, 2-3 bands if I wanted to LOL. I could make a top 10 excluding all 10 of these and still make it full of songs I absolutely adore haha. But yeah 🤔
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Skinny Puppy in Spex Magazine (1988)
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Yayyyy I was tagged by @deadgeisha to post 10 of my favorite characters and then tag some people to do the same!! :D Thank you!!
1. Pavi Largo from Repo! The Genetic Opera
2. Melon from Beastars
3. Mok Swagger from Rock & Rule
(^^Probably my top 3 favorite characters of all time 💕)
4. Kakihara from Ichi the Killer [specifically Tadanobu Asano’s portrayal of him]
5. Cruella de Vil from 101 Dalmatians [specifically Glenn Close’s portrayal of her]
6. Doctor Octopus from Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse
7. Commodus from Gladiator
8. The Metal Fetishist from Tetsuo: The Iron Man
9. Winslow Leach from Phantom of the Paradise
10. Johnny Truant from House of Leaves
Andddd I tag @lysistra @testure-1988 @interimsliebenden @moodr1ng @wampyrs @zombf @goldengodcannibal @radioregine and anyone else who wants to!! No pressure ofc!! 🖤
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