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in the last 3years, ive learned to not force anything; conversation, relationship, friendship, attention, love..

anything forced is just not worth fighting for, whatever flows flows, what crashes crashes, it is what it is.

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Sedekat apapun jika masih manusia, dia tetap berpotensi menyakiti. jadi kurangin-kurangin berharap pada apapun dan siapapun.

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Meeting you was a dream, and now i need a wake up.

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tbtb pengen ngerasain pdkt yg random kayak tbtb ada yg ngirim email ato suratt gituu

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Kita tidak pernah tahu seberapa keras usaha orang lain untuk mencintai takdirnya. Maka, jangan kita rusak dengan lisan kita yang tak bertanggungjawab.

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honestly, if you know how difficult and how long it took some people to recover their peace of mind and happiness, you’ll understand why they shut all doors at any slight discovery of toxicity, and also why they can be so picky about who they allow into their lives.

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Reading this over and over again, im crying now.

I’ve survived the days i thought i couldnt.

2023 is probably the most memorable year of mine.

Lots of things happened, i found my strength thru my worst. Got a miracles and blessings, thru all the bad days. And do believe, the better days are coming.

Like the storm would never choose the wrong season, and the winter is not for everyone❄️

Above all, im back to feel ‘alive’ now✨

Look who’s survived this year, sending much light and love🫶

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Sore terakhir di 2023🍃🌧️

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Dipenghujung 2023 ini, aku cuma mau bilang untuk diriku : terimakasih ya, sudah menjalani part 365 hari tahun ini dgn sebaik mungkin. Meski banyak air mata yg tumpah, namun tetap memilih bertahan walau sebenernya otak minta untuk menyerah. Terimakasih tetap menjaga kewarasan, meski berulang kali dihantam badai kecemasan.

Tahun ini semakin menyadarkan bahwa people come and go itu ada dan nyata. Aku juga mulai belajar untuk jujur dengan diri sendiri, berani bilang IYA dan NGGA terhadap sesuatu.

Ruang Semesta , 31 Desember 2023

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didnt expect that losing us would be the saddest part ever of this journey.

not just months, it’s been years.

im still here, the pain, the feelings that i cant understand too.

and you, who never knew at all abt this🍂

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Stop comparing yourself to everybody else. Comparison is the thief of joy. You're on your own journey. Any comparison is false. It’s you vs you. Focus on who you were yesterday vs who you are today. That's the only progress that matters. 1% better, everyday.

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Tolong, aku bahkan belum siap untuk menghadapi itu :(

Yang paling menakutkan dari sebuah pertemuan adalah, rasa rindu yang ternyata selama ini belum selesai, dan harap kosong yang tumbuh kembali meski tahu kalian sudah tidak punya kesempatan lagi.

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“You don’t have to have it all figured out at 21, or 30, or even 40. You’ll bloom when you’re ready. The only thing that matters is never giving up.”

— Aaron Mahnke

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“Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. Because you never know who would love the person you hide.”

— C.S. Lewis

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Indonesian Contemporary Art & Design 2023

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Let’s rock this fucking 25’s!

Cheers for a better life ahead🥂

-everything will be much better-