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“But it’s your life too!” As much as he was considering her body, her wants, she wanted him to want it, too. To see how beautiful their life was and want to add to it. Though, she supposed that his answer was better than anything else. This was him agreeing to it all, in his own sort of way. “What I want, is for both of us to be happy. Yes, I want another kid. A little me and you. Hell, all I’ve dreamt about in the past is a baby we created. But I gave up on those years ago when I lost some vital organs and we grew more together. I’ll never fully know how your mind works, or even if you can say the words ‘I love you’, but I know how deeply you feel and consider me and Xavi. I’ll go and schedule something to fix this if you don’t want it. Selfishly, I want you to want it too.” Of course she wanted him to want another baby, but seeing how he didn’t want Xavier but wound up with him, she knew. She knew what he wanted. He wanted one less person to protect and worry about. He wanted less headaches and sometimes, all her and Xavier did was give him a headache. “Just tell me what to do,” she whispered, going back to the woman he met long ago. The one who waited for him to tell her what to do. The relationship they used to have where he controlled it all.

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           "I have an appointment scheduled for later in the week. They couldn’t get me in sooner.“ As usual, he was acting like his cold self- trying to avoid the subject and act like he was indifferent, when he wasn’t. Quinn knew how he felt about kids. It took him the longest time to warm up to Xavier in the way that he has. Now, there was another baby on the way. “Well… do you want to keep it?” A million and one thoughts went through her head, but it was the matter of would he actually want it was her biggest. “If you do, we have to plan and prepare for everything. If you don’t, then we have to prepare for that. If you aren’t sure….” she trailed off, not knowing what would happen or what she would do if he didn’t know what he wanted. That scared her more than him not wanting the unborn child.

              The question danced in the back of his mind. In a way, he didn’t know how to answer. He hadn’t wanted Xavier and yet, he became a valuable addition to his life. The same could be said for the woman just feet away from him. Neither were expected, and neither was entirely ‘wanted’ when they arrived and yet, here they were, mounted on pedestals in his mind and more valuable than any treasure. ❝It’s your body, Quinn. I’m not going to tell you what to do with it.❞ It had the male setting the coffee cup down, allowing his hands to rest on the edge of the counter. ❝I know that is something you want and have wanted. I’m not going to keep you from it,❞ he eased out with a shrug to broad shoulders. ❝I want whatever will make you happy.❞

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isabel  may  ;  cowboy  camp  .

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DRAMATIC & PROTECTIVE RELATIONSHIP PROMPTS *  for the ones who want to keep you safe from harm

get behind me.

go inside and lock the door and don't come out until i say so.

are you all right? where are you hurt?

over my dead body.

i promised them i'd keep you safe.

i sleep better when you're next to me.

are you serious? i'm not letting you risk your life.

don't go. it's safer here.

i should have been here. this is my fault.

here. take this gun. don't pull the trigger unless it's absolutely necessary.

they told me to watch you.

i won't let anyone lay a hand on you.

stay close to me.

i'm not worth saving. please.

can you stay? just for a little while? it would help.

it's too dangerous out there.

i thought i'd lost you.

can you hear me? hello? where are you?

they're all afraid of me.

they told me you'd be trouble. clearly that was an understatement.

one of us has to make it out of here.

is that a bruise?

get back. get back right now.

did they touch you?

i already lost you once. i'm not going to lose you again.

a few more steps. we're nearly there. i've got you.

where does it hurt? let me see.

oh my god, you're covered in blood.

i love you, but you have to go.

climb on my back. i'll carry you.

i wish you'd stay.

i slept here all night. i couldn't leave you.

stay with me. i can keep you safe.

no. i've made my decision. you're staying here.

holy shit. are you okay? what the hell happened?

we have to get inside right now.

quick! hide! in here!

if they know you're with me, they'll leave you alone.

if they attack again, we'll be ready.

this never should have happened.

i want you to run, okay? run and don't look back.

you're all right. you're safe. it's over.

i'll feel better once you're out of this.

i don't have nightmares when you're here.

where have you been? i've been calling you all night.

your phone went straight to voicemail. what's going on?

i don't want anything to happen to you.

i can't stand the thought of losing you.

i won't let them touch you.

when we met, i promised myself i'd keep you safe.

where'd they go? i'll give them a piece of my mind.

here. squeeze my hand if it hurts.

i'll lay beside you.

no. it's non-negotiable. you're staying here.

i don't want you to die, okay?

listen to me! i know what i'm doing!

i can't lose you again!

do you hear me? i love you! i've always loved you.

i've got you. i'm right here.

can i stay? i'll take the couch.

tell them you're with me.

you can make it. i believe in you.

are you kidding me? who decided this?

here, i'll pick you up.

get back in the car. i'll handle this.

if anyone can do it, it's you.

let me carry you to safety.

i don't do well when you're away.

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RELATIONSHIP PROMPTS FOR POST-BREAKUP MAKEUPS *  assorted dialogue for couples who want to try again

i never stopped thinking about you.

i didn't realize how good i had it until you were gone.

you were always on my mind.

so... what are we?

what we had was perfect.

i should have begged you to stay.

do you regret how it happened?

i want to keep trying. for us.

i replay our final argument in my head all the time.

after all this time? really?

i made a lot of mistakes. i said things i wish i could take back.

i didn't think you'd keep that.

i never forgot that night.

why do you keep looking at me like that?

you have no idea what you do to me.

for a while i saw other people, but none of them were you.

of course i remembered. how could i forget?

this place always makes me think of you.

i'm not giving up on what we had.

can we even go back to the way it used to be?

i haven't been back there since our first date.

of course i kept it. it reminds me of you.

i can't breathe without you.

i had a ring and everything.

no one ever made an impact like you did.

you were really one in a million.

i tried dating. i just couldn't get you out of my head.

i never fell out of love with you.

you were so good to me, and i blew it.

do you want to go out on a date? see what happens?

i really messed things up, didn't i.

i wish i could take it all back.

i've always loved you. always.

nothing feels right since you left.

the sight of you leaving is burned into my brain.

do you have regrets?

you sound like you're still in love with me.

would you ever consider taking me back?

i never moved on. not for a minute.

it was always you.

that didn't change how i feel.

i'll be better this time. i've learned from my mistakes.

i feel like i haven't seen you in ages.

you think you can just walk back into my life and act like nothing happened?

maybe i'm still in love with you.

you're everything to me. you always have been.

i never should have said that. i regret it all.

we're different people now.

what if we tried being friends?

i haven't smiled since you left me.

everything got colder when you left.

you could move back in with me, you know.

i still want you just as badly as i did back then.

what's your favorite memory from before?

i can still feel your touch as if it were yesterday.

you didn't deserve the way i treated you. i should have been better.

i'm sorry for everything. i really am.

we needed space. we were never going to work.

i missed you. more than you know.

could we try again? for old times' sake?

maybe this time we'll get it right.

you weren't there for me when i needed you.

they always said we were the perfect couple.

could i move back in?

do you still love me?

we both made mistakes.

the world lost its color when you left me.

how many years has it been since we ended things?

maybe we were meant to be together after all.

i never want to let you go. not again.

things didn't work out with them.

they think i'm still in love with you.

i said your name once. in bed.

i can't function without you.

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Emma Rigby in Boys Will Be Boys (2021)

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               It was a topic he had gotten lucky enough to avoid, but as they stood alone in their kitchen, with no distractions or expected responsibilities for hours, there was no real way of avoiding the conversation. ❝I’m not mad,❞ the male emphasized. Positive that his reaction would have been far more explosive if he were anywhere close to ‘mad’ regarding the subject. Colors drew from the other as he lifted his coffee, attempting to pull together his thoughts surrounding the news. Xavier alone was far from something he expected; anything additional was pushing a line he never expected to cross, to begin with. ❝Should talk to the doctor considering everything.❞ Possible additional risks, complications, and the vast possibilities of realities that drifted through his head were ones he wasn’t sure he wanted to prepare for. ❝I’m not sure what else you want to talk about regarding the matter.❞

           "I have an appointment scheduled for later in the week. They couldn't get me in sooner." As usual, he was acting like his cold self- trying to avoid the subject and act like he was indifferent, when he wasn't. Quinn knew how he felt about kids. It took him the longest time to warm up to Xavier in the way that he has. Now, there was another baby on the way. "Well... do you want to keep it?" A million and one thoughts went through her head, but it was the matter of would he actually want it was her biggest. "If you do, we have to plan and prepare for everything. If you don't, then we have to prepare for that. If you aren't sure...." she trailed off, not knowing what would happen or what she would do if he didn't know what he wanted. That scared her more than him not wanting the unborn child.

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CHA CHA REAL SMOOTH 2022, written and directed by Cooper Raiff

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Say Something- A Quinn Self-Para

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Twenty weeks. Quinn had made it to twenty weeks pregnant. She was worried that the amount of stress her life brought would cause issues, but surprisingly, it hadn’t so far. Then again, her husband has been avoiding her since they found out she was pregnant. Never say never, she thought. It was a medical miracle and one she would never repeat. Not when there were more risks with everything she had missing inside of her body.

Micah, being Micah, didn’t take the news too well and was even more pissed when Quinn stated she was keeping their accidental miracle. As a result, he was pretty much living at work and barely at home. She understood why he didn’t want another soul to worry about and they didn’t think this would ever happen, but she needed him. She was so tired all the time and she had been warned numerous of times to take it easy, but how could she when the one person she thought she could count on, was no where to be found?

“Xavier, please don’t play with that, baby,” she gently scolded the toddler as the ultrasound tech began the anatomy scan. Bright blue eyes monitored the toddler until words met her ears.

“Would you like to know the gender?”

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The little gift bag was leaning against a bottle of Micah’s favorite liquor, holding the news of what their little baby was. Quinn was stupidly hoping that maybe by knowing, Micah would suddenly be okay with it all.

She was horribly wrong.

“Quinn, I do not want a baby. I don’t know how many times I have to say it.” A sigh left her lips, pinching the bridge of her nose. She heard the sound of the bag hitting the inside of the trash can, causing her heart to shatter just a bit. 

“I already have to share you with one child. I’ll lose you with a second.” A scoff fell from her lips as she rolled her eyes at him.

“That is the stupidest thing you have ever said. Ever.” She could feel the glare before she even saw it. Of course, he began to storm through the house, and luckily for him, Xavier was having a sleepover at Marcus’s, so he could make as much noise as he wanted in his annoyance.

“Micah, say something,” she urged after listening to him slam things around for ten minutes. When met with silence, her own annoyance hit her.

“It’s a girl. We’re having a girl. I had a cute onesie made for you, but since you threw it out, here ya go. Go have your fucking temper tantrum. I’m going to take a shower and go to bed because I hurt,” she all but shouted at him before storming off.

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What if I Stayed- Maddie Self-Para

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Sometimes, Carter was infuriating.

Maddie was sitting on the floor outside his apartment door, going on thirty minutes of waiting. Two hours ago, Carter told her he was leaving work so that she could make the commute into the city. It was her weekend to visit him and she was looking forward to it. They had plans to get dressed up and go out to dinner. While they still hadn’t labeled anything, the slow burn of what are they were was finally gone. After the event he took her to in the spring, kissing one another came so easily. It was like they had been together for years instead of being friends.

Of course, she was wondering if she should castrate him for making her wait this long and not giving her a key to his place yet. She could be inside in the AC. She could be in the shower trying to freshen up and tease him. Running her fingers through her long blonde hair, eyes looked up to see him exiting the elevator. The sigh he let out made her instantly forget her slight annoyance. 

“Maddie, I’m so-” But before he could finish, she stood up and just gave him a hug.

“We’ll stay in tonight.”

“No! I promised you a fancy date and we can still make the reservation. I think.” Shaking her head, her hand cupped his stubble covered cheek, smiling softly at him.

“Carter, the last thing you need is to put on a parade with me. Let’s get you inside.” From the energy radiating off of him, she could tell he was barely holding it together. The last time he was like this, a whole family had been murdered. She took his key from him and let him in. Before she could even say a word, he was walking past her and went straight into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him. A silent Carter was never a good sign. Biting her lip, she shut the front door, locking it. Wide eyes looked around the apartment, unsure of what to do. She could go in there and force him to talk. She could clean and make dinner. She could even leave and give him space. He always told her he tends to hide away when a case is bad and she’s witnessed it so many times. By now, he should know that she wasn’t going anywhere. After three years of knowing each other, she has proven that. 

Wordlessly, she set her stuff down on the couch. While he always took it, somehow, they always fell asleep cuddling. And as much as the thought of seeing him naked for the first time popped into her head, it was not this sort of scenario and she honestly wasn’t even thinking about him naked. She just wanted to let him know she was here for him. Her hand turned the knob of the bathroom door slowly, sighing to herself when she discovered it being unlocked. Quietly letting herself in, the roar of the shower seemed to hide the fact that she was in the room with him. Kicking off her sandals, she moved the shower curtain enough to let herself into the frigid shower. Cold water was not what she was expecting, causing her to shiver.

“You don’t have to be here. I’m... I’m not going to really be much fun.” She simply shrugged, even though his back was to her. The water simply consumed him as his head hung low, making her throat tighten a bit in response.

“What if I stayed?” The eyes over his shoulders cause her to give him the tiniest of smiles. “I’m not leaving you like this. Whether you like it or not, you’re stuck with me.” Arms wrapped around his waist as she kissed the bare skin of his back. “I’m staying. Right here.”

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Photos by Mayra Pizana

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