â canât tell if iâm really here , i think iâm leaving this body -
                       bye - ye - ye - ye - ye !
                            oliver oli dâangelo . 23 . pan . he/they .Â
                                      angel boy .
                                       ( bullying , toxic relationships )
â§ Ë * ° ><> âą Â ross lynch,  genderfluid,  he/they â  look  whoâs  fresh  from  the  ferry,  arenât  you  OLIVER  â OLI "  D'ANGELO  ?  your  eroda  brochure  says  youâre  TWENTY - THREE  and  that  youâre  currently  residing  in  MARMOTON.  your  favourite  tourist  attraction  to  hang  around  is  SEA ROCK BREWERY,  and  the  locals  around  these  ports  would  describe  you  as  SILVER  TONGUED  &  CLEVER,  RETICENT  &  INSECURE.  your  resting  fish  face  really  gives  off  SHADES  OF  BLUE  REFLECTING  THE  SEAS  &  SKIES ,  TATTOO  INK  MIXED  WITH  GLITTER ,  THE  MAGIC  IN  HIS  VEINS  &  THE  DIAMONDS  IN  HIS  BONES  and  iâm  a  big  fan  of  the  DECK OF TAROT CARDS  you  seem  to  always  be  attached  to.  well,  if  you  see  the  minister  this  morning;  make  sure  you  head  on  home  as  quick  as  possible,  you  never  know  what  bad  luck  he  could  bring.
            i . past
there is a saying that the amount of kind people in the world is diminishing ; and given exactly what youâve been through , my dear boy ?? you could attest to that . kind people are forged in fire & have blood leaking from their mouths , given bruised knuckles and black eyes - yet here you are .
eroda born you grow up shy & quiet , gentle & sensitive - the type of kid that is easy to befriend if you talk to him but is equally as easy to shove into a locker . you are sketchpads & soft smiles but bruised cheeks & visits to the principalâs office and youâre told boys will be boys so there isnât much the school boards can do about your constant harassment . youâre different than them because you donât fit into their mold ; girls like you because you donât pull their hair or make fun of them for being girls and that makes the other ones jealous , further worsening the treatment .
all you have is you , taking solace in the two things you know - artwork & video games . you imagine yourself as a gallant hero - like the one in the zelda games - riding alone but still kind & brave , and these drawings you make consist of both the characters from your comfort and yourself as such . you bury yourself in your nintendo ds , carrying it everywhere , and maybe one day youâll be the link to a story where thereâs a courageous hero needed and you can fill that slot . of course , your interests only contribute to the fact youâre seen as high schoolâs punching bag . you take it .
but things get different the one day you get pushed to the ground - because high schoolâs like that - and your beloved drawings get torn , your ds held from your grasp like a toy held from a jumping dog . and oli dâangelo , the â angel boy â , with red lips & cherub cheeks & puppy eyes , decides heâs had enough and clocks his assailant back . principalâs office visit again , youâre suspended , but your darling mother ( sheâs all you have ; your father strolled out the door before you could know him & the woman is a bit broken from hoping he could come back after all these years ) rubs your back , takes you out for ice cream , and tells you that you did the right thing .
doesnât feel like it , since your limits were simply pushed .
graduation , art school , new horizons . oliver dâangelo meets trevor frost , and they instantly click , and with words exchanged across library tables and eventually kisses behind bookshelves , a budding romance is formed . heâs rich ; he even offers to pay for your tuition , but you fall in love with him because he looks at you like you are everything , but you donât realize the wool pulled over your eyes - because youâre an angel whoâs naive & innocent and heâs the monster that berates you & digs at you with even the most syrupy words , then lulls you into coming back . you spend your nights crying thinking you are to blame for things heâs done to you - finding he has more bedmates than just yourself , being accused of things that arenât your fault or your doing . . . you are broken down , piece by piece , and once more . . . thereâs a day where you can no longer take it .
screaming , hellfire , a broken angel finally breaks free of his chains and runs away , even though the monster tried to clip his wings . you pack up your things and leave , and you realize that your financial support is gone , but you need to get out .Â
. . . this life , itâs tested your kindness & your patience - youâve been tossed through the wringer endlessly , and as you leave his apartment , you make a resolution that you can no longer allow yourself to be hurt . you cannot be vulnerable .
you are now oli , and oli shows up to his high school reunion with a new air of confidence . obnoxious confidence , like a party boy - but he retains his charm , words of silver leaking from his lips and charisma among a crowd enough to bring in even those who treated him unkindly in the years prior . he becomes the LIFE OF THE PARTY , but he doesnât actually want to be there . this new persona - this arrogance , this annoying voice , this being who participates in every vice possible . . . he is nothing like the sweet & gentle boy that lies underneath . but heâs a mask , a suit of armor that you carry - so you can numb yourself over the loneliness & hurt thatâs plagued you over the years .
new horizons , take two . you complete a tattoo artist apprenticeship , get your license - ship yourself off to another chapter of your life that hopefully means things will change . youâre black clothes & sunglasses & tarot cards & tattoos , silver tongues and smiles that only signal mischief . long conversations and words flying a mile a minute because your mouth is your greatest weapon . the good thing is nobody here knows you . . . even though maybe , youâd want them to - but if you do , you run the risk of getting hurt again .
oliver gets hurt , but oli is a courageous hero ( maybe )Â that can go up against anything needed . . . you can be oli for now , even though that hurts just as much .Â
           ii . present
SO OLI . . . god this is my son . this is my oc iâve written forever and god do i love him .Â
so !! heâs an artist , loves to draw , paint , etc , now employed as a tattoo artist ! and . . . heâs also . got a lot of bad habits since heâs got a party boy facade to keep up and tries to make himself into someone else since , who he actually is , heâs scared to be in fear of getting hurt again .Â
on the inside , heâs sweet and gentle and introvereted - he doesnât like big social gatherings and would much rather vibe on his own or with a few close friends ( if he had friends ) than anything else . but heâs afraid , again , of being himself or being vulnerable towards anyone else because heâs seen as an easy target , and his feelings are easy to manipulate . . .Â
so on the outside , heâs much different . heâs fucking annoying , to start - heâs a talker , always has something to say , and heâs very good at keeping a conversation . heâs a charmer , and paired with his big brown eyes and his award winning smile he can talk a snake out of its basket . but he also , again , maybe says too much and doesnât have any fear or realization of consequences , and indulges himself in things like alcohol , sleeping around , loud parties , etc . because thatâs the persona that keeps him guarded . and heâs gotten used to it , but he doesnât like that this is what heâs known for . he wants people to get to know him for him but . . . this is his only option , since if he lets people inside , he gets hurt . so he just has to deal .Â
heâs that person that talks so much , you think heâs oversharing when in ACTUALITY heâs telling you nothing of importance . oli is fucking smart & intelligent and he knows how to read a room , how to pick his words - all survival techniques heâs learned from navigating the world around him . heâs . . . an expert at this social stuff , even tho tbh he much rather wouldnât be .Â
some ppl want to kiss him some ppl want to kick him it be like that sometimes
heâs still nice !! heâs very nice - but maybe a bit more crass and unafraid to say shit that you wouldnât expect anyone else to say .
but also also itâs like i said before - he is very into artwork and video games , the latter especially being his huge comfort . first is his passion , second is his comfort . oli loves games and heâs lowkey nerdy as hell , even though heâs trying to conceal some parts of himself THAT always bleeds through in some shape or form .Â
heâs also extremely into witchcraft , and thatâs a major part of his character as well . he likes hanging at the brewery because itâs easy to get people who want tarot readings from him , and he always keeps a sigil or a crystal or something on his person . always has a water bottle of witch tea , always enchants his clothes or items , cleans his workspace at the tat parlor he works at with moonwater - that stuff . heâs known as two things - the angel boy or the magic boy .Â
o also heâs genderfluid so rly any titles are valid for him , comfy with anything . diagnosed bipolar ii & adhd bc iâm a bitch that loves to project .Â
HEâS . . . HEâS A GOOD BOY . heâs just . afraid to show that heâs a good boy . heâs got a heart of gold but heâs scared that if he shows it someone else is gonna use him again .
ANYWAYS !! like this n i , light , the bastard , will message u for plots !!
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