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[rockinwritersblock]

Fall is upon us and i've passed and slept

I mean there's no way my brain isn't deluding me

She said only pathetic girls give themselves for affection

Yet even my lips grasp this is my condition

What happened to the naive ingenue? Well

Held my breath when I strolled in

Found his body, magnetic to my stare

I realize my cheapness under the cross

Bearing judgment as I'm forcing vomit

Still every outcast needs an anthem, I guess

They claim that we can't want!

It's impossible to survive when your experience is a crime

Ignoring your body

Ignoring your mind

Corrosive thirst always rises back to the top

Even if you push it down, hour after hour

I think I need a cold shower

Now the tempest rages into the night

I achieve to distract a wandering soul

His chestnut cut and sinewy form

Manages to get me warm

Guilt floats around but I know my passion

I'm going to hoe that cowboy down

It's impossible to survive when your experience is a crime

Living in a white sheath

Pure with nothing underneath

Numb the sting in any possible way

Every graze just burns, hour after hour

I think I need a cold shower

Notes: a little one of my struggle songs that I wrote over the winter ;)