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i couldn’t get this out of my head

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porksoda.co.uk

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i’m relapsing on attila/zufu again and that scene always makes me feel better whenever i avoid eye contact or have an awkward encounter with a cashier or teller while running errands because i know that the embarrassment is nothing compared to the second hand embarrassment that i feel when helena smiles at mark and he looks around like a dumb ass before they converse

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on a mission to pair each decade of hawktim to glass animals songs because Y E S

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I cried my eyes out…

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creatures in heaven by glass animals

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Frankie Hines in FELLOW TRAVELERS 1.06

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snippet of where hawk and tim going cherry blossom viewing - the two men lounging on a blanket as they watch branches decorated with soft pink colored blossoms sway with the breeze.

tim’s heart skips a beat and he can’t help but laugh at how some of the petals tuck themselves into the curls of hawk’s hair. there’s a slight nip in the air, and from a bag, hawk produces a tumbler of hot coffee, as well as some pastries wrapped in parchment paper. hawk can’t help but take multiple pictures of tim - the young man making goofy poses by the trees (in which a very enamored and sneaky hawk takes an opportunity to pull tim in with his scarf and lay soft kisses onto tim’s flushed cheeks), tim mid-bite into a slice of lemon cake and the crumbs on the side of his lips, tim softly asleep next to him, eyelashes dusting his cheeks as the petals fall around them.

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… and your boy wants to go to the party

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ALLISON WILLIAMS on 'Fellow Travelers' co-star Matt Bomer ✨

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it’s after one of their rendezvous at hawk’s apartment on i street - the older man finds the notebook peeking out of tim’s bag as tim grabs his clothes from the floor. he cracks a ‘draw me like one of your french girls’ joke and flashes him a cheeky pose, which earns a him playful nudge and a silly grin. tim allows hawk to look through the leather-bound book. hawk leafs through the tattered sketchbook, impressed by the sketches - trees and flowers and buildings - until he stumbles upon a certain page - him, eyes closed, head resting on the back of the arm chair while he naps next to the radio, and he can’t help but be entranced by the smooth lines, the smudges of graphite, the masterful pencil strokes on the thick paper. tim, cheeks flushed, having seen the page hawk was on, snatches the book away. he gives him a peck on the cheek as he puts on his glasses and greets him farewell as he heads to the door of the apartment to disappear into the night.

they meet again at tim’s place the following weekend - as tim sheds off his coat, hawk produces a tin of drawing pencils from his own, handing it to him with a soft smile - the younger man reluctantly reaches out his hands, and hawk’s heart can’t help but skip a beat when his eyes meet tim’s big, teary brown ones.

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walking around washington dc: tim and hawk were in love here…

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I need more people to talk about Mary and Caroline. GOD they were so tragic. We were introduced to Caroline for all of two seconds and you could already see how much they loved each other, how happy they were to have one another in their lives. And it all died in an instant.

The investigation made me feel sick to my stomach. And the letter. Oh my god. But I can’t find it in me to hate Mary for the same reasons as to why I can’t hate Hawk: she had to protect herself. Her selfishness was necessary and you could see how deeply it pained her to do that.

But the true gut punch was the photograph of Caroline’s child and the fact that she had to marry a man. Not only did she have to marry someone she wasn’t attracted to, but she had to then go through CHILDBIRTH (probably multiple times, too) and raise that child while also maintaining a functional household. Meanwhile, hundreds of miles away, the woman she loves is regretting not running away with her.

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FELLOW TRAVELERS 1.04