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I want to apologize to you, be true to you, hope you can forgive me when i was way too selfish and immature. I have so much regrets in my life that letting you go not holding on is the biggest regret i’ve ever had. I'm sorry Princess. I’m sorry i broke promises times to times. Sorry i didn’t make it to your 18th birthday party. Sorry that i threw away our phone card that you’re still keeping. Sorry i hit my head in 2018 and lost some of my memories about you that i forget our first falling in love date was April 18th or 22nd or between that. And I’m telling the truth, i will always tell you the truth about everything, whether be successful or a loser in life. But i want you to know that you’ll always be in my heart until the very end of my life, even when i'm ghost i want to keep my memories of you within my soul.

还有说不完的话想对你说。。。

사랑합니다~빅토리아 화이트씨♥️

生日快乐 小珠珠~ I Lik U

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Knowing that you're still thinking of me, the call that night was the best birthday gift i would ever have! Cross my heart, i just really can't get you outta my head this whole time even five years time have passed...brimmed with feelings and emotions i cannot describe in words or could ever had drawn out. Joy you brought, days we fought, problems we solved, companionship and understandings you gave, ache every time i feel whenever i miss the essence of your love and... And the scars i put on your heart i don't wanna give any excuses for what i've done or what i've said that i don't deserve your concern but you didn't bail out on me. I have never had one doubt on believing that you are the One and Only person to ever understand the real me in this whole Universe, know what i'm up to, how i think how i act how i speak, I never feel this way with anybody. I feel like you’re the female version of me, both Virgo, we both pursue perfection, several in common. For a couple of hundred times I always think you are the one for me, set aside all the life differences we are the perfect couple in this whole wide world, if you think so of course. Or maybe just we are both first love that we just can't forget about each other... no matter what, deep inside my heart you live, not like just attached, like absolutely inseparable no matter what#Longlive1526. I remember that you're scared of butterflies. You love Hello Kitty so much. You lost your rings once when you were in swimming class. I always say you have a big leg(chay ta lone kyi tl). A strong girl who likes being optimistic, only remembers happiness and knowledge. We even talked about having kids back when we were 16. I remember the very first time in my life that my heart break when i fell asleep that night and hadn't picked up your call that you ignored me the whole day next day,and i cried really hard, even after eating chili didn't feel hot, compared to the burning i was feeling inside. I forget the feeling of the touch of your skin, the taste of your kiss, the mild tickle in my heart, sense of scared of losing you, the feeling of hormones releasing inside me whenever i'm with you i just don't wanna open my eyes and lay my head on you, i want to feel once more back when time flies when you're with me. You're the centre of all my attention and all my intentions are to draw all your attention. You're that marvelous and influencing that 'You' only can shake my existence heaven and hell(don’t know what it actually means but feel like writing it). Yes, i lied to you couple times with no intentions of hurting you, i just don't want to feel embarrassed with you, how bad i've been living, how my life become worse and more worse. I don't want you be in my screwed life yet i still want you very much with me. No way i can allow the most precious person in my life be with me, which is the worst option you can ever choose. You truly deserve someone better. Still there are things I want to correct if it's not too late. I always ask myself these past few years “What is this feeling of missing something? All this time who's been in my head?", the answer is you, Princess. There has never been a day that i haven't loved you, can't remember to forget you, just thinking of you affect everything i do. Your voice motivate me to want to make my fucked up life better, want to get in shape just thinking that i may see you again, want to be more handsome when i'll meet up with you...but i know, i'm getting uglier and uglier can't be helped haha. I want to go on a date with you, talk about lifelong things, talk about love, talk about home about kids, about our future...like we used to do. Kiss you on the forehead, treasure you with all my heart, bash you one the head when i think you’re wrong, hold you tight in my arms and never ever let you go again. However, you belong with someone else and that someone else isn't me, i don't deserve it. I was really drunk that night I said bad things about your father pls don't hold that grudge anymore laaa.

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うずまきナルト

ナルト...he kinda represents me

growing up i m a very messed up little devil

like teasing and makin fun of everything, never take a single thing seriously.

i lack love and it turns out i m emotionally damaged but not very rebellious

i find my presence by drawing attention and doing weird things

i m intelligent but so low in EQ

still i found my first love who's the only one out there to ever understand my feelings

I will try to become how he became...hang in there Roger