Here is a masterpost of MOOCs (massive open online courses) that are available, archived, or starting soon. I think they will help those that like to learn with a teacher or with videos. You can always check the audit course or no certificate option so that you can learn for free.
Lambert is so close to loosing it - not because of what Jaskier said, but because Geralt is blushing like a maiden and if he thinks they didn’t know, if Geralt thinks they don’t know they do more than holding hands; if he thought they were S U B T L E, he’s gonna loose it-
geralt: oh no, what untoward language they can’t know we… *blushes* make love-
lambert: you two FUCK like feral cats in heat and we can HEAR you MEWLING through the whole keep!!
‘it’s biology,’ geralt thinks as his body sings at jaskier’s touch. the way his heart beats faster, his lungs stutter, his stomach roils. ‘just biology.’ but even geralt cannot deny the way his tongue has lost it’s edge or how he saves the best cut of meat for jaskier or his slow appreciation of the lute. it eats at him. this human part of him overwhelming his better senses. he ignores it at first, convinced it will abate on it’s own with time. he only. feels. this way because jaskier is the first human to stick by his side for so long. soon enough, jaskier will bow to his human nature and bore of him or catch him coming down from potions, eyes pitch and skin sallow and thin. he’ll run and never return and geralt will be rid of the fluttering he feels under his ribs.
but jaskier doesn’t run. he doesn’t bore of the witcher life. every time they separate, geralt thinks it’s the last. but jaskier always finds him. in cities, in towns, in the middle of the forest while fishing for djinn in a lake. jaskier always comes back. always feels like home.
geralt thinks it was the fifth year he noticed the feelings for what they were. the seventh that he fully accepted them. it was rounding the tenth when he decided to do something about them.
geralt has seen the way jaskier fucks. seen it. heard it. in one case, felt it rattle against his back through the thin walls of the inn. he knows jaskier has no preference of gender or status. knows that all you need to get jaskier into bed are good looks and a nod. objectively, geralt knows he fits the first category. he remembers the heated looks jaskier threw his way the first few years they traveled together. all that’s left is geralt’s courage.
it takes him three months. three months of aborted touches. three months of half formed words. three months of confessions lodged in his throat, choking him soundly. weighing him down to the spot and anchoring his legs to the earth.
but on the day he and jaskier are meant to part for the winter, geralt finds his courage. this time his hand connects with jaskier’s. his lungs let out air. his lips form the words. his tongue pushes out sounds. he tells jaskier. tells him how he feels like home. how he’s all he thinks about when they’re apart. how he longs for spring to reunite them after a barren winter.
geralt asks him to stay. to travel with him to kaer morhen and winter with him. how he will introduce jaskier to his brothers, his home. geralt feels so light. his feet barely touch the ground. ten years of stolen glances. ten years of what ifs. and now he’s leaving it all behind.
but jaskier looks down. takes a step back. tightens the straps to his pack. he looks up and geralt knows. his brow is furrowed, eyes focused just above his shoulder like he can’t even look at geralt. his lips thin as they push together. jaskier opens his mouth.
This recipe entails the steps necessary for the creation of an oil meant to direct and magnify acts of Hood-Winking—a term used in the Wending Way to specifically denote things like Hexing and Cursing.
On the first night of the Waning Gibbous Moon, and in the planetary hour of Mars, combine together in a sealable vessel:
1 part Cubebs,
2 parts Black Mustard Seeds,
2 parts Stinging Nettle,
1 part Hemlock Flowers,
1 part Snakeskin,
3 parts Thorns of the Acacia, Honey Locust, and/or Sloe trees.
1 hair of a Black Cat or Black Dog (It’s vital that the hair is obtained without bothering or harming the animal, as doing so will automatically forfeit the effectiveness of the oil and cause any Hood-Winking it’s used for to backfire on the caster.)
& 13 parts Castor Oil.
Seal the concoction and leave it to steep, tucked within some form of bramble patch, and recite over it:
“In the name of the Serpent—
Cardinal of the East,
Emissary of the Fire,
and Scarlet Warden of the Bower—
I ask you to empower and to ratify this Oil.
By the Burning Embers of your Scales,
So be it.”
On the the Zenith-Day of the Dark Moon cycle, reopen the vessel and strain the contents of the mixture, before bottling the oil and storing it for later use in a shady spot. Retain the materials from the oil, and take them to a crossroads, on a Tuesday Night, and bury them. Give thanks, aloud, to an entity closely associated with Liminality, Boundaries, and Wentz-Ways, give an offering of Libations, and leave the burial without looking back.
Thereafter, the oil can be utilized for the anointing and imbuing of candles and other tools meant for use in Hood-Winking rites.
Their families were the ones doing the land stealing and killing of native peoples.
sometimes I see shiny things like this
or this
and instead of admiring them the ghosts of my protestant ancestors possess me and I think shit like ‘well that’s just a little too much’
my ancestor Pain Wilhelmina Smith wacks a stick around my brain like ‘you like that Catholic shit? you gonna pay indulgences for that, huh? punk? get yee to a single room log cabin and PRAY’
anyway, my room is absolutely bare and buying a piece of clothing for over 20 dollars pains me