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Been having art block something awful lately so I gave the old sketchbook doodles a shot

Been working on some comics and stuff don’t worry 🤙

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More Javid because they’re on my mind 24/7

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Shout out to mentally ill people who dropped out of school

- shout out to the kids who were “so bright” and ‘heading somewhere” and had to drop out because school was too much to handle along with mental illness

- shout out to the kids who struggled to get where they got before they dropped out

- shout out to the kids who tried and tried and tried and still couldn’t finish

you aren’t unintelligent because you dropped out of school, you aren’t a delinquent or a bad person because you dropped out of school, just because you did what you had to doesn’t make you a bad person

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Help me, chat 😭😭

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Some be more chill doodles :3 art blocks been pretty bad so sorry if these suck💔💔

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just a heads up

if you’re an active follower of mine, i do recognize your username and/or icon. i smile when i see it in my activity. i get excited when you add funny tags to things. i get really happy when you reblog my op posts. so thank you, i appreciate you massively.

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heh more be more chill doodles

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Writing an essay < the reason I haven't completely lost it this semester (but you could've figured that out)

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hi hello yes

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Every time Dewey enters the classroom Billy has to hold in his scream and his tears from Deweys atrocious outfits

@saddled-on-stars I made more! Stella didn't want me taking photos

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I think about Rich in freshman year a lot.

How invisible and suicidal he was hits me hard.

Just those feelings of utter hopelessness. Even Jeremy had a best friend to turn to. Rich didn't. There was no friends house to turn to when things were rough at home. Nobody to text when he was bored. Even the losers had their loser friends. He didn't. He was something else entirely. He didn't know what it felt like to have a best friend who also considered him a best friend.

Sitting in class, everyone around him talked. It was weird to watch as they talked to their table partners. His table partner turned around. He couldn't be that much of a loser. He sat silently.

Maybe it was his fault. He should start initiating conversation. It didn't have to be someone popular. A fellow loser would do. He could never bring himself to walk up to anyone. Fear took hold.

So many people say "No one would miss me if I was gone." And it's very rarely true. They always have these great friends who care, even if they can't see it. Rich had the realization that he didn't even have people to consider. There was no friend he had to panic over secretly disliking him. There was literally no one.

It's a sickening realization. Nobody would miss him if he was gone. Not because they hated him. Maybe it was that. There was no one to hate him. They could be keeping their distance because they hate him.

Somehow, everything he said came out poorly. Well, that isn't it. Everyone reacted poorly to what he said. He didn't understand why they snickered and glared. He didn't think he did anything wrong.

Sometimes he thought there was a rumor going around that kept everyone away from him. Did he stink and he didn't realize? He couldn't be this dislikeable. People worse than him had friends. He didn't even say anything to make them hate him. He never said anything.

Taking a Squip was a stupid idea. He had limited options. He didn't want to live like that anymore. He didn't want to live at all.

The Squip was the only thing that kept him alive, and it was the thing doomed to kill him.

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everyone is aware of the nightcore hamilton album that was released by Lin yesterday right

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"Finally, he can see me for who I really am. [...] And I hate him for it."

Read one too many text posts about how Michael's not always the greatest friend

so like sorry

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give me christine canigula angst and my life is yours

I don't think that Halloween party was a good time for anyone ngl

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I WANT MORE OF JAKE AND MICHAELS FRIENDSHIP WHEN THEY WERE DESPERATE FOR FRIENDS U FEEL?

he got Jake into D&D 💪

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I gave in and started it

I haven't completed an animatic in six years hyperfixation don't bail on me