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helloooo!! i will be around to plot on discord & whatnot for those of you who are still interested in writing with me. expect activity very soon.

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gen november revival (soon)

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testing........ hello...........

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trying my best to get over this writer's block of mine. i have not given up on this blog, thank you for having patience with me. still here and lurking, expect activity during the next week.

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            he's   always   so   engulfed   in   his   career,   consumed   whole   by   every   race,   whether   he's   worrying   about   quali,   or   a  gp,   or   even   the   sprint   race   ⸻   very   rare   for   him   to   take   time   out   of   his   busy   life.   but   he   does   it,   finds   himself   willing   to   brave   the   uncharted   territories   of   romance.   she's   taken   over   his   thoughts,   all   encompassing   and   true.   though   he's   never   been   good   at   ordeals   like   this,   he's   willing   to   give   it   all   a   try,   for   her. 

            he   can   get   so   many   things   right,   be   perfect   in   so   many   aspects,   but   love   is   something   he's   always   failed   at.   what   if   i   fuck   up?   is   what   whirs   through   his   mind   as   peers   down   at   her,   searching   her   eyes   for   any   semblance   of   HOPE.   it's   a   thought   that's   so   foreign   to   him,   frightening   enough   for   him   to   back   down   ⸻   but   who   is   he   if   not   pushing   the   boundaries   of   fear   and   doubt?

            ❛   what's   on   MY   mind?   ❜   he   feigns   wonder   for   just   a   second,   bottom   lip   poking   out   as   he   rolls   his   eyes   in   thought.   then,   he's   pulling   her   in   slow,   gently   pressing   his   lips   against   hers.   a   simple   peck,   for   good   measure.   ❛   that's   been   on   my   mind.   for   a   while,   actually.   ❜

                                    she  hadn't  had  much  luck  in  the  romantic  department.  a  few  so  called  boyfriends  in  the  past  but  her  first  serious  relationship  lasted  a  year  –  to  a  player  from  leverkusen.   of  course  they  were  still  on  good  terms.  despite  how  attached  she  was  so  quickly  and  yet  ,  she  was  doing  what  she  could  to  move  on  from  that  heartache.  and  for  months  ,  she  gave  herself  time  and  focused  on  herself  as  well  as  football.  and  then  the  two  of  them  met  and  morgana  found  herself  once  again  –  in  the  situation  of  biting  back  the  urge  to  fall  so  quick.  consider  her  a  ridiculous  hopeless  romantic  and  she  hated  herself  a  bit  for  it.   

                     the  striker  found  herself  staring  at  him  when  he  wasn't  looking  –  growing  need  to  sigh  out  of  admiration  because  how  could  she  not  be  that  way  when  it  came  to  genesis?  he  was  incredible  ,  and  the  more  time  she  was  around  him,  the  more  it  got  harder  to  keep  how  she  felt  ,  buried  deep.   breathing  grew  a  tad  heavier  as  he  grew  closer  to  her.  the  building  up  to  something  she'd  been  fighting  more  than  she  liked  to  admit  .  ❛  but  maybe  i'm  overthinking  all  of  this  ?   ❜  was  the  very  thing  she  kept  repeating  to  herself.   especially  with  the  way  he  was  reacting  to  her  words.  hands  raising  to  take  her  cheeks  and  her  throat  thickening. 

                  ❝   not  –  entirely  .   ❞  morgana  replied  softly.   her  own  hands  reached  up  ,  wrapping  around  his  wrists  gently  ,  eyes  closing.  he  wanted  a  proper  confession   and  it  was  apparent  he  had  one  himself.  brown  eyes  flickered  up  to  meet  his  before  she  pursed  her  lips.  ❝  i  think  we  should  too.  there's  a  lot  of  things  you  make  me  feel  though.  you  first  –  tell  me  what's  on  your  mind.❞

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Jude Bellingham - Serbia v. England - Euro 2024

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sorry   for   the   random   inactivity.   it   will   take   me   a   few   days   to   SLOWLY   nip   away   at   drafts   +   inbox   things,   but   i   will   be   around   in   ims/disc.ord   etc.

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            success   has   always   been   the   end   goal   for   him.   his   twenty   years   of   existence   have   been   a   neverending   pursuit   of   excellence.   the   prospect   of   being   the   best   has   guided   him   through   life,   illuminating   his   path   to   greatness.   he   NEEDS   to   become   the   standard,   will   rip   himself   into   two,   shred   his   whole   being   into   pieces   to   do   so   ⸻   because   who   is   genesis   kinsley   if   NOT   a   champion?

            he's   never   given   much   thought   to   the   space   she   occupies   in   his   life.   to   him,   their   relationship   is   a   comfortable   melody,   a   calming   harmony   that   harmonizes   with   the   rhythm   of   his   life.   his   mind,   a   restless   and   unforgiving   sea,   is   consumed   by   the   tides   of   triumph   and   success,   leaving   little   room   for   the   soft   currents   of   romance   to   stir.   he's   too   unsure   and   far   too   unwilling   to   even   conceive   the   idea   of   something   more   than   that.

            he   shifts   in   his   seat,   hand   snaking   around   her   waist   to   rest   on   her   thigh.   ❛   that's   NOT   what   i'm   saying,   sash.   ❜   he   insists,   offering   her   an   attitude   of   his   own,   almost   as   if   he   is   a   stubborn   flame   that   refuses   to   be   extinguished,   a   determined   force   to   be   reckoned   with.

            ❛   if   i   were   embarrassed,   then   i   wouldn't   be   with   you.   ❜   the   words   just   spill   out,   his   tongue   reckless   and   untamed.   it   was   a   rarity   for   him   to   bare   his   heart   so   openly,   to   lay   his   feelings   bare   like   a   sacrificial   offering   on   the   altar   of   love.   yet,   he   feels   an   overwhelming   urge   to   break   through   the   fragile   glass   of   reserve   that   has   always   seemed   to   separate   them.   ❛   you   do   look   cute,   okay?   i   just   need   you   to   be   less   [   ...   ]   YOU.   ❜ 

ㅤㅤwatching genesis succeed was nothing short of amusing to sasha. she was living vicariously through him and his achievements, both proud and petty because she was sure that he'd go far, but not so sure that he'd keep her around for that long. or if she'd even want to stick around for that long... thinking about the future only served to make her nauseous, so she lived her life in blissful ignorance — opting to focus on genesis' now rather than her own then.

ㅤㅤsasha had shocked herself, too, when she'd asked to come with. but the cameras practically called to her... and who would she be to pass up the opportunity to finally be seen with him? to be seen as his, the face of formula one's future. whatever the latter part meant. she wanted to be shown off for the world to see, like a shiny and new trophy waiting to be bragged about. sasha was nothing if not desperate for attention — from genesis and the world.

ㅤㅤbrows furrow through the visor at his words, the hand on his shoulder lifting so matte black and coffin-shaped nails can prod at the worry line between his own furrowed brows. " what— did you not want me here? i came to show my support, but i can always leave. " and there she goes with that attitude of hers. she's lucky that she's pretty enough to compensate for it.

ㅤㅤthe muffling of her voice grows too annoying to ignore, so she's tugging the helmet off to cradle in her lap, leaving raven locks unruly and dishevelled as she pouts up at him. " do i embarrass you or something? i thought i looked cute. " if dressing like a porn star from the early 00's was cute. " you're just nervous, baby. use me as your outlet. " she means it in a meaningful way, that he can talk to her about anything, but it comes out crass. as did everything that left sasha's mouth.

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𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭  \  sentence starter pack,  i.  feel free to change wording  \  pronouns as you see fit. 

don’t go. 

please, don’t go. 

it hurts. 

this hurts. 

we can’t be friends. 

you shouldn’t be here. 

stay here with me. 

it doesn’t feel like you care. 

i can’t feel your heart. 

i’m so alone. 

i need you here, with me. 

there’s nothing left. 

we’re up in flames, the both of us. 

it all comes crashing down. 

i don’t know what to do. 

you won’t go with me? 

why don’t you stay here? 

i’m going alone.

my heart’s broken. 

they broke your heart. 

where did this come from? 

how did you get this scar? 

who is {name}? 

what are you saying? 

i shouldn’t have come here. 

it’s like we’ve become strangers. 

who hurt you? 

who did this to you? 

please, don’t ignore me.

please, say something. 

is there something i should know?

i’m not leaving you here. 

you can’t do this to me. 

after all that we’ve been through… 

there’s something you need to know. 

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🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

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text message prompts

[text] You okay?

[text] GO TO BED!

[text] hey you better be alive in there

[text] SOS save me please holy shit

[text] call me this date is going so bad

[text] I have way too much shit to do.

[text] Honestly I'm really worried about you.

[text] Why are you trending on Twitter?

[text] Please let me come over and pet your (pet).

[text] We are in the same building, you could come talk to me.

[text] It's not going to work out.

[text] This is a terrible idea.

[text] people have fetishes

[text] They really do crucify anyone these days huh

[text] I don't know why but that really means me want to stab you

[text] That movie was awful.

[text] For the love of god please help me

[text] I fucked up. I fucked up really bad.

[text] I'm blocking you.

[text] YOU ONE BRAINCELLED BITCH

[text] I regret swiping right.

[text] Everyone lies on their dating profiles.

[text] That absolutely can't be an actual picture of you.

[text] This forced open my third eye and I saw the devil

[text] I'm like a child in line for the newest fucked up disney ride

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[text] That's just all fucking sorts of fucked up

[text] Why are we here? To suffer? Every other day I get messages that cause pain

[text] In the department of old man fucking, we've got you beat.

[text] have you gotten any work done?

[text] I am beyond shame, try again

[text] You left your left your underwear at my place.

[text] Don't you dare put this on Facebook.

[text] My brother in Christ you're being haunted

[text] I want to wring you like a wet towel and slap you against a wall

[text] The mind is weak but the body is funky

[text] I'm a zombie the law can't stop me.

[text] Jealous of my massive honkers

[text] We left you to die to play minecraft

[text] She would never ever take away one of these stupid fucking hats

[text] I puked all over the Uber driver's backseat.

[text] I just took a screenshot of that and posted it to Reddit

[text] You said you'd be right back and it's been months.

[text] Can't we talk about this face to face?

[text] Yeah, you'll come learn I just have a thing for milk

[text] Why did you like one of my pics from 2014?

[text] Now's as good a time as any to exchange nudes.

[text] Why would you send me an eggplant emoji?

[text] I write five paragraphs, pouring my heart out, and all you reply with is k?!

[text] Who would dare to lie on the internet?

[text] When I die, please delete all my shit off the internet

[text] He's so hot, I briefly started texting like a straight person

[text] And because I'm god and I've decided that; no, in fact, I'm not done.

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[text] I know you love bloopy reggae jams, now is not the time.

[text] You better not be standing catatonic in your room again.

[text] God has abandoned his children but unfortunately for you I pay child support and I will smite thee.

[text]: My neighbor just told me he can fix my water heater for 50 bucks. I’m skeptical.

[text]: Do you have any idea how much it costs to buy apples? I paid 10 dollars for 6.

[text]: I mean, I wouldn’t say I have a problem with buying Squishmallows..

[text]: Hey, so you know how you told me no dog? *sends pic* I don’t do well with no’s.

[text] Stuart Little is a bitch and Remy could take him any day.

[text]: My roommate just said that Lola Bunny is hot. I’m moving out.

[text]: Hey I posted that vid of you drunk, singing Ariana Grande, wearing all black and people said not to do it again. Sorry.

[text]: Do you think the price is ever right? Like, I feel like it’s not.

[text]: I booped your nose. Boop the last five people you texted or–nothing happens really.

[text]: I’m actually in the ER and it’s a long story that involves Best Day Ever from spongebob.

[text]: I fucking hate you–wait you’re not my ex. Who are you?

[text]: You ever ask yourself if birds see a bee and just go ‘wow a bee’? im high.

[text]: sometimes all i think about is–sour patch kids. bet you thought it was you.

[text]: I love you—not as much as I love my dog. But still a lot!

[text]: I found a cat on the way home and now it’s mine. But it hates my guts so this should be fun.

[text]: I have questions about the marvel cinematic universe…how long do you have?

[text]: why do donald duck and winnie the pooh not have to wear pants but other people do?

[text]: Hey you know that show floor is lava? I may have turned the apartment into that..this isn’t a joke, btw. the floor is sticky.

[text]: I bought too much soap off etsy and now I don’t know what to do with it…I smell like Captain America.

[text]: On a scale of one to ten, how many drinks would you need to sleep with me? This isn’t a tiktok trend…or it is.

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pro-tip when it comes to shipping with me :

tell me when you’re feeling ship 

tell when you’re not feeling a ship

communication is a valid key in ship dynamics as humans have yet to develop the ability to read minds ! honesty & talking go a far , far way !  sometimes you may feel a ship that i haven’t thought too much about , and that’s fair ! tell me , and we’ll see what happens ! other times you may no longer feel a ship , and that’s always okay ! tell me , and we’ll work it out ! 

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𝚅𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙾𝚄𝚂 " 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙽𝚃𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 " 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂!

below is a list of starters from both sides of the conversation , with prompts geared toward scenes involving some sort of confrontation. prompts rage from friendly to not so friendly. please consider following for more prompts and please do not steal!

❛ i can't believe you hid this from me. ❜

❛ that's it. we need to talk about this. right here. right now. ❜

❛ don't see how we can get around talking about this anymore. ❜

❛ you can't just keep avoiding me! ❜

❛ i'm not leaving until we talk about this. ❜

❛ come on just . . . talk to me. ❜

❛ all this time . . . and it was all a lie? ❜

❛ i trusted you. ❜

❛ did you think i wasn't going to notice? ❜

❛ start talking. now. ❜

❛ when are you going to stop lying to me? ❜

❛ i just wanna talk. ❜

❛ can we talk about this? please? ❜

❛ i came to talk this out. ❜

❛ you and i can work this thing out. ❜

❛ enough lies. tell me the truth! ❜

❛ i just wanna know what happened. ❜

❛ you can tell me. ❜

❛ just . . . start from the beginning. ❜

❛ are we gonna talk about this like grownups? ❜

❛ can you just be an adult about this for once?! ❜

❛ i didn't think it was gonna be so hard to talk about it. ❜

❛ i don't wanna talk about it. ❜

❛ i said leave it alone! ❜

❛ it's not that simple. ❜

❛ can we just . . . not talk about this right now? ❜

❛ i didn't want to see you get hurt. ❜

❛ okay fine. you wanna talk about it? here it is , ❜

❛ i kinda hoped you would just ignore it. ❜

❛ okay , fine just . . promise you won't get mad. ❜

❛ i don't wanna lie to you. ❜

❛ i wish it were that simple. ❜

❛ we passed the talking stage a long time ago. ❜

❛ the truth is more painful. ❜

❛ the beginnings , still a little hazy. ❜

❛ stop saying i'm not taking this seriously! ❜

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            beaches   have   always   been   gen's   safe   haven,   a   place   where   his   cares   of   the   world   melt   away   like   the   receding   tide,   it's   part   of   the   reason   why   he   chose   to   relocate   to   monaco.   the   shimmering   cerulean   waters   and   sunkissed   shores   of   the   country   held   a   certain   allure,   a   PROMISE   of   solace   and   serenity   that   he   just   could   not   resist.   dark   brown   hues   gaze   out   at   the   endless   expanse   of   water,   he   feels   his   spirit   lift,   guided   by   the   prospect   of   a   glaring   future,   a   chance   to   rediscover   himself   in   the   rhythmic   cadence   of   the   waves.

            ❛   i'm   sure   bavaria   is   beautiful,   too.   ❜   he   affirms,   a   nod.   ❛   you'd   have   to   show   me   some   time,   though.   i   haven't   explored   much   of   germany.   ❜   he   kneels   down,   knees   digging   into   the   sand,   and   begins   sifting   his   hand   through   the   grainy   material.   his   fingertips   brush   against   a   rose-hued   seashell   that   had   been   waiting   patiently   for   his   discovery.   he   clasps   the   artifact   between   his   middle   and   pointer   fingers,   thumb   tracing   the   contours   of   the   shell,   analyzing   the   delicate   ridges   and   grooves   that   adorn   it's   surface.

            ❛   here.   ❜   he   insists,   outstretching   the   hand   that   holds   the   seashell,   an   offering.   it's   not   the   big   ROMANTIC   gesture   that   he   believes   it   to   be,   rather   an   imperfect   attempt   at   connection,   but   he's   TRYING.   he   cannot   deny   how   SILLY   and   BOY-ISH   he   feels   in   this   position,   aching   to   be   wanted,   hoping   his   unspoken   emotions   are   reciprocated.

                                          the  beach  was  always  a  rare  thing  for  her  to  experience  ,  let  alone  enjoy.  and  there  hadn't  been  a  single  one  of  those  rare  moments  when  she  wasn't  in  complete  ‘awe'  with  it.  from  the  smell,  the  sound  –  the  beauty.  sunrises  to  sunsets,  the  list  continued  to  grow  when  it  came  to  what  she  admired  about  it.  but  never  was  she  next  to  someone  who  had  captivated  her  just  as  much  as  the  scenery  of  it.   that  very  feeling  ,  longing  to  show  but  bitten  back  out  of  pure  fear  of  being  one  sided. 

          dark  colored  wavy  locks  ,  brushed  to  one  side  by  the  breeze  as  they  stood  together  in  one  of  the  most  beautiful  spots.   lips  twitching  into  a  grin  as  dark  colored  orbs  looked  up  at  him.  ❝  like  it  ?  more  like  love  it  .  ❞  morgana  replied  softly,  turning  her  attention  back  towards  the  mesmerizing  sky.  ❝  we  don't  –  get  this  much  beauty from a sunset back  in  bavaria.  ❞  sure,  they  get  sunsets  that  were  stunning  but  this  was  different. 

[rookieracers]

[rookieracers]

&. 𝐯𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  a  mix  of  angst,  fluff,  and  plot  focused  dialogue  prompts  in  the  form  of  questions.  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ what are you listening to? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ how did you get this scar? ❜

❛ are you sure this is a good idea? ❜

❛ do you mind if i sleep here tonight? ❜

❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ don’t you know what you mean to me? ❜

❛ will i see you again? ❜

❛ are you comfortable? ❜

❛ are you trying to get us in trouble? ❜

❛ do you enjoy playing with people’s hearts? ❜

❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜

❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜

❛ are you here to kill me? ❜

❛ you think i’m jealous? ❜

❛ do you want to share this? ❜

❛ is that blood? is it yours? ❜

❛ how do you know my name? ❜

❛ you’re an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ like what you see? ❜

❛ was that your first kiss? ❜

❛ are you happy here with me? ❜

❛ sorry, did you want to be alone? ❜

❛ do you want my jacket? ❜

❛ how are you still alive? ❜

❛ you’re beautiful, you know that? ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ today isn’t your day, is it? ❜

❛ how does it feel to be in love? ❜

❛ you’ve been crying, what’s wrong? ❜

❛ do you remember when we first met? ❜

❛ isn’t this amazing? ❜

❛ did you miss me? ❜

❛ alright, who am i beating up? ❜

❛ that was a close call, wasn’t it? ❜

❛ am i worth so little to you? ❜

❛ how is it you’re never scared? ❜

❛ do you ever think about the future? ❜

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ you got me flowers? ❜

❛ well, how do i look? ❜

❛ what aren’t you telling me? ❜

❛ how about a kiss before i go? ❜

❛ you don’t know who i am, do you? ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜

❛ who’s going to stop us, huh? ❜

❛ wait, you’re leaving already? ❜

❛ it’s my fault, isn’t it? ❜

❛ have you ever lost someone? ❜

❛ do you think i’m a good person? ❜

❛ what are you thinking about? ❜

❛ is it really you? ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ have you come to laugh at me? ❜

❛ will you still look at me like you do now? ❜