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Once again, the lake trail.
I took a lot of trail pictures the other day. It was enchanting.
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Plant of the Day
Friday 13 September 2019
Various Dahlia cultivars were producing an autumnal show in the World Garden at the Royal Horticultural Society Garden Hyde Hall, Essex. These tuberous, herbaceous perennial plants are native to Mexico.
Jill Raggett
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Plant of the Day
Saturday 14 September 2019
The gardeners of Cambridge University Botanic Garden have been caring for this Agave since 1962 but could not confirm the species until it flowered. The flower spike appeared in June and it has grown to nearly 5m (16.4ft), almost touching the glasshouse roof. It is thought to be Agave vivipara and this will be confirmed when it sets seed after which it will die as the plant is monocarpic. I had to go and visit this display, a reward for all that care and patience provided by the gardeners.
Jill Raggett
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I’ve invested too much emotion into you and it’s not reciprocated at all. I don’t want to lose you but i want to stop hurting over the littlest things with you. I thought i had a handle on that but clearly that’s not the case.
You can fuck up my whole life and not even realize it’s happening. A simple notification, even if not directed at me, RUINS me and as unintentional as it might be it’s hurt like fucking hell.
Truly, TRULY, no one wants to put in the effort to be a good friend and I’m a shit person so i get it. I wish i wasn’t this person. Truly in ready for it to be over.
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Fuck. Me. Right.
Do you k is how fucking hard it has been to be best friends with someone so emotionally disconnected? It’s the fucking worst. Whenever I’m going through something and need someone to talk to, he doesn’t even bother. If we are having issues he deadass just says “i don’t want to talk about this anymore” and drops it.
How the actual duck can you go about living life shrugging off any emotional issues personally and those of others so easily? How are you that level amid heartless? It makes no fucking sense at all and I’m honestly over it.
Years, years i have spent not getting the emotional comfort or satisfaction from someone i should consider my best friend and I’m just supposed to be okay with that. Nbd don’t fucking worry about me constantly having mental breakdowns. Oh I’m upset about something? No yeah it’s cool we’ll just Dead the conversation and play video games like it’s just not happening.
The same shit goes on with my parents. Emotional issue? Depression? No such thing. Push that all to the back of your mind and continue on. No, we won’t have a chat about it or check in or anything like that. Just move on with life and hopefully it doesn’t resurface and manifest itself into something ugly....oh it did? Oh you’re suicidal? Nah repress that too and keep on going you’re fine things get better naturally it’s nothing that should be addressed lolololololol
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No worries though, you did this. You caused all this. You pushed every one away. Youre actually a really shorty person and that’s never going to change i dont know why you try or why you act like you did. Who are you trying to convince other people or yourself because neither is working.
Good fucking job faggot, just finish the job and make it easier on everyone else. You’re nothing but a fucking burden alive and you’re going to be nothing but a fucking burden dead so really it’s a lose fucking lose. Lololololololololol so good fucking luck deciding what you want to do because either way you’re final act is going to be some form of dickery and there is no avoiding that
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Writing this did not help at fucking all. Whatever.
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Plant of the Day
Thursday 29 August 2019
An ideal plant for edging a path, as long as there is space for it to sprawl, is Geranium 'Gerwat' (G. ‘Rozanne’, cranesbill). This is a sterile hybrid so it continues to flower throughout the summer. It was a cross between Geranium himalayense and Geranium wallichianum ‘Buxton’s Variety’. The plant was shortlisted for the Royal Horticultural Society Chelsea Show Plant of the Centenary for the decade 1993-2002.
Jill Raggett
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Burstall Pass Trail - Kananaskis Country, Alberta, Canada
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What usually stops me is the thought of my parents being hurt and what a buden it would be financially
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