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On my period so I gotta eat like a pig to prevent my anemic ass from passing out

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gonna have tomato soup today

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MY FAV TH1NSPØ

ALL FROM PNTRST

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starving until these images become in reality in my body...

Starting from today ~ 05/09/24

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Hi, love ur vision boards. Can you please do an emo one?

hi thank you sm, im so sorry it took so long i got busy with uni :/ anyways here you go i hope you like it! I also just made another request for an emo boy board in case you'd like to check it out. have a lovely day, remember to drink your water and to take your vitamins <3

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winter <3

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went to a show tonight and everybody was so skinny and stylish. i couldn't dress properly for it because id rather be a beached whale in a tent than a beaches whale in a crop top.

when i get down to 140 i might consider crop tops again

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weighing less than your partner but still feeling huge next to them

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autumn is coming soon, so life will be like this

stop copying my fucking posts

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if you want to have a skinny autumn is time to lock in <3

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gonna eat pumpkin seeds and tomato soup today

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i’d do anything to look like them

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My th1nsp0 for the day ✨

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getting a bunch of new moots so im gonna do an intro because i cant say ive done one before.

my name ill use on this account is rose or dirt yalls choice. im 21 and ive been dealing with this disorder since middleschool.

ive always had food avoidance issues. it wasnt about weight at first. more so it was about control and distaste. most food was gross so why would i eat it. at some point i found my physical form and it became obsessive from there.

my lowest weight ive documented was 115 before the scale at my parent decalibrated and wojldnt read the same number more than once [i weigh myself min 3 times in a row to ensure accuracy] im sure it was a bit lower becahze after this my mother had gone throuhh 3 surgeries in the span of 2 weeks and nobody paid attention to my intake [i was in highschool so its whatever] and i didnt eat for those couple weeks apart from one dinner i took a couple bites of after cooking for my family.

my highest weight was from a couple months ago at 189. i had quit vaping and started drinking a ton as well as getting on and off of my antidepressants and a veil of recovery had been pulled over my eyes to make sure i didnt freak out while blowing up like a fucking balloon.

my current weight is 182 and ive ben stjck at it for weeks.

as of this moment im hovering over a bowl of mostly rice with a bit of salmon because im scared of how fatty it is even though its meant tk be good fat and i ate nearly an entire party sized bag od doritos yesterday in plave of a meal.

ill accept asks an prefer it to be 18+ but given this is the internet just dont tell me your age and I'll answer anon asks

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i need the opinion on my meal plan today:

salmon with rice [left over for lunch]

and then tomato soup likely with one bread at dinner

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Chic Diet (the book): Masterlist

Index in case you wanna read it...

(Like/reblog this in case you want to read that way. I'll be adding the latter parts soon and then i will edit this masterlist as I go)

FOREWORD

PART 1: THE FUNDAMENTALS CIGARETTES COFFEE (BLACK, NATCH) DIET COKE ADDERALL AMBIEN ARTIFICIAL SWEETENERS CHEWING GUM SPARKLING WATER CHAMPAGNE

PART 2: THE MECHANICS OVERDIGESTION BEING COLD DIURETICS FIBER LAXATIVES COLONICS

PART 3: I'M JUST TRYING TO BE HEALTHY JUICE CLEANSING GLUTEN SENSITIVITY DETOXING EATING CLEAN SUPERFOODS HEALTH BEVERAGES COCONUT WATER NON-DAIRY MILKS BARS ACUPUNCTURE GENERAL ORTHOREXIA EXERCISE

PART 4: UM, IT'S NOT A FAD… IT'S A LIFESTYLE VEGETARIANISM THE BABY FOOD DIET THE AIR DIET THE PALEO DIET THE RIDICULOUSLY LOW CARB DIET THE STRATEGIC STARVATION DIET THE RAW FOOD DIET THE ONE FOOD DIET THE TWO CUP DIET THE HCG DIET THE CABBAGE SOUP DIET THE I-CAN'T-SEE-IT DIET THE I'M-FUCKING-RICH-AND-GLAMOROUS DIET

PART 5: HIDE IT, BETCH BLACK SPANX BOHO CHIC ONE SIZE DOWN

PART 6: I'M PRETTY SURE THAT'S ILLEGAL COCAINE MDMA VALLEY OF THE DOLLS BANNED DIET PILLS

PART 7: FODDER FOR YOUR SHRINK COMPETITION MODERATION COMPROMISE LYING HISTRIONIC PERSONALITY DISORDER BEING A TOTAL BITCH STRESSOREXIA

PART 8: ALL THAT OTHER CRAY SHIT OCCASIONAL VOMITING CHEW-AND-SPIT HYPNOSIS THINSPIRATION PUBLIC EATING A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS SHARING IS CARING COACHELLA BOO, YOU WHORE

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