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I'll be true to myself and if he doesn't follow then I know why ..its time I do something for me and what makes me happy, I've wanted my own home for so long now is the time for me I'm 28 nearly 29 I feel I am an adult and ready to become a home owner .. I have been out of home since I was 17 and have done well at it, I know I can do it and I will achieve my goal (:

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So I'm engaged yaaay , have tried talking to him few times bout moving into a home ... we live in a bedsit place renting house but own bedroom/kitchen upstairs.. its an old house creeks alot.. people down who live here do there own thing don't bother us just we been together four years engaged maybe just under half .. I ask him about moving and he said he feels he's getting pushed into it ... then he goes at me saying u can find a place ... I feel I have no say in what happens.. I have no voice in where we live.. in sad and hurtful to be a shadow... as long as ur happy I'm suppose to smile and agree... -_-

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There something so peaceful about being alone ... all you hear is the surroundings around you birds chirping .. crickets chatting among the trees summer isn't it wonderful.. I sit here amoung the grass and trees and I gaze at you next to me such a sweet soul you are.. how life has treated us wrongly .. here among the trees and birds shaded from the sawing sun laying next to you feeling the warm breeze on my face, then I wake and its all just a dream that magical place once felt so real was all a d.r.e.a.m