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💬 Just a Small Update, and a Big Thank You
Dear friends, kind hearts, and everyone who has stood with us,
When I first opened my heart to the world and shared our story, I never imagined the amount of love and solidarity we would receive. Thanks to your incredible support, we’ve now reached $12,837—a milestone that brings real light to some very dark days.
From the deepest corners of my heart, thank you.
💔 A Journey of Loss, but Also of Strength
As many of you know, I’ve lost 25 of my loved ones during this devastating war. That grief lives with me every single day. It’s in the silence that once held laughter, in the empty spaces where we once gathered as a family.
But through your help, I’ve also felt something else: hope. And that hope is priceless.
“21/Oct/2023 Before It Reached Us: The Day Our Neighbor’s House Was Destroyed” A quiet moment of fear, filmed just before everything changed.

“22/Oct/2023 The Morning After: Our Family Home in Ruins” This is what was left behind after the bombing of our home.

🌿 What Life Looks Like for Us Now
Despite everything, we’re still here. Still surviving. Still hoping.
But things have only gotten harder.
The war has returned, more brutal than before—and for over a month now, Gaza has been completely sealed off. No food is coming in. No medical supplies. No aid. No trade. No one is allowed to leave, and no one is allowed to enter.
We’re trapped.


🏚 We live with the fear of tomorrow, every single day. Airstrikes, drones, and the uncertainty of what might happen next. 👨👩👧 Our family is forever changed—we haven’t just lost people; we’ve lost pieces of ourselves. 📉 Basic needs go unmet—even clean water feels like a luxury now. Medicines, if they exist at all, are unreachable.
And yet…
Your support reminds us that we’re not forgotten. It reminds us that someone, somewhere, is still listening. That someone still cares. That we’re not completely alone in this.
Every message. Every share. Every dollar. It tells us: You’re walking this road with us. And that gives us the strength to keep going.
💖 What You Can Do
If you’ve already donated—thank you beyond words. If you can share our story again, it could reach someone who can help.
Even $5 means warmth, comfort, and a chance to breathe a little easier.
✨ Why It All Matters
This isn’t just about reaching a fundraising goal. It’s about surviving war with dignity. It’s about believing in tomorrow. It’s about making sure my daughter grows up knowing that the world did not look away.
Thank you for your kindness, patience, and belief in our humanity. You’ve helped me find my voice—and I will use it to keep hope alive.
🙏 From the Heart: A Quiet Apology
There’s something I need to say—something that’s been on my heart for some time.
When I first began sharing our story, I didn’t know what the right way was. I was scared, grieving, and trying to protect my family in any way I could. I reached out to many people, hoping someone, anyone, would see us. In that process, I now realize I may have overstepped, and I might have made some feel overwhelmed.
If that happened, I am truly sorry.
Please believe me when I say it was never out of disregard or pushiness. It came from a place of fear—fear of being forgotten, fear of not being able to keep my family safe, fear of watching everything I love slip away in silence.
I’m learning as I go. I’ve slowed down. I’m more mindful now, trying to share our journey in a way that feels respectful of the space and hearts of those listening.
If my words ever came at the wrong time, or in the wrong way, I hope you can understand where they came from—and I hope you can forgive me.
Thank you for seeing past my mistakes. Thank you for still being here. It means more than I can ever explain.
Vetted by @gazavetters ( #309 )
With love and endless gratitude, Mosab and family ♥️
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Hello, wonderful souls! 🤍🌍
I hope you're doing well. 🌿
Could you help me amplify my family's story and bring awareness to our struggle? 🙏🏻
💬 Please reblog my pinned post or consider donating just $5—your support could truly make a difference in saving lives amidst war and hardship.
Your kindness and voice matter more than you know. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! 🤍🌿
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holy shit, the glow-up vibes are potent as fuck in this pile! people are going to be in absolute awe of you, pile one. your energy, your body, your face card, and your personality are going to have people bowing the fuck down to you. i'm not feeling any sense of arrogance or conceitedness either – you're just truly about to step into your most powerful and authentic self. this was always destined, pile one. this innate magnetism was always inside of you, but you just never truly knew how to wield it entirely. it's like you were dipping your toes in and out of the water, not sure if you should fully submerge yourself in it and become who you've always known you were, or stay digestible and dim your light so others around you could shine. no more of that. this is, and will continue to be, all about you, pile one. you are shedding the people-pleasing tendencies that have held you back for so long.
you are reclaiming your power. you have such a kind heart with a fierce spirit, and you've been suppressing that fierce side of you in fear of what others may think of you or say about you. too many times, you've had your back kicked in at the expense of sparing another person's feelings, and your spirit guides are getting restless from the sidelines watching you repeat these same situations time and time again. they're giving you the green light to boss the fuck up and show these people what you're made of. they're telling me that this is a rebirth for you.
i see you experimenting with your wardrobe and appearance: more sexy, more bold, and more alluring. dark eyeliner, sheer stockings, red tops, lace, denim, corsets, etc. showing more of yourself but still keeping it classy. i'm being drawn to alexa demie, 2000s meagan good/megan fox, and gabriette. very siren-like and hard to miss. this is going to be completely new to you, but it's going to feel sooo good and rewarding. a lot of what you used to say yes to is going to turn into straight no's.
you're going to notice a shift in the people, opportunities, and love offers you attract as well – more fruitful and abundant. they align more with the lifestyle you've always wanted for yourself now that you're rejecting the projections and expectations that no longer serve who you are at the core. you will not be settling for less, pile one, that's for sure! i'm hearing that it's basically giving your pinterest boards come to life lol. i love that for you. things that you've been specifically journaling about and manifesting for yourself are going to come to you with no effort – it's almost going to be alarming. it's like you've been waiting, waiting, waiting, thinking someone was going to come along and shift your reality for you, when really you were the key all along.
i'm seeing a lot of yellow and orange, so your solar plexus and sacral chakra are going to be so fucking activated. you're going to be very selective and protective of your energy, as you should. you'll just be like, wow, what took me so long to lean more into this side of myself? it was necessary, though, because it opened your eyes to the world we live in and how you have to operate and not short-change yourself in spite of what others want or expect from you. some people might not like this transformation of yours, but that's simply not your problem, and those people are not on your same frequency. you already spark a lot of jealousy, but this energy shift right here?! whew. hoes mad, pile one! i'm like seeing tiktok edits in my head of the hot villainous characters like katherine pierce and jennifer check lmao. you're winning, and they're not, my loves!
OTHER CHANNELED MESSAGES:
ashwini, ballin' by partynextdoor, unhealthy codependency, anuradha, tall in height, 1st house, neptune energy, neptune-asc, blick sum by latto ft. playboi carti, manifest it, shatabisha, fashion/modeling industry. scorpio, aries, aquarius.


things have been seeming very redundant lately, pile two. you've been craving change for a while now. i'm picking up that you're really at your wits' end in regards to the job you're currently working at and/or all the responsibilities you have on your shoulders. you've been pushing yourself so hard, but you're starting to wonder if any of it was worth it because you're not seeing the payoff just yet. you might be feeling overlooked or undervalued at the moment, but i definitely see things changing for you.
i see a new job/financial opportunity making its way to you, and it aligns more with what you love to do. it's an offer definitely worth taking, pile two! this is the beginning of something that's going to catapult you to the next level. i see this one opportunity leading to an elevation of your life. it's a chance of a lifetime. you're closing out this current cycle of stagnancy and getting the ball rolling on your desires and the lifestyle you've always wanted for yourself. this isn't on a small scale either, this is huge. it's damn near like whiplash – so sudden and unexpected but very well deserved.
i see you gaining more friends and networking with people that advance you and pour into you as much as you pour into others. this is oddly specific, but i feel like some of you have some very mean-spirited co-workers around you. do not tell these people your plans or anything personal, because they really don't like you (projection because they really don't like themselves lol), and they're secretly sending you the evil eye. if you don't have an idea of who specifically this could be, just know they definitely smile in your face and pose as someone who likes you but say things behind your back that prove otherwise. they're not stopping shit though, so your spirit guides want me to tell you that you have nothing to worry about.
for my singles, i was also picking up on a new romantic suitor having their eyes on you. this person could have a charming and bit of a cocky vibe going for them – they usually like to be chased rather than do the chasing, but something about you is intriguing to them. for some of you that have just gotten out of a relationship, i see you have a couple of options to choose from. there's this energy of being amused and entertained. a lot of people are going to find you to be very irresistible, and the way you carry yourself so gracefully will have many heads turning.
for those of you that are in a committed relationship, i see you two becoming even closer and more vulnerable with each other. any walls you've built around yourself in fear of disappointment or regret will finally be dropped as you learn to trust not only yourself but your partner fully as well. one more thing i will say is that you should make sure you're budgeting your finances properly and remember to take care of any debts you may owe, okay? 444 on the clock. everything is working out in your favor you shall soon see.
OTHER CHANNELED MESSAGES:
6th house, krittika, dark skin, when one door closes another one opens, revati, transformation, jyestha sprung, ideal partner/dream person, taurus, pisces, scorpio moon, nasty by tinashe, fever by dua lipa & angèle.


you've really been keeping to yourself huh, pile three? you could be clashing a lot with your parents/family or just feeling misunderstood by the people closest to you. i feel like things have been a bit chaotic and unstable in your life, especially in regards to your home environment. one minute things are good, but when things get bad, they get pretty fucking bad. ugh, pile three.
i feel like you're very sensitive to your environment, and whatever is going on around you, you absorb it like a sponge. there's inner child wounds that you're working on, and it's really not easy, but your spirit guides want you to know that they're so fucking proud of you. you're doing the work that others weren't brave enough to do in order to heal yourself and your bloodline. some of you might have a very dysfunctional family, and it weighs heavy on you; most times you have to tiptoe around your emotions in order to keep the peace.
i'm also picking up that some of you might have older sibling syndrome – there's immense pressure and expectations put on you since you were a child. whatever the case may be, i feel like you actively doing the work is going to unlock a part of yourself you never really knew was inside. i can feel the passion, the dedication, and the motivation buzzing off you, pile three. 2025 is gonna be your year. the martian energy is strong in this pile. i feel like you had to learn the lessons and really sit back and observe the dynamics around you to come to the realization that NO, you do not want that for yourself and the ones that come after you. you want something stable, something emotionally fulfilling, something that makes you feel free in so many ways than one. you're a very compassionate and selfless person, and you will find someone who will pour equally into you as you do them.
this person that you're attracting is deeply committed, patient, financially secure, thoughtful, and extremely grounded. you'll never be an afterthought when it comes to this person – they'll support you and guide you (if you need them to) every step of the way. you're so used to figuring things out on your own and having to think for others, but this person wants you to simply relax and just be. i can see you pacing back and forth, venting to them, and just going on and on, listing every single thing you need to get done and do for this one and that one. and i can just see them sitting but rising to their feet and slowly walking over to you with this calm demeanor, putting their hands on your shoulders, and it's like everything melts away. they want me to reassure you that you're not alone – they want to carry the weight and release the burdens off of you because they recognize that no one has truly showed up and out for you the way you do for others. this is very beautiful energy, pile three.
as you step into this new chapter, you’ll realize that some of your past connections were often just bandaids for wounds you hadn’t healed yet. there’s a lot of clarity about your self-worth here. some of you might be working through daddy issues, and this healing is part of why you’re ready for a deeper love now. this is very specific and may not apply to all, but i keep picking up on pregnancy energy, so if you're ready for that, i do see potential for that with this person you're attracting. if not, then just be mindful of that lol. on the flip side, the person could have a kid, but again, this is just some scenarios i'm picking up on for a small fraction of you. i do see you getting long-awaited closure with a specific person or family member. when that happens, it’s going to feel like a massive weight has been lifted. pile three, this is your time to heal, grow, and attract the life and love you deserve. it’s so beautiful.
OTHER CHANNELED MESSAGES:
faking it by calvin harris ft. kehlani & lil yachty, bharani, pussy power, all of the answers are within you so trust yourself, big d energy, a father, purva ashada, having receipts, dhanishta, capricorn, aquarius, pyrmaids by frank ocean, sagittarius, aries, coffee fucking by miguel ft. wale.


mind over matter...hm. that's what i keep hearing, pile four. i feel like you're in your head about something regarding your work-life balance. it's like you deprive yourself of going out and having fun because you worry you'll be overspending or won't have enough time; but i feel like this mentality is causing you to miss out on some really fun moments and memories, especially with your friends.
you're very responsible (almost to a fault, according to your spirit guides lol), and because you're so practical and matter-of-fact, you don't give yourself enough room to be spontaneous and open. for example, if you just got off work and a friend invites you out, you might think about the laundry you could be doing or some work you could be catching up on instead of just saying, "fuck it, yeah, let's go have some fun." gatekeeping yourself isn’t going to get you very far, pile four.
you're meant to be seen, and you're meant to let your inner child run free and have fun. keeping yourself tucked away in your room or isolating yourself is doing more harm than good - your spirit guides really want you to know this. there are potential love interests you don’t even notice because you're not putting yourself out there enough! some of you might have bad social anxiety, and being around new energies might feel overwhelming, but your guides want you to know you can work through this, slowly but surely - you've just got to start somewhere.
your quirkiness could open so many doors for you, and you don’t even realize it yet. there are so many people you're destined to meet and connect with on a soul level because you have such a unique spirit. you have this way of making people feel seen and heard. if you're single, i feel like your next romantic connection will be incredibly healing in so many ways. some of your past lovers or friends might have made you feel misunderstood or undervalued, but that’s going to change. this is just a quick sidebar, but i feel like you’ve got people (unbeknownst to you) talking about you or your personal business. so, be careful who you confide in because not everyone is your friend, especially in a work or school environment. even if they don’t know anything about you, it seems like they’re speculating and gossiping about you with others.
but anyways i feel like this "mind over matter" mentality comes from wanting to control situations and outcomes, and while it’s great to have self-awareness and discernment, it can also be debilitating: if you let it. i feel like you’re about to start challenging yourself to socialize more and just not give a fuck. wherever the day or night takes you, it takes you. it doesn’t always have to be a club or party, but even if it is, you’re still giving yourself the freedom to have fun and live in the moment.
your job will still be there the next day, okay? your laundry too. but memories? they last forever. so please don’t deprive yourself of the good ones, pile four. you are so worthy of them.
OTHER CHANNELED MESSAGES:
hit me hard and soft album by billie eilish, vishaka, want more for yourself, magha, pay attention to the signs, moon energy, this person is manifesting you, pisces moon, purva phalguni, co-workers gossiping about you, leo, scorpio, libra, 11:11.
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your recent summer piles hit so hard. i picked pile 1 and it was so perfect bc i'm finally graduating from uni, putting me in a new life stage. i've been so scared but the advice in your summer reading really resonated with me, i'm going to keep it in mind. <3
awww i'm very glad sweetheart 💗 i know you're gonna do great out there !! baby steps is the way to go, and make sure you prioritize yourself :) allow yourself to feel scared but sometimes what we have to take is a leap of faith
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the crush reading will be next, in a couple of days time ^^. spring break is almost over and i need to lock in so i am going to take a little hiatus, still active, but i won't upload any reading until a week or so later. much love, guys!
thank you so much for 500 followers! grateful for each and every single one of you 💗💗
readings that are coming up;
eyecontactship/crush reading.
your vibes/what you remind me of.
this summer.
not in any specific order!!
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summer bummer! what this upcoming summer will bring to you ! <3
choose a pile; :-x pile 1--silly cat drawing. pile 2--beautiful pink lilies. pile 3--blue-green depths.
this pick a pile will contain the following sections; ^_^
self. job/financial/scholarly prospects. relationships & friendships. overall messages. hobbies/habits to develop to prepare for this season.
pile 1.
overall messages: i'm hearing that this summer, you'll truly be able to relax. a lot of you are the kind of people who work very hard; right now is the hardest part of the year, darling. maybe you're studying for exams or slaving away at a 9-5 that doesn't truly bring you peace. maybe you've let go of friends, or let go of a relationship that brought you more pain than joy, and you're reminiscing on the good parts. i think that summer will truly bring you good things, primarily the ability to let go of the bad. this'll come to you in june; the rest of the summer will prove you wrong, but only if you're able to shed your old skin despite the overwhelming fear of new things being worse than before. you guys are strong people, always protecting, fighting, like a cornered dog, but eventually even strays are taken in, are they not? you don't need to be afraid of every opportunity that comes your way. you've been trained to listen to your flight or fight instinct, but the truth is that not everything and everyone you cross paths with is an enemy.
this will be a time to nourish yourself. to go within and spend time alone by the seaside or tanning in your backyard, listening to a podcast. you're going to truly sink into your feminine energy, taking care of yourself. it'll come easily to you, more so than before. a lot of you are generally younger and everything feels so much more sensitive to you, because a lot of the events that are in your life are occurring for the first time, and it may be difficult to navigate these things, especially since a lot of you didn't have necessarily supporting older figures. most of you, however, will be connecting with mother earth this summer. i strongly advise you to not linger in your home, and instead go walking bare-foot along the shore, if that's available to you. if not, go sunbathe, go walk through the forest and smell the flowers and just be. i know that it's hard to turn off your mind sometimes, but this'll come to you like an instinct in summer. you'll learn what it's like to truly love yourself; to spend time with yourself and be content without constantly wishing for more.
self: a lot of you will be harnessing your talents and strong suits this summer. you'll have a lot of free time on your hands, and you'll be able to refine and redefine who you are. it'll be a time of shedding your skin; this is the second time i'm saying it, so i think snakes/reptiles may be significant to you. you guys may find a new hobby to do, particularly one that is more specific to this season, and it'll make you guys feel happy. you guys are starving artists, and you'll get more inspiration. a lot of you will receive reward for something you worked hard before, maybe a wish or manifestation, but this will take time to appear and your main lesson will be to be patient. you guys think that just because you can't see something, means that it doesn't exist. but it does. you have to find the existing pillars and lean against them before searching for others. a lot of you would benefit from writing down things that you're grateful for, or even laying in the sun and saying thanks to the universe for all that she has given you.
job/financial/scholarly prospects: a lot of you may step into new territory which gives you more independence. some may be moving on to college/graduate studies, or a higher role in jobs. financially, you'll be doing well; maybe budgeting or being more mindful of what you're spending money on. you guys are responsible people, so overall, i think that you'll be a-okay this summer considering these prospects. you guys have issues with investing energy at good intervals, so i'd be mindful of that, making sure that you're not burning yourself out. be careful not to overspend to get earthly pleasures too often, and don't be too giving to other people, not even financially so, but just in general. you guys are loyal and would do anything for your friends and family, but that's not always a wise idea.
relationships & friendships: you guys will be doing so good people-wise. a lot of you have had difficult friendships, or are going through it right now, but most of these will be things that slowly go away or disappear prior to summer. you'll be establishing boundaries before summer comes, and you won't have to worry that much about other people as you are now. i'm hearing gossip, so i would strongly suggest that you stay away from people who have a tendency to talk shit. even if they talk shit to you, they can talk shit about you, too, just behind your back. i think that a lot of you have your eyes set on a significant person right now, a crush or a lover. for established relationships, this summer will be like a honeymoon. for crushes, this'll either fall away prior to summer or stay strong throughout it. i'd highly recommend you evaluate whether this crush will be good for you or not, because we do get what we wish for, pile 1--but the things we want aren't always the best for us.
hobbies/habits to develop prior: for you guys, i would definitely suggest to create boundaries right now. evaluate people who you truly want in your life, and who you don't. your reading had a general theme of having the ability to choose and get what you want; however, if you guys continue keeping up with fake friendships and false habits, your summer won't be the kind that you truly and utterly deserve. a lot of you should participate in your community more before summer, like poetry gigs or local concerts, take that as it resonates--this'll bring you more comfort when summer starts to bloom. speaking of, starting gardens or taking care of plants may be a good habit to form, too. you guys have trouble taking things slow without rushing ahead, so i think that yoga or journaling would ultimately teach you some patience. also, self-love; you guys are extremely critical on yourselves. remind yourself, that you are the best thing that has ever happened to you. much love, pile 1 :) <3
pile 2.
overall messages: i think that a lot of you are already yearning for the warmth and peace that summer brings. for some reason, this seems more homey to you than it did to pile 1; maybe your birthday is in summer, or it's always been significant to you. you guys will have sooo much fun this season. like a coming-of-age movie, maybe with some bittersweet moments, but you'll remember this for the rest of your life. a lot of you will be able to be vulnerable this summer, probably with other people, opening up and just being so earnest and truly yourself. awww. you guys are my adorable pile, my sweethearts, kind of naive...but overall, optimistic and bright! you guys are literally the sun, maybe that's why you want this season so bad. you guys will be doing everything you wanted to. maybe this winter was a slump for you guys, and you're just coming back from hibernation around now. you guys are keen right now; watching, evaluating what you want for summer. you guys are an amalgamation of practicality and whimsy.
your manifestations and wishes will literally hit the back of your head when you're not looking. you have a lot of ease in bringing things to you, particularly because you tell the universe what you want then let go, and this brings you a LAWT of good things, honey. generally, i can't tell you a lot of specifics currently, because your summer is going to be what you think it is, as long as you put in the work and the effort. i am hearing that you should prioritize relationships, however. while pile 1 is going full-on hermit mode, you guys should definitely talk to other people and stay in contact. don't lose out on moments just because you're afraid. you guys have a pink glow to you, a green aura, etc. and you MUSTTT nourish it by staying with like-minded individuals who truly want you to blossom. adopting a pet may be significant for some of you, specifically a kitten. water sources, specifically creeks and rivers, will also be important to you. you guys will literally get the world this summer, so don't be afraid of how slowly things are happening right now. good things take time to grow; trees don't spurt out of the ground in one second, pile 2.
self: you guys will become the masters of your own world. a lot of you will be taking back control, stopping the slump that you're in right now. probably privatizing a lot of aspects of yourself; privating accounts, going ghost, spending time nurturing yourself--not like pile 1, because you'll still keep in contact with important connections. these are your greatest allies, and they truly wanna see you bloom. you know who i'm talking about. a lot of you would benefit from meditating and growing closer to your ancestors, looking after traditions that you've had. you guys are so young and full of life, and your elders truly want the best for you. this is the time in your life that will bring you the future; everything depends on the now. so take away all those bad habits, rub the gunk away from your life, and grow. stretch each morning, have tea, talk with the moon, let yourself be open without being afraid of getting hurt. it's scary, right, but it's so worth it, honey <3.
job/financial/scholarly prospects: a lot of you are often pessimistic about things, and this'll block you from truly taking advantage of opportunities until you learn how to have a littleee more hope in yourself and in others. i'm getting a generally worried, frantic energy; like you think there's not enough time to take care of everything. a lot of you may be expected to take care of your older parents/your little siblings, keep up with jobs/schoolwork, and manage resources very carefully while everyone else splurges and does whatever they want. the truth? that's their business. you're not obligated to mommy everyone, especially not people who don't give a damn about you putting in effort for them. you have a tendency to be soo caring and sooo sweet to people who are energy vampires and don't give a fuck. as long as you learn to take care of your worries and TAKE CARE OF PEOPLE WHO CARE FOR YOU, this'll all go fine. don't worry too much about materialistic parts of your life; as i've said, people are more important to you, so evaluate what relationships are draining you, and which are bringing you fulfillment. you're sacred and spiritual and oh so special, and i would hate for you to give your beautiful energy to someone who doesn't deserve it, baby love.
relationships & friendships: ok okkk. so first of all, you'll be seen but also be SEEING. does that make sense?!?! there'll be a specific connection; either a close friendship, or even a friendship that low-key borders on friends in love with each other...both of you will be very in tune to each other. this'll happen because the sapling you planted when you first started taking care of yourself grew into a beautiful, beautiful tree. as i've said, this is something that you always wanted but didn't necessarily put the effort into getting. however, this spring, and all of the seasons before, you worked hard, working on self-love. this is a gift for doing all that work, unpacking trauma and poor habits to grow without even expecting a reward back. your real friendships will blossom, the others gone, like dead leaves. birds may be significant for this; as well as trees. i've been talking about trees so much LMAOO. don't be afraid of being seen is another message i'm getting. honey, you've worked hard for this, so don't push people away when they only want the best for you.
hobbies/habits to develop prior: music may be significant for some of you, so clean out those playlists, girl!! listen to music with lyrics and instrumentals that are innately good and uplifting. if you're learning an instrument or considering, do it!! something about your voice is very important, so make sure that you use it. i think someone here is a nail tech, i don't know why, but keep cookin' with that! also, sculpting may be significant for some of you. generally speaking, try to establish a healthy routine right now. sleep schedule that doesn't vary day-by-day. learn recipes that nourish your body and your soul. try to hang out with friends at least every month/every two months. write things down that you wanna see in summer. have walks that inspire you to sort out your brilliant, beautiful mind. connect with your inner child; dye your hair a sweet color, draw pictures, make cards. stop being afraid to grow older, while you're at it, too. a lot of people are taught to be afraid of growing older, specifically women; you guys, some of the women who are in the best phases of their life, are older women. establish a routine that nourishes your energy. declutter those closets!! i love you pile 2. mwah!
pile 3.
overall messages: you guys will be a stronger, sweeter person than you are now. truly governing your own life. you're in the middle period right now; all those icky parts about to fall away, but still sticking to you. by then, you'll be polished up. all those prayers? they'll be answered. you may be having some issues with closing up and retreating from literally the whole world right now. you don't even want the universe to see you, with so many layers on, but guess what? you're seen. you're SEEEEEN. there's this theme in the last two piles of wanting to hide away, but you guys have it way worse than pile 2. good news, off topic, is that your life is going in order. it's like a countdown; right now to summer, a lot of focal points will happen that you're not even THINKING ABOUT. it's like that music in trailers of movies, you know, quick beats? that's what's about to start right now. shit is gonna go DOWNN and by summer you'll be in a completely new place than you are now. a lot of you have probably felt this the past few weeks/months, this specific kind of energy, which may have made you guys a bit nervous or suspicious. i hope this will quell your worries because i assure you that nothing terrible is going to happen. probably the opposite.
i got two of ravens, so right now, think about whatever you're hyperfixated on (two of cups i think, in the normal arcana); a passion project or a person, but i'm hearing that there's mutual effort on whatever this little love of yours is. that'll all go well and will continue being significant in summer. however, some of you guys are idealizing; not everything is about ROMANCE! for a good part of you, it is, but my main schtick is the effort part. keep watch of that. other than that, between then and now, a lot of changes will happen. 'gradual decay' just came up. a lot of things will be falling away and you'll feel terribly alone, because all these changes are happening and you don't know where the hell to go or what the hell to do with yourself. you'll feel like a little kid again, trapped in an adult body. but honey, it'll all be okay. stay strong. you've been told that all your life, but this summer will bring you all those soft feelings and soft PERSON you've been craving all your life. you won't always have to be so strong. a lot of fortune and luck will come to you. pat yourself on the back; you've only got till june until life really does show you how good it gets. a lot of you feel like the only reason you exist is to watch the things you have get lost. eternal grief, i heard. sitting alone on the stairwell. sweetheart, i assure you it gets better. keep your head up.
self: you guys will be feeling recognized and jaw-droppingly beautiful. so far, there's been this whole theme of you being all alone your whole life, and something comes up and shows you how great you are. once again, this can be anything; a paternal/maternal figure, a lover, a friend, even an animal like a pet, or simply an energy, a deity you may worship. you guys will feel so giddy, because you've always been growing, reaching up, but also reaching down to save people, and you'll finally be seen. i think you guys, like pile 2, had a fear of being seen, but you guys did a lot of digging and in-depth work on that. you've always felt like the crow in the flock of pigeons, like an outcast. guess what? maybe you've just been hanging out with the wrong flock (oh god that sounded so cheesy but it's TRUE). horses may be significant. a lot of you have a feeling you'll always be second. "always an angel, never a god". the owner's dog, ready to protect at any moment. this summer will prove you wrong; you'll learn so much about yourself you'll see yourself much differently than you do now. a part of you that's felt like it's always been broken will be healed. your heart will literally blossom; you'll truly allow yourself to be passionate and open, without feeling like your presence is too big. i think a lot of you will attract someone who desperately wants to take care of you and protect you and love you.
job/financial/scholarly prospects: wow so i pulled the death card. that's literally never happened with this deck and i've been using it the whole time i had this account. yeah, you guys will definitely be recognizing your worth and learning that you're truly good. you always had strong intuition and knew where you belonged and didn't, but a lot of the times you guys ignored that. good news is, you'll push away all aspects that affect you negatively. jobs that stress you? a lot of you will quit 'em. financially? LOCKED IN. scholarly-wise? pursuing what makes you happy. you guys have always served others, been the loyal knight, and now it's your time to be recognized and given things. just don't push good things away because you feel like you always have to give them to someone else. not much messages pertaining to this, so let's move on!
relationships & friendships: a lot of you, friendship wise, will be looking back on those things. watching yourself through those memories, with a haunted look in your eyes. regretting how young and naive and giving you were, and a lot of you are probably hesitant to make connections right now because you've been let down so MANY TIMES it hurts to think about something new. but do you remember what i said before? a good connection is coming. one that'll make you feel alive and like. so fucking beautiful. like a star. like your personality is so shiny and glimmery. god, i'm gushing. this person is your star and your theirs. or this subject. for most, a person. you guys are awestruck because you're like 'wait no. this is a trick. such good people don't exist' and you're partially right! they have their flaws. but these are livable flaws; break those high expectations, pile 3, 'cause no person is perfect. this is a person who feels responsible for everyone, much like you do, and you'll bond over this. you may be scared and try to run away, but girl, DON'T. call yourself out on it; do i truly not want this, or am i just afraid of being vulnerable and it going wrong?
hobbies/habits to develop prior: definitely exterminate your self-doubt, self-pity, etc. most of you who have met this person (you know damn well who i'm talking about) have put them on a pedestal. so STOP. see them as a real person, like you are. stop trying to make them perfect in your head. i pulled six of hearts (my deck has a different arcana)--"the six of hearts promises a brighter future after defeat. your long journey does have a reward at the end, though right now you may be in the thick of it all". definitely keep your head up. accept that you've changed as a person. that you're not who you were before. evaluate what parts of yourself need healing growth. write poems. write letters. decorate your room in a way that makes you happy. take a hot bath. dance on the grass. practice self-soothing. a lot of you really do feel a deep anticipation for this which may scare you; don't try to completely ignore what's coming, but don't tunnel-vision it, either. make new pinterest vision boards. new playlists. for a specific few, trim your bangs :p. tell yourself 'i love you'.
i'm proud of you, pile 3. you've got this, ml <3
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learning lately that a lot of confidence is about owning up. like "yeah i'm a little addicted to my phone right now" or "yeah i'm not really over this person yet" or "yeah i still get pretty anxious in crowds" just saying anything at all but then following it up w "but i'm trying to get better" and being super nonchalant and unaffected. so powerful. you would literally be undefeatable in the face of even the most judgmental person. no one can judge you for things you already know about yourself and are trying to improve on. the trick is to know yourself from the inside out, to hold yourself accountable, and to actively improve every day. like that is literally the secret to never feeling like you're at the mercy of somebody else's judgment
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why you're loved by your circle!
simple pick-a-pile for those doubting their own heart. this was a draft i was supposed to publish ages ago but forgot to, so here you go <3 i hope you all enjoy! short and sweet but hopefully full of meaningful words.
pile 1.
a lot of the people in your life have difficulty seeing the bright side and positive aspect of things. everything is personal, when it comes to you. you speak with fervor and your boldness is admired by your friends, who are mostly introverted. they think you a unique person; you are unafraid to be yourself, for you understand that authenticity attracts authenticity. you've battled your own demons. you've had pitfalls, and closed yourself off to see that things aren't as bad as they seem; but that was the past version of you, and you've grown. your people have seen you grow, in matters of the heart and soul. they are so proud of you, darling. these are your people. your life is steadily growing better, and they see this. they see this peace coming over you, a slow wave of fresh air that'll have you panicking, for you won't know what to do with this completely unknown feeling. your people love you because of your relentless determination to forge a better life for yourself and others. you genuinely want to be a good person, and that is rare these days. you try not to be greedy and selfish; and your circle knows that your life will be wondrous, for you yourself are full of love.
pile 2.
you encourage people to be better. you don't sit down and tell your friends that their behavior is okay when it's not, and people prize you for this. people oftentimes lie to their buddies in order to keep the fake saccharine sweetness in relationships, and these relationships ultimately fail and crack really quickly because they don't have a solid foundation of honesty. you don't stand for disrespect, coming from your friends or to them, and this way you attract a crowd that resembles you in all the best possible ways. you're a very clever person, but you're so put-together and strict with yourself you rarely allow yourself to have fun, once in a while, so next time your friends offer to hang out or simply relax, let them. this'll mean to them more than you know. you don't always have to be so strong, prim, and proper in front of them. this crowd wants you to be comfortable in your own skin, not so afraid of shattering in front of them you don't allow yourself to be the warm, passionate soul that you really are. you truly want the best for your friends, and you push them to grow and blossom, when oftentimes, their previous friend groups wanted them to stay weak and immobile. you're a better friend than you think, pile 2.
pile 3.
you very easily listen to people and connect with them on an individual-to-individual level. when you listen to people speak, you truly listen; head tilted, eyes staring into someone's soul. you also don't play about your friends/circle; you'd truly do anything for them, and they can tell. you bring a sense of LIFE to them, every moment with you turns into a special, sweet memory that people later reminisce on, thinking about how they truly can be loved since a person like you exists. a lot of you carry a deep love for humanity and you want to uplift people as much as possible. your circle can tell that you've grown, despite it all. you've gone through many shifts in your life but you've never left your friends when they needed you, often self-sacrificing yourself just because you have a deep loyalty. however, this can be both good and bad; people, especially the elders in your circle, wish that you would take care of yourself as much as you care for others. you're unabashedly warm, even if it scares you a little bit of vulnerability, and this quality is deeply adored by people :).
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your vibes + how you come off.
i'm so happy spring finally came! lovebugs, make sure to take care of yourself and put good energy back to the universe during this season. take time to rest and recuperate before going on any big endeavors.
this pac will focus on aspects of you, particularly aspects that are visible physically or can be sensed by other people. choose a pile with your gut feeling; if none resonate, don't force it.
pile 1.
first thing i heard was angel. you guys come off as bubbly and radiant, but quiet and guarded, the way that a cat is; picky and choosy with who they grow close with, but absolutely affectionate and loving to those select few. some of you prefer the night to the day, choosing an overall darker aesthetic; nurturing your flaws make come easier to you, for you understand that not everything can be bright and fluffy all the time. you reminisce on your childhood and may find ways to incorporate that into your overall style; think y2k, or specific niches that may have been inspired from beloved childhood shows, like monster high. your aura is bright and toned, and your presence is well-felt, even when it doesn't feel like it. you stand out in a crowd. people think that you're sensitive yet strong, protective yet mellow, a contradiction of many qualities that makes you very lovable. a lot of you may think that you're not feminine enough, but honey; your authenticity should make that insecurity wash away. you're able to be yourself, nourishing and sweet and oh so beautiful, just because you don't make yourself fit into boxes that diminish your bright, bright soul. a lot of you may be insecure about your physical features, but honestly? others don't even notice that. a select few of you may have been more insecure as a kid because your features didn't fit the beauty norm, maybe not eurocentric, but guess what? you've grown into your own skin so beautifully, it's like your beauty and soul comes to you so easily, others don't even question it. a lot of you may experiment with beads and jewelry, and this makes you look very put together. think of the cool mom from 90s shows, of those movies like waves and the florida project, that nostalgic summery beauty? that's all you, boo. you glimmer regardless of anything. like flowers. a lot of you do stick to darker shades as i've mentioned, but i think red can make all of you stand out, if that's what you're looking for. those of you that use perfumes/mists alwayssss smell good and people love how you take care of your physical appearance.
that's all! i hope that you liked it, pile 1. my well-wishes for you to thrive during spring <3
pile 2.
you guys have a very homey energy, very grounded and earthy. the type of beauty i'd see on instagram, a beautiful person in outdoorsy settings; you guys look GOOOD in nature photoshoots. you guys have very cat-like features and some of you accentuate that with eyeliner, i'm hearing that most of you prefer to let your natural features shine with amplification rather than having over-the-top makeup. green is probably a significant color for some of you, and i think a lot of you prefer spring and summer to winter and fall because you think that you can experiment with outfits easily. many of you are intellectuals, and people can sense that from a mile away. clever and foxy, you guys can intimidate people simply because they know that you've been through it, and come out golden. you guys have a very commanding presence, but you also manage to be witty and have a sense of humor. you guys know that you're not better than anyone else, and people feel like they can find a good, down-to-earth friend in you. you remind people of beaches and the smell of sunscreen and coconut, i think a lot of you are generally excited to go swimming! you go, siren. when you come into people's lives, you bring synchronicity. it's like wherever you go, the universe follows, and a lot of people like to study you and think about how you manage to be soooo yourself and alluring. some of you may live more in the south of wherever your climate is; you're the kind of person people see once in their life time, in an airport or the ocean and think woww. a lot of you think that you stand out from people but in a bad way; the ugly duckling. in fact, that whole story can be used to define you. you know who the ugly duckling turned out to be? the absolutely divine, gorgeous swan. just because you're not shining now or didn't before doesn't mean that the rest of your life is doomed, sweetlove. alright? so relax. we go through ups and downs, and a lot of people are aware that you'd rather stick your chin up and continue mothering and helping everyone else than to save yourself. honey, pour a little of that fruit juice into your own cup. it'll help you <3 people do really think that you're a sweetheart and that you care just a little too much about the wrong people, sometimes.
that's all! i hope that this resonated, pile 2. i hope that this spring brings you the ease you deserve <3
pile 3.
you guys remind me of cherry blossoms and elegant architecture, pile 3. of warm tea and autumn days that leave you feeling well-rested yet refreshed. purple may be a significant color for you, as well as forests. a lot of you do prefer to spend your time trying to grow and blossom as a soul, for you believe that nurturing your talents and hobbies will make your life better. you guys may be a bit of a mess; frazzled at times, but this is really more endearing to others than you think. you're very polite and respectful even when you really should've said something, but other than that, you're seen as a very kind person, maybe a little bit on the quiet side, but very introspective and thoughtful. you guys are my creative spirits; youthful and sprite-like, with features that probably make you look a bit younger than you seem. you guys remind me of fawns and lambs, although your appearance doesn't match your soul; you're much smarter than you look. probably more connected to the spiritual than the upper two piles. you guys are literally the sun, baby. you know how to make your presence feel like greatness and how to make your absence feel like terror, although you probably don't try to accomplish either of these things. you guys may be a bit scared of being too brash or loud, but darling, you're not--you're literally like a moment from the summer, a moment of pure peace that makes people feel uplifted. if you ever feel like you're too much; let people find someone less than you. the right people will never feel like there's too much of you; on the contrary, they'll always be hungry for more. a lot of you experiment with styles of appearance, the type of person who tries new hair colors and styles and looks absolutely STUNNING with all of them. you've been many different people; been in different places, and somehow found a way to blossom regardless. you guys are much stronger than you think you are, pile 3. you guys are much more beautiful, adorable, and LOVABLE than you believe you are.
that's all! i hope you found some peace, pile 3. i hope that you have a sweet, blessed day <3
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Ur readings are😍 pls post more often absolutely love them accurate af
aahhh thank you honey! of course i will, i appreciate this so much :)
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thank you so much for 500 followers! grateful for each and every single one of you 💗💗
readings that are coming up;
eyecontactship/crush reading.
your vibes/what you remind me of.
this summer.
not in any specific order!!
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who are you, and how can you accentuate that --- 🪲
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as promised, i'm on spring break and said that i'd release more self-related readings (and after these, the eyecontactship reading), so here you are. this will focus on who you are as a person, and what habits you can develop in order to better yourself and grow.
pile 1.
you're already a very ambitious and determined person, so i'm hearing that if you want growth? baby, that all comes to you as you simply exist. you're good at manifesting things, some of you may like listening to subliminals if you're bored, or write things down when you want something. you guys are the type of person to have many different things you wanna be--different aesthetics, different personalities, different hobbies, etc. oftentimes, you get lost because you try to force yourself into a single box, taking these labels with you to the grave. my advice? stop. be free. do you think that a horse on a field labels itself a long-haired, draft palomino? that was very cheesy of me 😭 but you guys get the point. you don't always need to be aware of WHAT you are, you're meant to be aware of BEING. of simply existing. a lot of you rush through life and need to find the charm in simple things.
things you can do to accentuate who you are:
-travel!! i'm hearing that you guys are a free spirit and it would largely benefit you to walk, go on a day-trip, etc, preferably by yourself to get your thoughts sorted out. you're the kind of person who is able to think things through when there's some kind of movement.
-learn a new recipe/find a new favorite kind of food.
-dust up your house, vacuum! you're deeply rooted in your environment, so take care of it.
-develop your hobbies. instead of focusing on so many of them, choose one that you want to refine.
-stop trying to fit different kinds of niches. focus on attuning to your own specific vibe. you don't always have to be like everybody else ;)
-get some sunlight. i'm hearing that it'd be very beneficial for you guys, or warm lighting.
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pile 2.
whyy have my feminine energies been in their masculine energies for so longgg?!? goodness. you guys truly don't allow yourself to rest, you're always hustlin' and bustlin' and that's crazy to me. you're also deeply disconnected from your body, kind of similar to pile 3 (i had a feeling to do this pile last). you're truly always having an out of body experience, probably due to anxiety or a fear of feeling too much. you're very observant and you feel others' energies very easily, and you prefer to be by yourself with your music, or by yourself with another energy that doesn't drain you. a lot of you have been quiet recently, and focusing on working on yourself and the connections/hobbies/etc that matter to you. you're realizing your power and how amazing you are, and you're trying to bring your energy back to yourself because you WANT to be a better person, because you know there's good things coming but only after you do the work to open up to them (pile 3 may have similar messages, check it out!).
things you can do to prepare to open up:
-hype yourself up!! things will be working out for you romantically/relationship wise, take that as it resonates, and you gotta know you're a bad b and that you deserve this.
-listen to good music that brings you vibration higher. no aggressive music, but music that makes you feel good about yourself.
-stop focusing on people who don't want you to flourish. your person (a friend you've been wanting to make, a romantic partner, whatever/whoever you're thinking of) is gonna stick with you regardless. that other person? baby, they're in the dark. wish them well and move on.
-WOWW so yeah, for a lot of you, you need to step into your feminine energy. what i'm getting is spending time in nature, get a routine where you drink your favorite tea and converse with the universe, let yourself feel pretty, don't hide yourself.
-like pile 3, focus on your vulnerability. there's a specific connection from which you're trying to run away but also make it work--listen, this is worth it, so work on being open and vulnerable, open that solar plexus UP!!
-pay no mind to people who are from the past. you may feel anger, sadness, etc, but the truth is that this is a new slate. fresh and clean. so leave the past, acknowledge that there's good things in the present, and LEAVE!!!
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pile 3.
woww you guys have been on the grind recently! my intellectual diva. i think a lot of you have been nurturing your relationship with spirit recently, or whatever belief system that you have. this spring has brought you a well-needed and well-deserved rebirth, and you've been enjoying the luxuries of that, basking in your own soft beauty. a lot of you may have started to fix your insecurities, finding yourself, and you remind me of a newborn calf, kind of figuring out what to do with your legs. a main message i'm getting is to take it slow. you guys have a mindset of needing to break through walls, but guys...sometimes there are doors! you don't always have to endure pain and trauma to get good things in life. focus on taking it slow. this is a cycle that will keep continuing until you finallyyy decide to take it slow and not rush for answers regarding your specific situation--you know what i'm talking about.
things you can do to grow:
-some of you need to focus on self love, so i would highly suggest affirmations, and starting to treat yourself like the beautiful being you are. start to unwork those little patterns that tell you that you're not good enough. good things are coming for you, but you have to start to realize that you truly deserve them.
-spend some time with yourself. journal, is what i'm getting. think about who YOU are--what do you like, what are your pillars?
-harmony and happiness are coming as long as you take away fake friendships and connections that were draining you. there's a long line of people who truly want good for you, as long as you finally realized where you're WANTED and not needed.
-go into hermit mode for a bit. a lot of you have a deep fear of being alone which has led to fake friendships/relationships, as mentioned above; you must find peace in your own company before you can find it in others.
-treat yourself! take a hot bath, watch your favorite tv show, do some mirror work; i know i say this in a LAWTTT of my readings but it truly does work wonders. use some essential oils, shea butter, worship your own body. you're absolutely gorgeous--i'm getting a lot of you have self-esteem issues, and this is my message that you're breathtaking. really. so start acting like it, baby!
-learn to be vulnerable, my bleeding heart. your emotions and your desire for joy for everyone are your powers. don't be accessible, but be ready to develop deep relationships as soon as you work on what i've said. in order to connect, though, you must open your heart for the right people.
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OMG YASSS PLS DO READINGS ON EYECONTACTSHIPS! it would be awesome~ love your readings btw, ty for ur time and energy
thank you so much sweetie! i'll make sure i do a reading on that !
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