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I don't worry at all about the things they do or say. I Love You anyway. . . . . . . . . #origami #heart #easyorigami #handcraft #creativewriting

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I don't worry at all. About the things they do or say. I Love You Anyway. . . . . . . . #origami #heart #easyorigami #manado #manadokota #diypaper #handcraft (at Mega Trade Centre - MTC)

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Part IV

Marcell is a good guy for a stranger, he wait me until i called Wayne. Is that even necessary? I dialed Wayne number and its ringing two time and he pick it up. “Elsa?” His voice sounded heavy and tired. I don’t know what caused he sounded that way but deep down my heart i know it hurts me. “Hey, Wayne…” I’m speechless. My head full with words i want to say but my mouth kept silent. “I’m home. Safe and sound.” Marcell whispering at me. “I just arrive safe and sound. Emm…you ask me to call you when i’m home, so…emmm…” i’m sounded like an idiot right now, i just knew it. “Good. Glad to hear that…Emm…hey, Elsa…” Wayne take a deep breathe, i almost could feel his breathe. “Ya, Wayne?” I look at Marcell. Why was he so nervous? I’m the one who should be nervous now. “Will you..can you..em…damn! How to say it…” I could imagined his angry face. “I will. Just take care yourself.” I said it. I said that i will. I know he knew what i mean. “…” for seconds Wayne kepts silent so did i. Except for Marcell. He smiling ear to ear. “Wayne?” I cracked the silent. “Yea, yea. I will take care myself…” there’s a silent between us again but now he cracked it and now his voice sounded more relieve and confident,“thank you. I…i’m begging you to patiently….wait me.” “Yea, i think i can handle it.” I release a chuckle. I hang up the phone. “So?” Marcell looked at me seriously waiting for an answer. “So? What?” I asked him back. “Come on! What did he say?” Marcell squeezing his hair. “I’ll wait him back…even i don’t know when he will be back.” I looked down at my purse. “And when he’ll back i swear you two will be a cute couple! Oh this is so exciting!” Marcell laugh out loud and i can’t help it but laughing with him.“You should go in now. Someone is waitig for you on your front door.” I turned around and saw my brother standing there with hands on his hip. Marcell stepped back,“I think…emm…i think i should go?” I chuckle and nodded,“carefull when driving, okay?” I waved my hand to him,“and thank you so much.” Marcell started the engine and drive off. Now, only me and my brother. “Explanation. 1 minute. 2 sentence.” His eyes look straigh to my eyes. He is so mad at me right now. “He..emm…i…he drive me home…and…” why am i suddenly stutter? “Just go to your room. Now!” “You sounded more like mom than mom herself.” “Shut up, sis! You see? Its midnight! Your a girl on an empty street at midnight! Just go to your room young lady. I’m not gonna tell you once again.” He raised his voice, he so mad right now. “Yes, sir!” I ran off to my room as fast as my feet can. He’s scarier than mom, when he gets angry. But i still can’t help to smile. I’m so happy today. To be continued…

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Reunion

Its feels so great. My friend and I were made up. So we fine now. Im so glad that everything straigh again. All i want is just to keep this friendship this way.

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💙💚💛💜 (at Kelurahan Lahendong Tomohon Selatan)

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1/2 (at Mega Trade Centre - MTC)

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2/2 (at Mega Trade Centre - MTC)

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Part III

Oh, i hate to saw him that way. His eyes about to cry. “What happen, Wayne?” I looked him back straight to his eyes. He opened his mouth and then closed it again. "Take care. Tell me if you already at home. Just don't forget to keep in touch with me." He looked a mess, i really want to hug him tight. And its like heaven heard my pray, he hugged me tight and kiss my forehead, " just take care yourself while i'm not around. I...i'm gonna miss you so damn much." He release his hands and let me in the car. Oh i really don't want him to go or else if only i could spend the whole night with him. The car starts it engine. It sounded like mocking me 'cause i couldn't do anything for keep by his side. And tears start falling down. I'm feeling like a kid loosing her candy. The driver over me his handcraft, "you ok, miss?" He give a glance at me in the backseat. "I....i don't know if i'm fine or not. It's just....hurt. I can't let him go just like that. I know he'll be back. But for a time i don't know. I just met him minutes ago, but i already missed him so much. I...i don't...." I stop talking suddenly, just realize that i'm a crybaby in front of the handsome driver. Oh shit. "Whoa, miss. You just say your problem to me. A stranger that you just met. And you told me everything just like that. JUST LIKE THAT!" The driver seems like have a little shock. "Sorry, i just feel comfortable to talk to every guy. Maybe its a side effect for having 4 brothers and being the only girl in the family not including my mom of course." I feel so shame. My head down try to avoid eye contact with the driver. "Haha, its okay miss. You're the most talkactive person that ever jump in to my car. People usually not talk that much with strangers. You have a good personality. Easy to make others feel close to you." The driver giggling and looked me from the frontseat, " i swear if only you don't have boyfriend, i will go after you." He wink his eye at me and i start a little laugh. "Oh! Thats what i've been waiting for! Finally you laugh! Its okay miss, your boy won't do such stupid thing for making you upset or even for letting you go." He convince me. "Thank you, emm..." We talked but we don't know each others name. "Marcell. Just call me that, miss..." "Elsa. Call me Elsa." I smiled. "Oh! The queen?! Let it go, let it goooo..." Marcell start to sing and i start couldn't control my laugh. It feels good talk to Marcell. Along the way home, we talk about so much things. How i met Wayne. How Marcell broke up. How i know that Lena had a crush on Wayne. How Marcell give me a way out about everything. And i don't even realize that i almost arrive at home. "Thank you, i really thank you, Marcell." I smiled at him. "Its a pleasure, queen Elsa." He smile back at me and wink. He open his door and run to my door and open it, "We here, queen." I walk out from the car and smiled to him,"I really thank you." "You better tell him that you're home already." Marcell gave a big smile to me. "Okay." I start to dial Wayne number. Klik. He pick it up! "Elsa?" Wayne voice sound heavy and tired. "Hey Wayne........." To be Continued....

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#cocacola for a hot day 🌞

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Part II

It’s weird to hear that Wayne have a crush on me. ‘Cause i never thought such thing will happen. And one of the reason why i never think that would happen is ‘cause we used to play pretend like we were a problematic romantic silly couple. Sometime we like to cat fight in the middle of streets that would shame the others. So they told we to stop that. I get used to be near him and act like a kitten cuddling in his arm. I know he doesn’t feel comfortable but times flew and he get used to it. And somehow when we have a conversation in the grup chat he spill it clearly ’ i miss you Elsa ’ ( i love frozen, specially queen Elsa. So call me that way *wink wink* ). I dont respond it seriouly, 'cause i know he just make fun of it. Times flew so fast, and its almost Eid Mubarak. Wayne have to visit his family at the other side of this town for a time he doesn’t even know when he will be back. The night before he go, he act like a spoil child. Cuddling me, do stupid things for my attention, even he make me angry with his stupid behavior. But all he do is just laughing at me. He thinks that its funny. And actually, it hurts me inside when i know him about to leave next morning. Part of me want him to stay but i couldn’t hold him for meeting his family. Its almost midnight and i have to go home, well since my brother is so scary to death if he gets angry so i have to be at home before he gets my ass home by himself, so i told them that i'm leaving. Wayne tried to make me stay a little longer but well i couldn’t stay any longer or my brother will probably cut my throat ( its serious not a joke ). Wayne stand beside me waiting for my pickup. He remain silent while smoking. There’s a lot of things i want to tell him. Its just strange for me to keep silent with him, while we used to talk without stop 'til others ears turned red. “ Hei, Wayne.” I called him and tlhe turned his face to me, “Yea?” Its so weird, i get used to hear his voice but now its sounds different. His voice sounded sad. “Um, you ok?” Well, is that all i can say right now? I think some of my brain cells are demage right now. “Yea, i’m great.” Oh, no he’s not. I know it. We keep silent til my pickup arrive. I open the door and Wayne hold me, “Can’t you just stay? Just a little longer? I want to spend the night with you.” His eyes looked deep into my eyes. Deg. Oh i hate it. “Can’t you? Please.” He hold my hands and i couldn’t take off my eyes from his.

To be continued…

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Roses are red Skies are blue I dont ask for more I just want you 😂😂

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Fake friends everywhere

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Part I

I dont know how to start. But, what i feel right now is really hurts me. How does it feels, when your best friend become a strangers? She don’t want to talk to me anymore and she don’t even want so see me. Its start with a single little mistakes. Well, we get over it. But, somehow my friend still keep it in a cold war. And of course, i don’t even realize she did it. It’s about a boy. Of course, what else can be a reason for two girls fighting? First, lemme describe this boy. He’s not so attractive from physical but so damn attractive in behavior. His tall about 5.2 feet. His weight ( well, i don’t really good at guessing ) maybe 55 or 56 kg. His skin is tanned by sun burn. My first impression is ‘oh dear this guy is such a mess. Not my type at all. And he like to do some stupid stuff. But he will be a good friend.’ And here we go, we start hanging out together. Me, my two girls, him and his friends. We’ve been hanging out together for months but it feel like we known each other for years. We laugh, we fight, we share same plate when eat, share same glass when drink, even we sometime have a sleepover ( oh just for the girls, boys not including ). We’re having so much fun together. When we laugh together, i saw something that i think, i need to look twice to make sure. Yeah, my friend ( you know one of the judges at the voice kids german, Lena? You can call her that ) have a crush to one of the boys ( call him Wayne, why? Beause that name is just pop out in my head ). Yeah i repeat, Lena have a crush on Wayne. First Lena won’t tell the truth. Well, Wayne and i are likely a couple. If people sees us, they thought that we’re a couple. But, of course it a big NO! And hell not gonna happen. I convince everybody in gangs that won’t happen in a million years. So, Lena may have her relieve. And of course, Lena keep it a secret from everybody else that she have a crush on Wayne. Except for me and Gwen ( you know gwen stefani the judges in the voice usa? Well you can call her that way because i love the voice so much haha ) we know everything, EVERY THING Lena feels. But, Gwen know the most. Lena still keep secret from me because she know Wayne had a crush on me. Well, i don’t expect that from him because we were so close together so i never think to see him that way.

To be continued…

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Roses 💐 #seinkaras #birthdaygoals

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Good weather 😊