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ALMOST POAYED ON MY MAIN

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I wanna relapse badly

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Am I me? Is there even a me at all? Did me NEEVR exist?

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Feeling empty feeling empty feeling so empty who even am I? I dunno

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It hurts it hurts everything hurts my head hurts I feel sick I need to cut more and more but I can't tell anyone a thing I can't worry them or burden them so I'll just keep scremqing and writhing in agony until I'm pushed far over

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Is it really just gonna be a constant loop until I die??????

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I can't handle life I can't handle life I can't handle life I can't handle life I can't handle life I can't handle life

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17 and 13 isn't a weird age gap right well it is but he didn't mean it like that he was depressed and struggling it was just a joke it was just a joke he didn't actually rape me he was joking when he said he would be only sexualised me as a joke right right I'm being sensitive ik being so fucking sensitive fuck I feel icky and gross

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I don't like remembering I hate hate hate it

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I'm going to end up all alone again aren't i

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Yju don't talk when I'm there only when I'm.not they'd be happier without me for sure

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I know they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate hate hate hate hate hate hate eggs why's ebstevhste ne

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If I died no one would give two shits I'm so easily replaceable my friends don't like me they hate me they really hate me I just know it and my family gets bothered by my very presence I need to dissapear right right nowww

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Shit keeps happening and I Do Not Exist

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Me thinks I'm gonna relapse again

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I'm so tired it hurts it really hurts I feel sick I feel really sick SOEMONE tell me I'm sick SOEMONE help me cure my.eickness.heal.me.hesl me that's what you do when someone's sick you get them help help me.please.soelone fucking hell me

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LOLLL ON WASTING MYIFE I AM I AMMM I DONT JAVE ONE AY ALL OM GONNA IDE IM NUST GONNA SIE AND FKY FAR AWAY AND EVERYONE WILL BE GLAD!!!!!