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2024 Total Solar Eclipse

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The Invisible Woman (1940)

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[Text ID: Yours, yours. I was painted for you.]

— Donna Tartt, from “The goldfinch.”

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Kurt Cobain

Seattle, WA, US January 1, 1993

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I love how the moss makes trees look chunky

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The Mausoleum by the Phantom Painter

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𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐎 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 ✧

+ make a wishlist so you’ll be prepared when it’s your birthday/Christmas

+ do five or more journal prompts

+ start a new hobby or make a list of new hobbies you’d like to try

+ write a letter to your future self or film a video for your future self

+ digital redecorating: change the theme/layout of your devices

+ reread a book you haven’t read in 3 or more years

+ watch a show or film in a genre you don’t usually watch

+ go on YouTube and make a playlist of your favorite self improvement/advice videos to watch when you’re down or need a push

+ learn a favorite song on an instrument

+ paint or draw the view outside your bedroom window

+ make a Pinterest board that perfectly captures the vibe(s) you wish to embody

+ organize your desk

+ go on a walk when the sun sets

+ watch a YouTuber you used to love

+ plan your ideal trip! it’s super fun to dream up possible vacations!!

+ look for a new podcast to listen to

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I wish I was right when I questioned being aromantic but all of a sudden he happened. I didn't realise before how peaceful my life was and I wish I had cherished it more.

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I really wish I could move on already but no matter what I do with myself he's haunting my thoughts every 5 minutes like please it's so tiring I don't wanna be able to love anymore. It got to the point he's always appearing in my dreams and whenever I turn my head to, I'm either seeing his name or hearing it. Bitch you friendzoned me a year ago can it all please stop

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Came so many times I can't cum anymore and my clit is numb all because I was thinking about girls like ugh I want her so badly

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What if he absolutely wrecked me on his desk in that particular classroom after hours 🤔 Joking... unless?

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Ok so I haven't posted for a while but in the meantime I became a bad bitch. Not to be delusional but ik he finds me hot it's so fucking obvious 😵‍💫 Like he stares all the time whenever I give him a sideye I catch him staring, when I turn around before I exit the class I catch him staring. When he asks me questions in italian during the lesson they always have some flirty vibe and not long ago he even put on a love song in our lesson for us to understand the lyrics. Another cute thing I noticed is whenever he shows something to the whole class like and object or smth he's always looking at me like I'm the most important there (because I am lol). But the best thing is when I'm talking to him with my friend it's like she's not there like he's so hypnotised I can't

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Mary Shelley, from Frankenstein; or, The Modern Prometheus

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Sichuan

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First lesson with him this school year today: I walked in in the most slutty yet innocent outfit I own. All the emotions overwhelmed me sm, I was staring like all the time at the start but then only glanced when he wasn't looking. Caught him staring a few times (gosh his eyes are so pretty) 😵‍💫. I got so embarrassed when it was my turn to speak and stuttered even tho in my head it all sounded perfectly and got all red. Also I haven't noticed it before but he's always somehow praising me extra? Like when others answer perfectly right he either won't say anything or he'll just say "good" but when I do something right even when I stutter af or do a small mistake he's saying things like "perfect" "very well" "good job" like sirrr I'm meltingg

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Why am I so needy for him all the time like I get it, I lack father figure, but I just wanna be his little girl is that too much to ask

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Guys I kinda forgot to update but I found his house. No, it wasn't intentional, I just saw his car out the garage one day when I was on a walk 🤙