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he pant too big for he gotdamn legs

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WHAT THE FUCK KANSAS.

Ok, but anyone who volunteers to do these “inspections” needs to be placed on a watch list. Instantly.

This is a recipe for disaster.

And all the kids, trans or not, are going to be terrified of this. And they can’t say no?l?

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someone needs to ban me from listening to mitski. Working on KawoShin art based on a song by her. I’m gonna cry if I lose motivation

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HAPPY TRANS DAY OF VISIBILITY!

I’m very happy for today, as I’m going to a protest right now and can’t help but think we got this far. I’m happy that we can exist, even if some, including mine’s family is unaccepting of who you are, it’s good to know you could at least find out who you are! If you’re going to a protest like me, please be sure to stay safe+ bring UV light pepper spray, that way you can hurt someone, and if they say it wasn’t them, police, if you’re lucky and they actually care, can check under a black light. If you can, bring someone with you, not only for fun, but for safety. They can be a witness and will hopefully make you feel safer. If you’re wearing a binder remember to take breaks!! We all know at this point that police don’t care about marginalized communities like us, so it’s best to watch out for yourself, and everyone else.

I don’t know how many people this will reach considering my blog size, and how soon I started posting, but if you do see this-Have a good day to everyone, and please be safe out there!

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idc if it’s my first post to the general tumblr crowd I NEED to talk about Kawoshin or i will actually explode. SPOILERS FOR THE END OF EVANGELION AND REBUILDS.

Ok so I know Hideaki Anno said “yeah I didn’t create them with intent of them being gay” but at this point idc because he never said to not ship it so now you get to see me mindlessly rant about my favorite boys!!

Ok so I’m gonna point out how everyone in the End Of Evangelion saw the people they loved, Gendo saw Yui, Maya saw Ritsuko, etc ect you get what I’m saying. Now of course Shinji didn’t die but he saw the person he loved, he saw Kaworu in the scene where Rei was giant and above the clouds n shit. He immediately calmed down when he saw him, too. He asks “is this where you’ve been this whole time, Kaworu?” Or something like that, as if it was like “I didn’t kill you? You were here this entire time and I didn’t really kill you?” Which breaks my heart every time I think about it. Like you can tell he feels overwhelmingly guilty at the fact he killed Kaworu by his own hands, and in EOE, he’s unbelievably stressed, anxious and depressed but when he sees Kaworu he smiles, he’s calm. You can look at this as either that Shinji just got lifted of all this guilt, or that he’s just gay for Kaworu, but either way I look at it this way: Kaworu was the only person who showed genuine love and interest in Shinji, I mean who tells anyone “Maybe I was born to meet you” in a platonic way?

In the rebuilds I think Anno caught on and sprinkled a bit of Kawoshin into the movies, like 3.33’s poster, in the stars in the background there’s the star crossed lovers. LOVERS. I’m gonna say that louder for the people in the back- THE STAR-CROSSED LOVERS. I think you all know what that means. And who platonically writes the universe so that you and someone else can meet in every single timeline just to give them happiness? He literally says “I’m you, I’m just like you. That’s why I was attracted to you, I wanted to give you happiness” very, very straight of him to say that.

Also just a silly little self projection hc. They’re so T4T transmasc you CANNOT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE.

Anyways yeah uh I know it’s my first post to the crowd of tumblr but they’re plaguing my mind and I’m gonna explode if I don’t talk about it.

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Hello, welcome to my blog!

I’ve had this blog for a while but never used it, but now I have the sudden flow of running a tumblr blog, so here we go?

Things I do here! -I will post lots of art, probably text posts as well. I don’t really care about constructive criticism but am open to it. I’m very self taught so it might help a little. -RANT. If there is something I want to rant about it will most likely be posted here, from character designs to my opinion on a piece of media, I will likely make a post about it. In all honesty I love politics but unless it causes shock and distress to me I will not post about politics.

Things about me! I’m an autistic, intersex trans guy, my current special interests/hyperfixations at the moment are Evangelion (NGE+rebuilds, uninterested in the games), philosophy and psychology! I’m open to chat with people. My favorite musical artists are Mitski and Abuse/Abuseken. English is not my very first language however I can speak it fluently. I may have mistakes in wording or punctuation as said by English friends, so ignore that.

DNI/Boundary list, some will be explained if I think there needs to be explanation. -Basic DNI criteria. (Racist, ableist, etc.) -Right wing -MAP/pedophile -Proshippers. (No, i don’t care if it’s a “coping mechanism”.) -Pro ed/sh or anti recovery -Schizoposters. As a person with schizophrenia I cannot bear myself to look at schizoposts, as they induce severe delusions or panic. -DSMP fandom. Most of the creators are groomers, racists, or something else controversial and if not, they are in support of the people who are.