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A few moments ago, gofundme deleted our donation campaign, from which transfers had been previously stopped. Unfortunately, a few moments ago, the news came to me like a thunderbolt, as there were approximately 35,000 euros on it. Unfortunately, they were deleted. I had built great hope on them so that I could continue to live, me and my family, but in the end, they were deleted. I am really very, very, very sad and tired. All my effort that I suffered for a while has gone. I launched another campaign to collect donations for me and my family, and we collected approximately 32,000, but donations have decreased very significantly in the recent period, and I do not know the reason. Today, I am here to ask you to support me in my ordeal. This matter is really very, very difficult, so do not leave me alone. Your support for me makes it much easier, so please donate to me here.

Everyone who donated to my old campaign will receive their donation within 3 to 7 days, so if you donated to our old campaign, please donate to this campaign. Here is the link.

This is the donation link to our new campaign. Every bit of help means a lot to me. Let's make up for our loss, please.

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Nader is only 17 and his family are sick and starving. Zionists have destroyed their home, and now the Zionists' siege on Gaza has left Gazans without water, food or basic supplies. Nader is exhausted, and so is his father who has cancer that continues to go untreated. they have been sheltering from bombs in old shops, empty of food. please, if you can, share and donate so Nader can get his family to safety.

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Israel cuts Gaza's final internet line, plunging it into total communication blackout.

Israel bombed the last main fibre route in Gaza, which means that as of June 12, all internet and fixed-line communication services are now completely cut off, further isolating Gaza amidst an ongoing genocide.

I am seeing more and more calls from inside of Gaza for help with eSims as that is currently the only way they can connect internally and with the outside world.

- Buy eSIMs here.

- If you can't afford it, you can donate any amount to this eSIM fund.

- Instructions on how to buy and share eSIMs.

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💔 My Family is Starved and Trapped in Gaza, Please Help Them Reach Safety 💔

My family evacuation campaign has been VETTED by @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi #151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List

Also, see Here.

As of 20/05/2025, we are at 89% of our goal thanks to your support.

From my place here in Ireland, I am the only hope for my large family trapped in Gaza, but that hope is fading fast without your continued support.

Family is everything to me. I could NEVER imagine life without them. Without my elderly parents, without my sweet nieces and nephews. When I evacuated Gaza, I did so with one mission: to sustain and save my family. They are still enduring unimaginable horrors under constant bombardment, running for their lives from one place to another.

We have reached 89% of our goal thanks to your incredible generosity.

I cannot thank you enough. Your support is literally helping me save lives. You are giving my family a chance at survival, and giving me hope.

But I still need your help.

Nothing is more excruciating than watching a genocide unfold in your homeland while your loved ones are trapped inside it. If that would not traumatize you, what would?

Israel has made its intentions terrifyingly clear: a full-scale invasion, mass displacement to the south, and likely forced expulsion from Gaza. This is not speculation. It is already happening:

Airstrikes. Starvation. Mass killing. No one is safe.

I can NOT sit here and only pray. I MUST act, and I need your help to do it.

I am appealing to you again:

Donate if you can Reblog and share this post

Spread the word

Lives depend on you. Please do NOT look away.

Please help me save my family. SOS!

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Do you remember that little girl? I'm sure you've seen her picture before, but you didn't know her story or what she was suffering from because you hadn't read before.

This is my little girl Ronza, she was born in the war and she is now one year old and her birthday was two weeks ago. She didn't celebrate it either. Ronza suffers from malnutrition and she appealed before.

Today, we had her blood tested, and the result was heartbreaking: 🔴 Hemoglobin level: 7.3 🥺

This is extremely low and means she is suffering from severe anemia that threatens her life.

Under normal conditions, this could be treated.

But here in Gaza…

There is no adequate food

No proper medicine

No functional hospitals

No safety and no means to provide her with basic care

Ronza is suffering from extreme weakness, pale skin, and lack of energy, and she is in urgent need of medical treatment and proper nutrition — simply to survive.

As a heartbroken father watching his child wither in his arms, I beg for your help.

Please stand with us. Help us save Ronza before it’s too late.

Every donation, every share, every kind word… could bring her back to life.

📌Save Ronza… Her childhood shouldn’t be full of pain 💔

Unfortunately, the internet has been cut off in Gaza for two days now. I will not be able to send you the post to share. I hope you share the post if you see it, and I appreciate it.

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please help my brother ibrahim survive as gaza starves and suffers! his father still suffers with bladder cancer and ibrahim is sick and exhausted! :(

please check his blog @wolf-aid for vetting proof!! thank you and much love from me, ibrahim, and his family again and again

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We Were There... They Executed the City

Two days ago, we decided to return home to see what was left of it this time.

We woke up at seven in the morning.

We didn’t tell my family about our decision until we were already packing our bags, ready to move forward.

Even my beloved grandmother tried to stop me. She pleaded with me, begged me… but I lied.

I told her we were going to visit my sister, where Hassan’s family had been displaced to the south.

Only Sarah knew about our real plan. I told her the night before.

She tried to stop me, warned me not to make such a reckless decision.

And it was a reckless one I know.

Even though she isn’t from here, she seems to understand all too well what this mentally deranged occupier is capable of.

I appreciate her fear…

And I deeply value her constant emotional support, which I’ve needed more than anything, and more than ever before.

But I’m sorry, Sarah…

Because someone is counting on me. Someone is waiting for me.

Yes the plants.

I can’t turn my back on them and leave them behind.

Our souls are connected… from their roots to my heart.

We reached the city…

And everything was upside down.

Everything was grey.

The houses were all shattered.

The trees burned.

You know… their aircraft saw us. They noticed we had returned.

But it seems this time, they let us stay.

Because they know what they did to this city.

They know they wiped away every trace of it.

They know they destroyed all paths to survival.

They executed life itself here.

I looked around and saw my beloved books suffocating under dust and rubble

as if they’d been playing with it for days on end.

The trees had lost all their greenery.

Now covered in ash

As if grey were swallowing them whole.

It was truly tragic and heartbreaking.

I was devastated by what I saw.

I rushed to check on the little plants Hassan and I had recently planted in small pots.

Some had died… unable to survive.

Others were still waiting… begging for help.

Hassan was heartbroken he didn’t make it in time for the thyme "الزعتر".

It had died too.

I went to water what was left. But then came the shock…

There wasn’t enough water.

In fact, there was none.

Our home’s water tanks were smashed

nothing but shattered fragments scattered everywhere.

Hassan looked around, hoping to find water from our neighbors.

But all their tanks were destroyed too

Not even a few drops left.

Finally, we found a few small containers.

His brother had filled them before they fled.

I took them and began watering the mint, the grapevine, the banana plant, and some flowers.

When I finished, I found my gentle-hearted angel busy feeding the cats.

Ever since we stayed here previously, he always made a habit of caring for the cats in the area.

I walked toward him

And I was shocked at how few remained.

Back in March 2024, when we were last here, dozens of cats would come to us for help.

Now it felt as if they had all gone extinct in this wretched city.

Only three were left.

One of them was bleeding from the back of her neck

Clearly a recent injury.

Even Maryam wasn’t there.

By the way, Maryam isn’t our cat.

But she’s lived in our home for seven years ever since we settled here.

She’s the one who gives birth to those sweet, tiny kittens…

We called out for her over and over.

But no use.

She didn’t answer. She didn’t come.

I hope you’re okay, Maryam…

And I hope this nightmare ends soon.

By the way…

Today is my thirty-first birthday.

Everything is grey.

But I have complete faith in God, in my love, in all of you, in my music, in my plants

That I will bloom despite it all.

I’m trying, and I’ll keep trying, to color my life again.

To fill it with beauty:

The green in my trees,

The blue in my skies,

The purple in my flowers, and the sunsets I cherish.

And also

Mint "النعناع" was the second to wish me a happy birthday… right after the love of my life.

Please…

Don’t leave me in all this ash.

With your prayers and your love,

I will become capable of living again…

Capable of facing more days to come.

I love you all.

Shahad

VETTED by @gazavetters ✅️ (#502) & VETTED by @bilal-sala7 (#3)

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Why does no one feel my pain and hear my cries? Every day I feel ashamed and helpless in front of you and in front of my son. He wakes up from the coma and talks. Travel saved me, my father. My tears and my brokenness in front of him make me wish for death. I came to you full of hope, especially for the owners of the big pages. Why don't you look at Samir's situation? I wonder if you saw a person die and his life was in your hand, would the blessings of Samir’s life in your hand stop? With your contributions and strengthening the campaign, you are able to help my son with urgent travel and treatment. Please. 🫂😢🙏🙏💔

😢🙏🙏🙏🙏🥺

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Cooing condescendingly at a pretty thing sprawled on the bed in front of me, wet and hard and leaking all over my hand as he begs to cum. Wanna get fucked stupid so bad, don't you, boy? God, they look so pathetic, it's almost cute how riled up they are, desperate from my hands alone and i haven't even used my mouth yet.

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"Fuck, you're so pretty-" And I'll look even prettier bending you over the counter and watching you squirm as you hear my undo my belt buckle. Fucking pavlov you from the jingling noises my carabiner makes when i unhook it off my pants to pull my cock out. Mmhhmm clothed sex.

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We are still being killed, we are still suffering, 21 months of suffering, massacres and famine, here is Gaza, that's all I want to say.

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There is no holiday because we are killed every day

There is no holiday because we are hungry and cannot find food

There is no holiday because we will not live in peace

Me against the world

Please we are living through the most difficult times in ages please donate to us here to provide food

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I'm making this post on the behalf of Sami and his family. Sami's spoken to me from the heart of Gaza, where his financial and living situation is extremely difficult. They have no food, and his daughter Lynn was seriously injured a few days ago — she needs surgery and medication.

The fundraiser can be found here.

Please do anything you can to help, any engagement is appreciated even if you cannot directly give to the campaign. Thank you so much <3.

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my friend @ahmedaldani333 wanted me to share his story with you:

My family and I lived the worst night of our lives yesterday because the occupation bombed many tents in our camp and we were homeless in the street without a cover or a tent and we miraculously survived and today we went to our tent while we were under bombardment and we found that the roof of the tent was completely removed and now we took what was left of the tent and put it in the street and we are in the street without water or any of the necessities of life and we do not have any food and my brother has been injured for 400 days and he needs water or a blanket and he needs health care and medicine and now we do not have any of the necessities of life we are now terrified and exhausted from fatigue.

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I'm so fucking giddy at the thought of calling someone "mine". That's my boyfriend!! That's my babyboy!! My dumbass!! Mine mine mine!! Yipeeee!!