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‘Sleeping Nymph’ by Alexander Rothaug (German, 1870–1946)

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in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

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photographer: Sugar McD // model: Jordan Underwood (they/he)

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David Lynch, “The Angriest Dog in the World”

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”I want to know your headcount” “I want to know who’s fronting” so do I, get in line

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“communication is key” i say, as i ghost all the people i care about because i cannot express my feelings due to trauma

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If people were too mean to you when you were growing up, a newborn animal will materialize inside your brain and it’s so so scared and shivering and it will stay there for years. Decades, even. And whenever you say something kind of weird but true to your heart the animal will tell you “Noo! You can’t say that! If you say that, everyone will hate you!”. The animal means well. It’s so so small and everything is so scary for them and it’s just trying to protect you. But listen to me. Listen to me. Whenever this happens, you can’t do what the animal says. You can’t. If you do, you’ll become as scared as the animal. You have to keep saying weird shit. You have to keep doing things the animal wouldn’t approve of. If you do enough things that scare the animal, maybe one day it’ll go to sleep.

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can you get that weird guy out of here please. I’m starting to feel a little bit flustered and i don’t want to confront & come to terms with that right now

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'traces of an imaginary affair' by björn franke, 2006 in love design - daab (2009)

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autistic plural culture is going "ya my childhood wasn't that bad" to getting diagnosed as autistic to then realizing your a system and wondering how much of your childhood trauma was not being accommodated

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blood as a fashion statement u either get it or u don’t

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GET WEIRD!

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the sick rose: disease + the art of medical illustration - richard barnett (2014)

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Honcho (1986) - Vol.9 N8

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that was wildly inappropriate of you. I think I’m in love with you

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DID is simultaneously the most subtle, ambiguous disorder while also being the most intense, all-encompassing, extremely-personal-because-it-affects-fundamental-perceptions-like-memory-and-identity-at-all-hours-of-the-day disorder of all time.