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( NEW INTRO POST IS LIVE!!! this is the old post with the new images edited in so it shows up correctly in the tag, but there’s an archived version of the old post here!

this is the only old post that’ll be changing since I needed to fix a few things that were becoming problems for future story beats and were also just bothering me in general. most importantly gordon no longer uses google chrome.

side note - the alt text on this post as well as a few others is broken i think. theres not much i can do about this since tumblr is fighting me on editing older posts. i'll keep trying to find a workaround but there will always be transcripts under the cut just in case! )

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( while i work on New Stuff, here’s some Extremely Old Stuff!

these are placeholders i made while working on the blog pages before i had the final art finished! i still think they’re funny.

my christmas gift to you. enjoy. )

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CHAPTER INDEX

CHAPTER 1 - FAMILIAR FACES

CHAPTER 2 - ONWARDS AND UPWARDS (IN PROGRESS)

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( also! before i can even think about restarting this blog proper there’s some major housekeeping that needs to be done first and has needed to be done for like two years so! we’ll start there :] )

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If I had a nickel for every hlvrai au ask blog I followed that is potentially starting again I’d have 2 nickles.

Which isn’t a lot. But I love that it’s happened twice and I am staring at one in particular hoping

( TEEHEE :3 the hl2 trailer came kind of at a perfect time for me bc it reignited my brainrot and im doing a lot better in the heath department lately where i finally feel like i could handle running this again!!! ive been doing some writing for a different project as well as a lot of art for school and it FEELS. like im ready.

so uhhh thank u for ur patience and hopefully people still care about this blog LMAO. see you soon. maybe. no promises. )

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Hey, you okay? And is this still running?

( ….hi there.

your timing is impeccable )

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Crickets and morning sun, look onto all the lovely things that you've done. We want to give wishes of hope, that you'll be better, for it's the least you deserve, for the wonder you've made. And take your time with all that you do, for that is something you deserve too

this is the sweetest message i’ve ever received im legit about to start fucking sobbing

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thank you for all the kind words following my last post. it really means a lot to me :]

please believe me when I say I didn’t just get bored and decide to abandon this blog. i had to give up a lot of things I took a lot of pride in when I got sick, this blog being one of them. it’s been a really tough year and a half for me, and with my current condition I just physically can’t produce content at the rate and volume this blog requires. i really do want to come back once I get better, but for now I really just need to focus on my health

thank you to everyone who’s been really kind and encouraging during this weird hiatus, you’re the true mvps and I love you all with my whole heart <3

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The blog is dead- :( THE LAST POST IS ATLEAST 4-5 MONTHS AGOOOO-

i haven’t posted for 4-5 months because I am still extremely sick and physically cannot work. i don’t know when I’ll be able to get back to this project honestly. thanks though

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I never really posted here, but a friend of mine convinced me to do it so,, here you go,, it's ya boy,, Benrey from @rpgvrai !

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I have been reminded of this blog again! Time to reread the whole thing for the.... I don't know how many times I've reread it but it's more than 6!

AW THATS SO SWEET,,,,,I’ve been missing this blog a lot lately. I know ask blogs have sort of fallen out of fashion again so I don’t know how much people would care once I’m able to start up again but everyone’s kind words are very encouraging :’)

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WAIT HOW DID I MISS THIS,,,,THIS IS SO GOOD THANK U SO MUCH!!!!! 💕💕💕

another thing I originally sketched out for a pmv but thought looked cool so i rendered it

forgive me for giving up at the NINE SKELETONS (last one is hidden behind his arm) but i did not mean to even actually finish this today, i just kinda did. @rpgvrai

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blog die? :(

( NO IM ALIVE I POMISE-

sorry for the sudden unexplained break!! I think I’ve mentioned my health issues once or twice here before but. basically things have been Not Great lately and I’ve been going through a lot of shitty testing and stuff for it and aaaaaaaa. I don’t really want to get into it all here but ! TLDR BLOGS NOT DEAD I STILL WANNA FINISH WHAT I STARTED i just need to uhhhh build up my Creative Stamina a little more again so I can produce content at the rate this blog requires. SO I’LL BE BACK SOON just not yet ok I love you all <3 )

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What's keeping you up anyway Benrey? Bad dreams too?

GORDON: Ok, your turn.

BENREY: whuh

GORDON: Why are you still awake?

BENREY: bro i already told you i-

GORDON: That’s bullshit and you know it.

BENREY: ......

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Penny for your thoughts, Benrey?

BENREY: im not so good at uh. at the whole comforting thing, but...

BENREY: ...if the kid’s anything like you im sure he’ll be fine.

GORDON: Ha...Thanks. I think.

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We'll figure out how to get you outta here Gordon. Until then, we've just gotta try and hope for the best. There's not much else we can do. But it'll be okay. Maybe get a bit shitty, but, it's darkest before the sun rises.

For now, how about you tell us a bit about Joshua? Maybe that'll take your mind off some things and get back to Snoozeville.

GORDON: R-right, thank you.

GORDON: Umm...let’s see here. Joshua is 6 years old, about to go into first grade in a couple weeks.

GORDON: He loves cowboys, farm animals and...Oh! He also likes to draw! He’s really good at it too.

GORDON: I wish I had a photo or something I could show you guys...