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we are sad to announce that the headmate behind this account stopped existing a while ago.. we will be deactivating this account as we would rather have the memory of this person archived even if he wasnt the best.

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not sols posting this just letting everyone know he has left front for now, might be back tomorrow or in a few days. she has a lot going on mentally rn. i will be logging out of this acc untill they get back

- Dr. A. C

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Dude it sounds like your partner is abusing you deadass

no dw im just severly mentally unstable and having a mental health crisis.

if anything im the harmful one in the relationship and i didnt even mean to be. so dw it isnt abusing me and if he was it would be consentual anyway.

context for last nights posts is that i did something horrible without realising and then was left with my own brain to steep in my mistakes.

that being said i appreciate the consern, but you dont have to worry about me getting abused/very genuine for the whole post

both her and i have therapists now who will step in if either of us fuck up (i didnt have one yet last night), i mostly just keep spiralling as a consiquence of my own actions.

edit: i also wanna way the sudden update in boundries was not so much as even asked for my my partner. it is just something i think would help our current personal situation

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im going to be logging off for today, i need some time away from my blog. i have kind of come to despise my creation.

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ATTENTION: pinned post time (the boundaries update)

hi im sols/solsy, im (insys) 16/17 but im intra omniage and an age hoarder. the outerworld body is 21. im a parakid but im not posting about that anymore.

other info if found on #faq tag

boundries:

please dont flirt with me anymore. idc who you are. unless you are the person "#⇻⸸⇺ forever theirs" is for do not flirt with me, do not hit on me, and do not make sexual comments towards me anymore. its all off the table.

tags:

(will add any i forgot)

faq tag | important questions and infomation

⇻⸸⇺ rambles | text posts inc my own reblogs of my own posts

⇻⸸⇺ guest appearance | reblogs

⇻⸸⇺ intrests | mostly tua and other things i like

⇻⸸⇺ hoarding | my labels n stuff

⇻⸸⇺ a friendly chat | anything from my inbox hate or otherwise

⇻⸸⇺ cunning games and interesting lies | askbox games and asks from askbox games

⇻⸸⇺ the hatred boils | anything discourse, will be tagged

⇻⸸⇺ cries of the cryptid | vent posts, tagged to the best of my abilities

⇻⸸⇺ dancing the line | probably discontinued tag for anything non platonic

⇻⸸⇺ forever theirs | anything about my best friend and partner

⇻⸸⇺ his 5th favroite toy | anything about my f/o five hargreeves

⇻⸸⇺ holding them forever in my heart | anything about any of my fictional others and fictional crushes

do i need a tag for my objectum posting? our laptop is really sexy | placeholder tag for objectum posting and reblogging

all warning tags are tagged as #tw: [topic]

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vent

depression, ect ect. the usual, with a side of passive ideation™

i want to scream and cry and sleep until everyone forgets about me,, i already fucked up and its only the 3rd day.. i really hurt people because im too fucking stupid to think twice about something i was told during a mental health episode.. i deserve every ounce of suffering this is causing me, i dont deserve help, i dont deserve a lot of things,, i finally had someone other then my best friend of years that i felt actually safe around and i fucked it up,, i hurt them, and i probably hurt her too but i dont have confirmation on that.. why am i so fucking stupid!!!! i deserve to have nothing, to be alone forever, i hope it hate me!! both of them should hate me!! one of them does,, im already halfway there..

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ive been questioning if im cis autistic for months but after the past couple days i dont think im allowed to be in denial about that anymore./vauge

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TRANSPEACEFUL 🪻🌎

A parallel term to transhateful; An identity related to desiring to be peaceful, or having peaceful ideologies, despite not feeling so physically.

This term was NOT made to be a "tame" or "sanitized" variant of transhateful, but rather an opposite that exists for categorization and identity. I would prefer for you to coin your own flag for this term if you are, for whatever reason, anti-transhateful.

TRANSHARMLESS 🪷🌎

A parallel term to transharmful; An identity related to desiring to be harmless, or having harmless ideologies, despite not feeling so physically.

This term was NOT made to be a "tame" or "sanitized" variant of transharmful, but rather an opposite that exists for categorization and identity. I would prefer for you to coin your own flag for this term if you are, for whatever reason, anti-transharmful.

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vent

repitition

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

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vent

(depression, hopelessness)

im fucked, ive actually been fucked over. im scared, actually want help for once, everything is the definition if uncertainty rn, and i have no one..

it sucks! i hate it! i need to talk to someone about how scary this is, and i just dont have anyone..

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yeah, you'd be good for me too, wouldn't you? Let me use you and mark you

heh heheh, maybe, its very tempting~

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Oh no, not like that... I mean bite marks, hickeys, bruises, all over your pretty body, all from me~

sounds like a dream <3

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You're so cute, you know that? I'd love to mark you.

i think only if its nothing that can be used to identify you so no name or anything, only one person can do that to me. collecting marks sounds fun tho <3

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Don't need 'em, you're about the only person I follow that posts <3

🤔 interesting. its an honor to fill your dash then

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Ofc I am, I follow you, darling <3

do you even on notifs on for this depraved little icky boy? 🥺

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Transsmoke

Someone who thinks they should be/wants to be/identifies with/a smoker