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Ask off. I hoped I could learn more about this (and I did… kinda? Hearing peoples pov is helpful!) but someone is clearly just spamming insults and no one needs to see that… slurs aren’t cute. In any context.

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i’ve read your thread and these asks, and i can only hope you don’t carry this situation along with you in the future. a lot of this is just the classic witch hunt mentality of the game’s social scene, and i’m sorry to see you caught up in the middle of it. from an outsider’s perspective, i don’t think you were wrong to try and speak up for yourself in a situation that has been highly miscommunicated, even if it wasn’t in the cleanest way and could’ve been handled with a bit more stability, i can’t necessarily blame you for that because i can see this is a high pressure situation and i can recognize the anxiety of being targeted by a bunch of users can feel really restricting. i think that one anon with the long ask communicated my same opinions really well so i won’t press further on how i feel about the situation, but i hope to send you well wishes in this chaos. i would simply recommend turning asks off to save your remaining sanity, and to try and remember that this game is full of bullies and their bandwagon, but this is only a very small portion of the world: it’s not the end of the world if things went wrong on something as silly as a hello kitty game, so i hope you can find solace in yourself and somewhere else should you choose to leave the game, with people who actually want to support and help you. take care.

You too. I’m really am trying my best. I wasn’t able to go HSD tonight (and I wont for a quite a while, at least) because I’m terrified but I’ve read everything here.

I really do appreciate you giving me your time tonight. All of you. Even if you hate me I want to thank you for being here from the very bottom of my heart. I’ve never had to write a callout thread before and with twitter deleting half of it I know it wasn’t always clear. Regardless of your opinion of me thank you for being here.

This is my last post of the night. I’m sorry again for all the trouble.

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Please just leave everyone alone thats all we ask

I will. Please dont worry.

I don’t understand any of this, still, but I can do that much. I’m sorry for causing so much drama tonight. I thought ripping the bandaid off would help me find some type closure but I just feel all messy again.

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I’m reaching my limit so I’m gonna go. I don’t think there’s anything else I can do. I had more for the thread but I’ll just stop… I can’t do this anymore.

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Ok i honestly don't know what i'm missing. You asked them if they wanted to see and they said yes. Is there something i'm missing?? Because if that's what happened i honestly don't see any issue with what happened.

See this is where I’m @!! No one is saying anything but insults… someone said I should of got more explicit consent and I can take that. Maybe I shouldn’t of done it so causally but i

I don’t understand this. I tried waiting to address this until I was stronger mentally… maybe thats why? I just dont know anymore

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Not everyone will agree but if the person involves feels like you did something wrong then you did. Why cant you stop trying to use youe mental health. You’re 26, act like it.

I’m not trying to use anything, I was trying to be honest. I didn’t want you guys to think I took any of this lightly… I took it all so seriously. I cried constantly. I had nightmares about this app. I thought being vulnerable would prove I took this seriously and not like a joke. Maybe I was wrong…?

And I’m trying. I know I have catching up to do. I’m doing the best I can but, again, I have a lot going on outside of this app. And have since I was a child. My therapist said anyone in my position would struggle a bit too.

I can accept making an mistake, sure. But is the way people have been treating me really fair? Yall treated webs better. I don’t think I deserve this. And if someone could read this without the rumors in their head, I think they will see that.

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You’re fucking vile get off the internet

Keyanna told me that last time. And I’ve cut my screentime by A LOT since then. I’m working on it.

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Neither of them told you that and hannah didnt speak to you for a while only a few times after the situation. Be fr.

Those are just twitter dms! We were on HSD too!!! And I would like tweets and reply to things that weren’t dms. I can’t show an entire relationship in a few screenshots…

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There’s so many coming I’m really trying to answer them all before I go to sleep but I’m just so upset rn. Please be patient.

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Post every single anon post that goes in here don’t be scared

I’m trying theres a lot

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i disagree with the post. what you did was wrong. we have seen the proof uncovered with the exact same information you posted. one of them i can not say for but for hannah you need to leave her alone you actually did that shit own up to it weirdo

Where? Can you tell me???

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Crying at the pic you thought was a nude was just cleavage, you are the ultimate dumbass.

i was just trying to show the nature of some of our convos and, again, I’m blocked from her second acc. I get all the interactions we had but I tried my best…

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fuck that person talking about delusional pills and hearing voices. you all are always on your fucking moral high horse but are openly ableist and disgusting when you need to bully someone into hating themselves.

I don’t know what to think about this app anymore…

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And now every one is really going to hate you for this, you did not clear up your side at all, only showed how much of an asshole you are. PS get a better therapist yours clearly lied to you.

I have a good therapist tho!!! And when I was in the hospital i had two other ones in addition to my usual. Maybe its hard to show all the context in a few screenshots but they told me that I wasn’t a monster and to not be so hard on myself…,

Do you really think they were lying? Am I just a monster after all….?

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hey. i was concerned about people calling you out for sexual harassment. i read your thread and i want you to know that you are not an evil or disgusting person. everyone in that situation could have handled it all better. people need to assert boundaries, and if they are uncomfortable with a friend overstepping they should reach out like an adult and talk things out before going nuclear. i just want you to know there are people who can read into situations without bias. it's impossible to speak against chatboard once people have made up their minds, so anyone who disagrees or sees nuance can't speak up for you and i am sorry for that.

to my understanding you were friends with these people and they never told you they were uncomfortable or upset. i would understand them better if you all weren't having consistent sexual/suggestive conversations and if they had confronted you. i don't understand why no one is addressing your one friend fetishizing asian men and sending you nsfw pictures without your explicit consent. while you should have also obtained explicit consent, i really do not think this is worth the absolute smearing you are receiving. take care of yourself and protect yourself. unfortunately i don't think anything you say or explain will change most people's minds, so it's better to disengage and talk to people who support you and want to help you grow.

Thank you for sending this. I really thought releasing everything would help but I guess I was wrong. The people pleaser in me wants to understand everything and apologize and ‘finish’ it so I can finally move on but I don’t think I’ll ever get that now.

I take this, and everything else I’ve been receiving (good and bad) to heart. Thank you for giving me your time.

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You are asking why everyone hates you okay. You showed nudes without consent, I don't know what braindead pills you're taking but you did not recieve nudes back. And when your friends were friendly after that was because they were scared and shocked, when you are traumatized it takes you a while to come to terms with happened, and you violated that.

I censored it didn’t I?

But they said it was okay I… how am I supposed to know if no one tells me? I never said it was back? I saw hannah first. We weren’t sexting or anything like that I was just trying to do something different… I tried to apologize too.

Do you think this was a cakewalk for me too? Do you think its fair im compared to webs, a CONVICTED [redacted] because of this? Tell me honestly…

Honestly I regret talking like that with them. I’m going to be more careful going forward for sure. And I’m not braindead! I’m just struggling rn

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hsd is a dramafilled hellhole full of people who will witch hunt anyone as long as the "popular" users are doing it. theres nothing wrong with defending yourself and using screenshots to prove it. but theyll continue to go after you as long as everyones in on it. honestly spare yourself, you were literally just doing friend stuff with friends and theyre upset about you spreading "private information" because now theyre being busted that they enabled it and are pretending that they didnt.

Thats what someone else said but people seem so upset… Its all just so confusing. I know I’m many things but I’m NOT a liar

(For reference Sawako was posting about me a lot when this happened. I was going to put this in the thread)