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MTH FILL - Marvel Art Party - 1072

Made for @bulkyphrase who won Marvel Art Party for Marvel Trumps Hate #1072

Sam wearing Hawkeye's gear! With Jeff on the side. Breaking in somewhere high up. Don't worry, he knows how to use that bow!

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Deep thoughts at 2:22 am

Anyone else having trouble sleeping lately? I've been feeling existential dread and trying to cope by literally trying NOT to feel. It's especially hard when you are someone who is extremely empathic and feels too damn much about everything. Also worse when you live in the hellscape that is America. Thankfully I'm in California, but still ...

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Do any MUSHes actually exist anymore for roleplay?

I miss Amber.

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IronHeart

I really like this show, please give it a chance.

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my heart just went Ouch.:p

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I've probably re-blogged this before, but is truth.

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Did they learn nothing from Napster?? This was only a matter of time.

Link to thread

Link to news story

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My work in progress is currently a 75 000 word monster fic that I swear I'm going to finish. I have a plan, it will work....

Said in Clint Barton's Voice

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Chapter 39 for Archer's Tale

Link for Chapter 39 :

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48457615/chapters/170980318

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Beautiful in Blue - ASMR Journal

i’m trying to grow my channel. any help appreciated. 

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same

An incomplete list of reasons why crafting helps my mental health (and might help yours, too):

It stops me from doom scrolling: can't go on social media if my hands are full of yarn.

It gives me a sense of agency: a lot of things are messed up in a way that's beyond my control, but I can make something that didn't used to exist. It's evidence that I'm alive and I can impact the world, even if the impact is small.

It builds my tolerance for mistakes: I grew up a perfectionist , which is really bad for my wellness and my ability to complete tasks. But crafts are a great source of low-stakes mistakes to help me learn how to handle imperfection. And while there are certainly mistakes I'll always fix, I also have many opportunities to decide a mistake is acceptable and leave it in favor of getting to the finish line.

It interrupts rumination: even if I'm still chewing on some troubling news, it's not front of mind if I need to focus on getting this seam straight or whatever

It helps me meet good people: although there are obvious exceptions, I've found most craft-centered spaces (IRL and online) to be full or supportive, kind, helpful people in all walks of life

It encourages a growth mindset: I'm always learning new things in crafting, and that builds my identity as someone who can grow and improve.

And finally, making your own clothes is empowering: I know this is specific to fiber crafts, but it's important. When you make your own clothes, you flip the notion that you're supposed to "fit into" a certain size and instead remember that clothes are supposed to fit you. You get to learn how to dress the body you have with love and care, instead of allowing manufacturers decide how clothes should look.

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I'm fine with Sebastian shaving his head, but bring back the hair. :p I miss floofy haired Seb.

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my dude, I am one of the legendary people who actually WORKED at a Blockbuster. :) I still remember the hell of when Titanic came out and "I'm King of the world" blasted every ten minutes.

reblog if you remember what it felt like to walk into blockbuster

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i actually need to know people's thoughts on this because at least in my experience the answer to this has drastically changed since i was on tumblr in the 2010s and its driving me fucking insane

*im talking about fandom takes specifically. not someone being horribly evil about a real-life issue or or blatantly factually incorrect. literally just harmless fandom disagreements or differing interpretations of a text/character/etc.

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I adore everything about this

They should be together... I hate marvel writers

+ sketches

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Archer's tale news

The good news is I only have two scenes left to write for Archer's Tale, and there is going to be a good ending, but we're going to have to be patient for Beta.:):)

xoxoxo

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I was going to ask about An Archer’s Tale but I just read some of your posts. Hope you & mom are both mending and I look forward to the next chapter when you get the time🙂

Thankyou! Yes it's been a difficult few months but she's getting better. Anyway. Two more chapters are with My Beta and she's very very busy as these last few months have been trying for a lot of people. :) Hand is now healed and mentality has been sated by Thunderbolts so I'm going to get back into it. I very much appreciate being asked though!!! Bucky's face is swimming around in my head today.:)