runlittlewolfrun

[runlittlewolfrun]

[runlittlewolfrun]

If i am dying...I loved you both. All other people fell away in the face of you. Weather they didnt like me or left me or had bad things to say....in the end it only really mattered me to me that I had you two. I love you. Love eachother. That means you try to understand eachother. That means you dont judge eachother or pick on eachother. Listen to these words now...I know youve heard them a million times. But be kind to eachother.

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Poems & Words

[runlittlewolfrun]

Poems & Words

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I know that there is love. Because I watched them drag her down the isle at his funeral.

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I finally broke free. I will be free.

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I am not a wife. I am a broken marrionette doll.

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“It’s better this way. A little lonelier but better.”

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“She had rooms in her mind that she would not look into.”

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"You do not have to give him a biological child just because he doesn't have one. That's not your job. "

Truth

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You do not owe him

Why do men think they need thier own child? Why do women feel obligated to give a man a biological child of his own? Why arent the children you already have from a previous relationship good enough. Have you ever thought about what it really means when he says yeah i love your kid(s) but i really want one of my own? Because i am going to love it more, treat it differently, favor it. And my fragile male ego is owed you going through pregnancy and labor and all the worry and terror of parenting because....well...because people expect you you to have at least "one of your own". Well Im not doing it. I wanted two kids i had two kids, im done and if that was an issue then were not meant to be. My kids are whole.

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Heavy

Please dont touch me. Please dont kiss me. Please dont put the weight of your body on me because it is SO HEAVY. Why cant you see that i dont like it? That i dont want too? Why doesnt that matter? But all that matters is I keep pushing through panic attacks and venom in my belly to give you what YOU need. What makes YOU feel better. I want out. I want fucking out. I want a divorce. I want you to move away. I never want to hear from you or see you again. I want to do wjat I want and what I need. I want to breathe. Im so tired of your ocean.

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“You can’t just plan a moment when things get back on track, just as you can’t plan the moment you lose your way in the first place.”

— Sarah Dessen, Someone Like You (via books-n-quotes)

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“Here is the riddle of love: Everything it gives to you, it takes away.”

— Alice Hoffman, The Dovekeepers (via books-n-quotes)

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“Love is a fire. It burns everyone. It disfigures everyone. It is the world’s excuse for being ugly.”

— Leonard Cohen, Love Is A Fire (via music-and-quotes)