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Update

My life is a mess. I have (at least) 41 entities in the fusion that fronts. I don't want to be otherkin anymore. Just like I wish I wasn't trans. Yet here I am, unable to change being both.

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So it turns out I have 41 entities fronting not 3.

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Just cry listening to "My Heart Will Go On" at 1am.

Em misses her kids. :(

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Em the Ondine

Hello! Today we are going to meet Em!

Em is a compassionate, nurturing soul who is the softest of the trio. She possesses extremely potent empathic capabilities, and as such can be quite good in mediating, or just listening to people vent. However this can be a double edged sword as strong negative emotion, if she isn’t prepared for it, can overwhelm her.

Em is a pansexual female, and appears as a fair skinned woman wearing any type of blue dress, with blue eyes, icy faerie wings, and hair composed of water.

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Take me on, take me on I’ve been awaken, shaken to a rage

Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Awake (via otherkinwords)

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Darkness takes me to my Dreams. I’ve waited for this, something from which I can’t hide

Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, At My Door (via otherkinwords)

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Poe the Pooka

Hello there! Thought I'd share more about Poe the pooka.

Poe is a trickster and a prankster to their core and loves a good laugh. They are non-binary but female presenting. As a shapeshifter, they take many forms, but their preferred form is a female anthropomorphic goat.

Poe is almost always joking, and can have a hard time in serious situations. They also have moderate to severe mood swings that can make life a tad difficult. One minute they are on top of the world the next, they are morose and sulky.

Thanks for listening!

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Duality

Duality has been a theme for most of my life. This has confirmed to me that I'm otherkin, and also has left me feeling isolated even among people I call "friends" and "peers" because Emotion and Analysis and I all are in control simultaneously and while emotion and I overlap a ton, Analysis is a very different individual. All three of us have learned to cope with this however by cooperating and working as a team. Even Analysis, the grumpy, stubborn earth elemental pulls their weight. In fact, Analysis is hard at work, pulling us through our awakening, sifting through data and compiling it like the rock nerd they are XD. Emotion is much more shy than the loud and proud Analysis, and as such hasn't revealed what kind of fae she is though I know she is a fae. She is the definition of the soft mom to the t. And then... there is me! Mysterious and mischievous, a shape shifting fae. Probably a pooka. ;D

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Please reblog if you know anyone who might take party drugs.

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EVERY PERSON

EVERY SINGLE PERSON

WHO REBLOGS

WILL BE GIVEN A SUPER HERO/VILLAIN NAME

AND THEIR USELESS SUPER POWER

IN THEIR ASK

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Reblog if you think sign language should be taught as a language in schools.

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http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=48836509

こっちでイラコン用に描いたやつ

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Can you please reblog if your blog is a safe place for lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, asexual, aromantic, pansexual, non binary, demisexual or any other kind of queer or questioning people? Because mine is.

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Split ***CW:Sexual assault of minors***

. . . . . . . . . . . . So I talked to another friend of mine, and we think that I am a split. When I was was 2-3 years old I was sexually abused. When this happened, we theorized that my mind split into two entities, that for now we'll simply call Emotion and Analysis. My brain is split down the middle between left and right brain activity because of this theoretical split. Analysis still refuses to believe that we are kin and is actively railing against acknowledging anything kin related due to just how absurd it seems to Analysis, who is fascinated with psychology and psychopathology. Emotion, however, has embraced all things kin face first... of course XD

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Shapeshifter

I have had severe feelings of being a fake... well fake everything today. Perhaps that comes with being a shapeshifter. I think I feel like a fake because this body can't shape shift like I feel it should. It would also explain why sometimes I feel weird as a woman and why I was nonbinary leaning for a bit.

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Protect your trans lesbian sisters ✌