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The day I heard about bombing at davao, I didn’t pay much attention. A lot we're talking about it, explained how it happened based from the news, saying how sorry they are for all the deaths. It was all over the internet too. And it was like I heard nothing at all because i have a lot going on in my mind too that I became so self-centered, not until I have read this.

How can be people became so heinous? I am someone who tries to understand people's behavior, but this gotten enough of my ability. Anger is containing me now. I hate to say that those who did this weren’t sons of Yahweh, but I couldn’t help but ask, are they even people? How can they include such innocent citizens?

Watching the victims pained me. It hurts even more that I couldn’t do anything to offer them help. I didn’t even include them in my prayers last night. Because I was busy with everything going on in my life. I was so busy asking Yahweh why there’s no right thing that’s happening in my life now. When in fact, my dilemmas were nothing compared to what happened in Davao.

Hence, together let’s pray for them. Let’s pray for the deceased to rest in peace despite of their horrible deaths. Let’s pray for those who are wounded to heal, recover and to regain hope. Let’s pray for all the residents in Davao and neighboring cities to keep their faith. Let’s pray for the safety of those who will take necessary actions to what happened. And Let’s pray for the philippines to reclaim peace.

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21st

Hola!  　

okay, so, here it is. I will be celebrating my 21st birthday tomorrow

and I didn’t realized it,

not until one of my friends greeted me in advance.

So yes! It will be tomorrow.

I Didn’t sound excited, did I?

Growing up was the biggest challenge to me. Remembering my past mistakes, experiences, lessons made me realize how much I’ve grown up. I was happy everytime I made a best decision in every undertakings forthwith. And i’m really lucky to have this kind of mentality. I am someone who is open minded, and who understands people rather than judge them. Because I always believed there’s a story behind everything. I am very proud to have become this kind of person.

It wasn’t easy though.

I also judged people before and was judged.

I was screwed.

Hurt.

And ruined.

Before I became who I am today.

I may not be excited tomorrow, but I’m so happy I’ve reached 21 pure, firm and modest.

I couldn’t really say I won’t be experiencing hopeless situations and even harder problems, but I’m much more ready to face them now.

All of this won’t be possible without YAHWEH for the life he bestowed me 　

And allow me to thank my parents - paps & oma for all the sacrifices just to provide us with enough to live and dream.

To my sisters, ate and joyax for all the shared views and talks late at night that help me reflect.

To my sister at heart, Rona Jean, for never leaving my side (well, not physically) throughout my journey. And for the rest of the Grenc Girls, my most favorite people on earth. I love you all girls. 　And to my high school and college friends, for all the laughter we shared. Though, I blame you guys, that I stayed single for the longest time HAHA. I have become so used to it that it takes something extraordinary to convince me that i need a man in my life. But I guess I’ll be ready with that when I became what I dream to be. I’m still focusing to it. But still enjoyed my single life.

For everything, Thank you!

Happy 21st birthday to me  　

(Please understand people really get emotional the day/night before their birthdays, haha, just allow me to publicize my unending thanks to these people and to show how proud I am for everything.)