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god im so close to the end of part 2 i can taste it

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Missing honey hours and I haven’t even met her yet <\3

listen no promises... but soon

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Still thinking about this IF and still in love with the characters. ❤️

ayyye i appreciate it

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Blink twice if you're alive pls

would it still count if i winked four times

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hello! do you have any IF recs?

I sure do. Let me just forget everything for a minute.

Apologies for the tags, I love you all.

You Live and Fern - @beetlebethwrites

Hollowed Minds - @shai-manahan

Larkin - @larkin-if

Ouroboros - @honeypeabrain

Dear Diary, We Created a Plot Hole - @ddwcaph-game

Chop Shop - @losergames

Magician’s Voyage - @magiciansvoyage

More Than Me - @ryanstillwrites-if

College Tennis: Origin Story - @collegetennisoriginstory

Spirited: Origins - @yuveim

Myrk Mire - @catt-nuevenor

The Fog Knows You Name - link

Creatures Such as We - link

Asteroid Run: No Questions Asked - link

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I hope you’re vibing legend ✨

vibing or hanging on by a thread... it's certainly one of those

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Development blog for the upcoming IF Rehab.

. . . .

You never wanted it to get this far.

Your drinking, your vices, your career. All of it was too much. So when you finally broke it was no surprise you'd end up here, amongst a bunch of strangers, sharing something so familiar between the lot of you.

. . . .

REHAB is about community, it's about isolation, it's about recovery and it's about the breakdowns all throughout it. You take the role of a musician who's fame sky-rocketed before they were ready for it. Turning to unhealthy coping mechanisms, addictions and vices, and eventually it ruined you.

Now in recovery, it's up to you what direction your life goes now.

Rehab is rated 18+ for explicit language, drug and alcohol use, violence, and addictive behaviour.

. . . .

Customizable MC - name, stage name, gender, appearance and pronouns. Choose your genre of music and your relationship with your fans.

Choose between being dragged to rehab by your manager and band-mates or take the step yourself.

Rekindle relationships that were broken or try and keep the ones that grew during your fame.

In the end will you return to the spotlight or find a new path?

. . . .

Romantic Options

The Guitarist [ro] Keegan Keller . 28 . she/her or they/them They've been stuck with you since the beginning. Or is it the other way around? Supporting you in whatever you've decided but you can't help but feel that look of disappointment whenever you turn your back. Casual and cool, they've taken this fame in stride, far better than you by any means.

The Pop-Star [ro] R. Saltwort . 32 . she/her or he/him They brought you into this spotlight and you can't help but hate them for it. They're a big name in the music industry and are convinced they have your best interests at heart. It's been some time since you've last talked and that's no accident on your half.

The Bartender [ro] August Mayweather . 29 . he/they An alcoholics best friend. They've been an ear to vent to from the moment you stepped into their bar. He seemed far to excited about losing a customer when you told them you'd be going to rehab. But apparently that's a good thing.

??? [ro] . 30 .

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Other Characters

Frankie Greer . she/her . 24 The too-enthusiastic, too-energetic member of your Group Therapy.

Andi Graves . they/she . 36 One of the many counselors you bleed your heart out to each week.

D.D Jackson . he/him . 63 On escape attempt #19.

Lance Petersen . he/him . 50 Speed-running therapy like his life depends on it.

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i went to get a new id photo taken today and the photographer asked if i wanted to take one second to look in the mirror or maybe fix my appearance and when i said no i'm all good, this man said and i quote, "i really think you should".

and the absolute worst part is i looked the exact same as i do everyday so either this guy's just an asshole or everyone i know is lying to me.

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We will never forget 😔

this is an act of war

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i've always known that i would not survive in an apocalypse situation but the one thing that makes that abundantly clear is that im the most miserable person to be around if i didn't wear my mouth guard the night before.

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Wait coke or Pepsi?

coke, i can't stand pepsi. if we're being specific though it's always gonna be vanilla coke.

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Hello legend, can we have some Hayden facts? Remember to drink water and look after yourself 🔫

yeah why not

they've always wanted to try stand up comedy, they just think it would be fun.

they love wearing accessories like rings, earrings and necklaces. they also like painting their nails.

their grandmother taught them to sew when they were young. it was mostly a tactic to keep them busy but they've continued with it into their adult life and even make a lot of their clothes.

they're somewhat lactose intolerant but they refuse to let that stop them (show me one italian who would).

they impulsively bought a tattoo gun once and have given themself one single tattoo but they mostly tattoo friends, mostly Gabriel who is a very willing volunteer.

they love comic books and graphic novels and they've collected dozens of them, not for the plot or story but solely for the art.

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Hayden would make the best alfredo hands down and i can't stop thinking about it

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I feel you man, i feel you 😞

Got two of these little shits above me as well and above them as well 2 more + the walls are so thin that even walking sounds like running sometimes. (might i add that one is 2 years old and getting his teeth, so yeah even more screaming etc.)

Even though this is pretty anoying, they are just children, the parents are who i am pissed at, for not raising them correctly.

P.S. it is currently 11:15 pm(i think thats right)

it's the actual worst. our walls are also really thin so you can literally hear everything, you could probably hear them breathe if you tried hard enough.

the parents are just as bad, i hear them arguing all the time. and it's not even like i can get in on the drama because they argue in polish😒

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seems like our upstairs neighbours have decided that tonight is the night to ruin my life

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Which of the male ros are the biggest 👀

is this a real question

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Also it is I, the person who asked about discord on anon because fear. I’d love it if you ever made a discord. It might not have many people in the beginning, but it’ll definitely grow over time! I just want to express my love for Honey 😔

i'm going to be honest with you... i don't actually know how to use to discord. so it's not even the lack of interest that's swaying my decision, i'm just an idiot.

but you can always send me asks about Honey, i love her as much as any real dog!