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We're still alive. If barely.

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what the fuck are they looking at

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Sona concept in the works for us..

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The headspace situation has been very mixed and very foggy.

However, I know I am at least here /enough/ to make an update post on our physical status.

We will likely be in a shelter very, very soon.

We are going to be dealing with an exorbitant amount of paperwork and waiting.

We will likely only be extremely active on discord.

Vent posts may be the only thing I put on this blog for a while. Please be patient with me.

If you are able to/interested in providing us with mutual aid, I would be grateful to have it, however, by no means am I expecting any.

I should have very basic needs met. Clothing, a meal a day, and a roof, as well as somewhere to bathe, but that's about all.

Thank you for reading this if you do.

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Sideblog for me (🪦) is made. @clippedwinged.

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Prefacing by saying I'm not L right now.

But if you have our discord..

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I'm leaving front for a while. Please feel free to speak with those who reside with me.

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I'm leaving front for a while. Please feel free to speak with those who reside with me.

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I hate myself.

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I wonder how I can get over my.. guilt. Disabled guilt, most of all, but guilt about my identity, my appearance, my experience.. my existence. I wonder how I can stop feeling so.. guilty.

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Craving a vice of the flesh if I'm honest. I haven't gotten the chance to have any in years.

I'm sure this would be solved by food, though, so I just have to wait.

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Paige Wallis

Smudge #3, 2003

Watercolor on paper

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Caitlin McCormack - Crocheted Skeletal Remains

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I'm out of computer charge so I'm stuck on my phone.. I want to continue fishing on FFXIV... We're doing it for a title, I think, but I realise I also just enjoy fishing in MMOs anyway. Something about just falling into that rhythm of waiting for the sound cue and watching people or the environment around you is nice. It's probably why I have so much time lost fishing in WoW.