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all 10 fingers in, born to ride his dick, both lips smiled, something's off- oh it's my clothes, didn't know my phone was waterproof, a hair tair, raw raw raw or whatever lady gaga said, a tear rolled down my thigh, "get a load of this guy" im trying my best, this made my hole weak I MEAN MY WHOLE WEEK

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the vanilla picture is killing me

toxic bf!anton brain dump

an: trying to get myself to write again 🫩 this brain dump will have to do for now...need to get anton out of my brain...

warnings: toxic relationship , suggestive ? , not proofread

toxic!anton who follows pretty girls on insta knowing you'll stalk his following and obsess over your own appearance. you’ll subconsciously make changes to your looks to appear more like them , full on believing that it’ll get anton to love you more.

toxic!anton likes to hangout with his girl friends and post them on his stories saying something like ‘i had fun!’ or ‘always a great time with u’ just to get you jealous. of course, when you confront him or give him a cold shoulder , he’ll use the ‘they’re just friends’ excuse and argue with you for being too jealous and manipulative.

toxic!anton who accuses you of cheating whenever you’re out and about. he needs to have your location at all times and he’ll even make you send him pictures of who you’re with.

he might even go there himself without you knowing and keep an eye on you from a distance. it's not stalking...he’s just watching over you like a guardian angel.

toxic!anton loves to leave his marks all over your body but will immediately push you away if you even try to leave a lipstick stain on his cheek.

toxic!anton will trap you in his apartment with him when he thinks you’re trying to leave to do sneaky shit. he’ll stand in front of the door until you finally give up and stay the night.

when you do stay the night, he makes sure to hold you extra close , his arm tightly wrapped around your waist. even if you were to try to leave while he was asleep , it wouldn’t work because he’s a light sleeper. he’ll pull you down to him and tell you that you’re not going anywhere.

you’re starting to feel just how much the relationship has drained you so decide that you two need to take a break. toxic!anton will go out with friends that same night and post himself making out with girls on his close friends. what you don’t know is that you’re the only one on it.

toxic!anton watches his phone light up each time you try to call or send an angry text message. he smiles at his phone but ignores your attempts at getting his attention even if you already have it.

toxic!anton finally returns to his place after being out all night and to nobody’s surprise, you’re already there. you clearly look distressed and your eyes have puffed up from the crying. you weren’t crying anymore and the moment you two had stepped into his apartment , you start going off on him. he likes seeing you angry. he silently listens to your hurtful and passionate words but they don’t affect him in the way you think it would. instead , he feels his blood rush downward at the mean names you call him. the second your finger jabs at his chest, his fingers grip your jaw just to pull you in for heated kiss.

after a night of making up, toxic!anton will love bomb you for a few weeks — singing and playing his guitar for you, buying you cute little gifts , planning dates and giving you so much affection just for the cycle to repeat itself. even if your friends try their hardest to get you out of it , anton reminds you that he’s the only one that’ll love you for eternity.

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this made me giggle

toxic bf!anton brain dump

an: trying to get myself to write again 🫩 this brain dump will have to do for now...need to get anton out of my brain...

warnings: toxic relationship , suggestive ? , not proofread

toxic!anton who follows pretty girls on insta knowing you'll stalk his following and obsess over your own appearance. you’ll subconsciously make changes to your looks to appear more like them , full on believing that it’ll get anton to love you more.

toxic!anton likes to hangout with his girl friends and post them on his stories saying something like ‘i had fun!’ or ‘always a great time with u’ just to get you jealous. of course, when you confront him or give him a cold shoulder , he’ll use the ‘they’re just friends’ excuse and argue with you for being too jealous and manipulative.

toxic!anton who accuses you of cheating whenever you’re out and about. he needs to have your location at all times and he’ll even make you send him pictures of who you’re with.

he might even go there himself without you knowing and keep an eye on you from a distance. it's not stalking...he’s just watching over you like a guardian angel.

toxic!anton loves to leave his marks all over your body but will immediately push you away if you even try to leave a lipstick stain on his cheek.

toxic!anton will trap you in his apartment with him when he thinks you’re trying to leave to do sneaky shit. he’ll stand in front of the door until you finally give up and stay the night.

when you do stay the night, he makes sure to hold you extra close , his arm tightly wrapped around your waist. even if you were to try to leave while he was asleep , it wouldn’t work because he’s a light sleeper. he’ll pull you down to him and tell you that you’re not going anywhere.

you’re starting to feel just how much the relationship has drained you so decide that you two need to take a break. toxic!anton will go out with friends that same night and post himself making out with girls on his close friends. what you don’t know is that you’re the only one on it.

toxic!anton watches his phone light up each time you try to call or send an angry text message. he smiles at his phone but ignores your attempts at getting his attention even if you already have it.

toxic!anton finally returns to his place after being out all night and to nobody’s surprise, you’re already there. you clearly look distressed and your eyes have puffed up from the crying. you weren’t crying anymore and the moment you two had stepped into his apartment , you start going off on him. he likes seeing you angry. he silently listens to your hurtful and passionate words but they don’t affect him in the way you think it would. instead , he feels his blood rush downward at the mean names you call him. the second your finger jabs at his chest, his fingers grip your jaw just to pull you in for heated kiss.

after a night of making up, toxic!anton will love bomb you for a few weeks — singing and playing his guitar for you, buying you cute little gifts , planning dates and giving you so much affection just for the cycle to repeat itself. even if your friends try their hardest to get you out of it , anton reminds you that he’s the only one that’ll love you for eternity.

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are there any riize wax play fics? asking for myself

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toxic bf!anton brain dump

an: trying to get myself to write again 🫩 this brain dump will have to do for now...need to get anton out of my brain...

warnings: toxic relationship , suggestive ? , not proofread

toxic!anton who follows pretty girls on insta knowing you'll stalk his following and obsess over your own appearance. you’ll subconsciously make changes to your looks to appear more like them , full on believing that it’ll get anton to love you more.

toxic!anton likes to hangout with his girl friends and post them on his stories saying something like ‘i had fun!’ or ‘always a great time with u’ just to get you jealous. of course, when you confront him or give him a cold shoulder , he’ll use the ‘they’re just friends’ excuse and argue with you for being too jealous and manipulative.

toxic!anton who accuses you of cheating whenever you’re out and about. he needs to have your location at all times and he’ll even make you send him pictures of who you’re with.

he might even go there himself without you knowing and keep an eye on you from a distance. it's not stalking...he’s just watching over you like a guardian angel.

toxic!anton loves to leave his marks all over your body but will immediately push you away if you even try to leave a lipstick stain on his cheek.

toxic!anton will trap you in his apartment with him when he thinks you’re trying to leave to do sneaky shit. he’ll stand in front of the door until you finally give up and stay the night.

when you do stay the night, he makes sure to hold you extra close , his arm tightly wrapped around your waist. even if you were to try to leave while he was asleep , it wouldn’t work because he’s a light sleeper. he’ll pull you down to him and tell you that you’re not going anywhere.

you’re starting to feel just how much the relationship has drained you so decide that you two need to take a break. toxic!anton will go out with friends that same night and post himself making out with girls on his close friends. what you don’t know is that you’re the only one on it.

toxic!anton watches his phone light up each time you try to call or send an angry text message. he smiles at his phone but ignores your attempts at getting his attention even if you already have it.

toxic!anton finally returns to his place after being out all night and to nobody’s surprise, you’re already there. you clearly look distressed and your eyes have puffed up from the crying. you weren’t crying anymore and the moment you two had stepped into his apartment , you start going off on him. he likes seeing you angry. he silently listens to your hurtful and passionate words but they don’t affect him in the way you think it would. instead , he feels his blood rush downward at the mean names you call him. the second your finger jabs at his chest, his fingers grip your jaw just to pull you in for heated kiss.

after a night of making up, toxic!anton will love bomb you for a few weeks — singing and playing his guitar for you, buying you cute little gifts , planning dates and giving you so much affection just for the cycle to repeat itself. even if your friends try their hardest to get you out of it , anton reminds you that he’s the only one that’ll love you for eternity.

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Your wonbin fic made me realise that im lwk into toxic men...😭

the way i think abt toxic wonbin and sungchan is prob rlly unhealthy but it does things to me 😵

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lowkey annoying how people can’t grasp the whole “don’t like , don’t read” shit 😵‍💫 literally nobody is forcing you to read something you’re not interested in. just scroll??? and/or block???

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i have this fic i have started on and plotted out but idk if i'm gonna make it abt a riize or txt member or which member i'd even write abt. absolutely cooked

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absolutely loved hide & seek! are you thinking about writing a part 2? I would definitely love to see a darker side of it!

this genuinely made me very happy and i’m glad you loved it!

i have thought about writing a part 2! i actually originally planned on making hide & seek way darker but i wanted to test the waters first and see how it'd be received. seems like it kind of flopped but if you’re interested in a part two then i could definitely write it and perhaps go with my original idea

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yeah i'm fucking insane

is anyone thinking what i'm thinking.

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hiii! i was wondering if you could make a story abt anton finding out that reader is also s cello player or an orchestra kid and they do like a duet or smth?? us orchestra kids NEED more representation!!! 😭🙏

-anon

hey anon :)

i'm a little hesitant bc i truly don't know if i'll be able to write something that'll do the idea justice. i also lack knowledge on what being an orchestra kid/cello player is like as the closest thing i've ever done to it is play the violin for a year when i was younger.

i can still write a fic for this amazing idea but i'm just worried it won't meet your expectations or that i'll get a few things wrong and i don't want to disappoint.

i'll try and write it but i can't guarantee that it'll be out soon or that it'll be good. sorry!

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if you love me , you'll do it

wonbin x reader | nav

cw: toxic situationship ( 😬 ) , self-inflected pain , needle usage ( for tattoos & piercings ) , blood , spit , some coercion/manipulation , smoking ( weed )

sat on the lid of the toilet seat , you anxiously watched as wonbin pulled a needle out from it’s packaging. it looked thick for a needle and it’s point was incredibly sharp. the sight of it freaked you out just a bit.

“i really don’t think you should do it.” you frowned. “should you really be piercing through scarred tissue?”

his shoulders shrugged as he brought his face closer to the mirror – the dim , cool lights barely allowing him to see his own reflection. “it hasn’t stopped me before.” he spoke as if it was really nothing.

you hated how carelessly he did things. he was always shoving needles into his face and other places on his body , sliding jewelry through the hole just for them to get infected or reject with time. it didn’t end there. of course it didn’t. he had also bought himself a cheap tattoo machine online and began inking his body wherever he was able to.

he enjoyed seeing needles puncture into his skin and either leave ink or be pierced through the other side. feeling the pinch of a piercing needle and the cat scratch like pain from a tattoo was a feeling he sought out regularly. you really didn't understand it.

everything he did was on a whim. he did everything while being high out of his mind too and today was no different.

aligning the sharp tip to the bottom of his eyebrow , he narrowed his already droopy eyes , trying to steady his hand before he forcefully stabbed the needle through his eyebrow.

you felt squeamish and he laughed. he’s the one with a needle hanging in his face yet you seem to be more fazed by it than he is.

he took the joint you were holding for him back in between his fingers , taking a hit from the rolled paper before blowing the smoke into your face.

you turned your head away , not too pleased with the scent of it.

“hold it again.” he shoved the joint into your face for you to take as his fingers then picked up the small , silver curved bar from his sink’s counter. he pulled the needle up , adjusting it so he could fit the jewelry through the hole of the needle , finally pulling it out once it was fully inserted.

blood began to drip down from the new piercing. it slid down the side of his face but he didn't mind it – he was too focused on screwing the small ball onto the jewelry in his eyebrow.

once he got it on , he turned to look at you and smirked. “what do you think?”

your eyes couldn’t move away from the red ink trickling down his cheek and to his jaw. it bothered you more than you could even admit. “it looks.. good.” “do you usually bleed that much?” you asked , cringing at the sight.

“yeah...?” he furrowed his eyebrows , creating a small crease between them.

you reached for the toilet paper and bunched it up together , standing up to be able to wipe of the blood off his face. he let you , eyes falling onto yours. a smile then found his lips and based off the look , you knew that he was thinking about something you wouldn’t like.

“i’ve been thinking about piercing my tongue again.” his voice made it obvious that he was leading up to something.

tossing the dirtied toilet paper into the trashcan , you sighed as you sat back onto the toilet's lid. “i don't think you should be piercing yourself twice in a row.”

a scoff fell from his mouth as he looked away fron you for a second , feeling himself get annoyed. “you always think i shouldn't do anything i wanna do and then you wonder why i don’t want to be your boyfriend.” his fingers ran through his overgrown , black hair.

ouch. was it that serious though?

your heart felt as if it had been squeezed but you were used to the feeling.

“i’m gonna have it done one way or another. but , i wanna have you pierce it for me ,” he continued.

“are you insane?” you gave a dry laugh in actual disbelief to what he was suggesting , eyes widening.

“if you love me , you’ll do it.”

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he sat on his knees , right in between your legs , holding his chin up as your hand shakily held a new , sterile needle.

his tongue was stuck out and it wouldn't stop moving. the tongue can’t be still if it's not in the mouth or captured between teeth and it made you anxious. what if it moved while you pierced it and you accidentally pierce through a vein.

your fingers of your other hand held his tongue , lifting it to see where the veins on his tongue were so you could avoid them.

drool began to fall from his mouth and he let out a breath which was meant to be a laugh but he couldn’t really do that.

“wonbin. i really can’t.” you let go of his tongue and dropped your hand onto your thigh , still holding onto the needle.

he shut his eyes , taking a breath before holding your wrist. “do it and i’ll take you out on a date right after this.” he smiled , trying to convince you. and that’s all it took.

you didn’t want to do it but you wanted the date to happen. you needed it to happen if you wanted an increased chance of him actually becoming your boyfriend.

his tongue was held still with your fingers , lifting it as you slowly stuck the needle through the bottom of his tongue. he hissed at just how slow you were but you were scared.

his fingers gripped your leg , his nails digging into your flesh as you hesitated on completely piercing through his tongue before you gave it a final shove and that seemed to do the job.

you let go of his tongue and he held it out , needle still in the muscle. his hand cupped beneath his chin as more saliva began to drip down from his mouth , moving back over to the sink.

his free hand clumsily reached for the longer bar intended for fresh tongue piercings and he managed to stick it through the hollow needle and screwed the ball onto it.

the faucet of the sink turned on for him to wash his hands. “have you ever made out with a guy with a tongue piercing before?” he asked , not bothering to look at you.

your cheeks warmed up at the sudden question. “i can’t say that i have.”

“wanna try it?” he turned the sink off and turned to face you , poking his tongue out his mouth just enough for you to see the silver jewelry.

“it just got pierced.” “that’s not a good idea...” your voice dropped into a whisper.

“never fucking mind then. forget the date.” he scoffed again that night. “always turning shit down.” he left you alone in the bathroom and went off into his room.

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please... where are all the creepy/taboo fics that don't have smut... why is everyone from goonercity...

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you jealous?

Anton x f!reader

tags: fluff, anton wanna be tuff sooo bad

The cafe is warm, the scent of coffee filling the air as you and Anton wait in line. You’re scrolling on your phone when a guy behind you strikes up a conversation.

At first, it’s harmless. Small talk. But then he gets a little too friendly. His hand lightly brushes your arm as he leans in, flashing a smile. "So, do you come here often?" he asks, flashing a grin. You glance up, surprised. "Oh, uh—" Before you can answer, Anton steps in.

Or—well, he tries to.

He shifts closer, but instead of smoothly inserting himself into the conversation, he misjudges the distance and bumps into you—hard. You stumble, nearly dropping your phone.

"Oh—" Anton clears his throat, eyes wide. "Uh. Sorry." You blink at him. The guy behind you looks confused.

but Anton? he commits.

He straightens his back, crosses his arms way too tightly, and deepens his voice. "She does. Come here often. With me." The guy raises a brow. "Oh. You’re her…?"

"Boyfriend," Anton blurts out. But he says it too fast, and his voice cracks on the last syllable.

Silence..

The guy looks between you and Anton, clearly unsure if he should be intimidated or concerned. Anton, now visibly panicking, tries to save it by nodding—way too much. Like, several times. You bite your lip, watching as Anton clenches his jaw like he's in a crime drama. His arms are still crossed, but he looks like he’s about to implode.

The guy just slowly nods and turns away. As soon as he’s gone, you snort. "Anton. What was that?"

Anton grabs his drink without looking at you. "Nothing."

"You looked like an npc stuck in a loop."

He groans. "I hate this."

"You’re so cute when you’re jealous."

Anton groans louder.

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anton smiles

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non sexual dominance with eunseok

CW: ddlg undertones,daddy kink,slightly toxic (?) idk

he’s always bending down to tie your sneakers,tying a cute knotted bow and going “there we go,don’t want my baby tripping”

same goes with carrying you home bridal style whenever your heels hurt you

OR whenever you get too drunk and don’t know how to act,he’s throwing you over his shoulder even if you protest

cutting up your food and feeding you,always saying “open” in his silky voice

ordering for you in restaurants,sometimes even when you haven’t decided,it’s a way for him to show you that he knows you (and also that he’s in charge here)

outfit inspections whenever you’re going out,especially with his friends

if he thinks a skirt or dress is too short but you insist on wearing it,he’s behind you the whole night,hand on your lower back,occasionally pulling down your skirt

taking over whatever task you’re doing because “you don’t know how to do it”

whenever you’re hanging out with other people and you’re not near him,he tilts his head towards his lap,silently signaling you to come sit down

or sometimes he would just call out your name in front of everyone saying “come here” while patting his lap

to be honest,he has no shame being affectionate in public and showing everyone that he’s in charge

makes you call him daddy or sir no matter what,in public or in front of his friends,he doesn’t care

sometimes he’d just push his thumb in your mouth in front of everyone,eyes watching in amusement as you suck on his finger. he’d have no problem telling you “good girl”

would firmly tell you “stop doing that” if you start acting up,whether it be with him or someone else he’s always there to put you in your place

imagine you’re bickering with let’s say wonbin and you say something he doesn’t like so eunseok is just like “don’t say that”,his eyes dark,and wonbin doesn’t know if he should leave you two alone

or would take your drink away if you’ve had way too many,saying “that’s enough for you doll” “yes daddy”

lightly slaps you on your face sometimes whenever you respond with daddy or just to tease you,but it’s also another way to show dominance

if you’re doing something together (chores for example) he’s always navigating,saying things like “okay now do this” “go do that” “put that there”

eunseok just loves being in charge and seeing you submit to him so easily

if you’re acting bratty or being petty he would firmly grab your chin

especially if you’re averting his gaze after he gives you a talking,he’d grab your chin and say “look at me when i’m speaking to you”

puts you in time out sometimes during fights HEHE

putting his hands on his hips,he’d just sigh “go to your room”

non sexual punishments where he would withhold affection for the whole day,only ordering you around for basic things

“you’re coming with me to the store” “we’re cooking dinner” and you just want to kiss him and hug him but he dodges every attempt telling you that if you keep going like this he’s just going to extend the run time

also loooves showing off how obedient you can be,he doesn’t even have to touch you,just needs his assertive voice and you’re doing whatever he tells you to

he needs to be in charge 24/7 no exceptions