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I miss you. I love you. Please come back. Please can we try again.

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Everyone I had has left me now, as of tonight I really am alone

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When does it stop? The uncontrollable crying, the lack of sleep or oversleeping, re reading old messages, looking at old pictures, replaying the exact moment it ended in my head over and over and over.

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How come almost a month later I’m still crying every day and hurting even more than I was the day you said we’re done

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Yeah it's perfectly okay to cut people off if they drain your energy but remember that people are not plants. And you are not gardening. Okay, bad analogy but here me out. People are people. Not trash that you take them out because it's stinking and you're sick of it. Sure, there are very trashy people. But ask yourself this: Am I cutting this person out of my life because they suck or because they did this thing to piss me off and I don't have the energy or courage to confront them about it? I say this time and again. This doesn't apply for abusive people. Ghost them. Run for your life and sanity. But with everyone else? That person who's been your friend for 10 years or that boy you went out with for 2 dates, respect them a little more. Have a conversation. Say a goodbye. Don't just label every person who doesn't agree with everything you say and do and doesn't vibe with you all the time as "toxic" and write them off. It's very difficult to understand each other and we're often never on the same page as others. If we don't try, if we don't even encourage a discussion, how are we going to survive as a society? How are we going to remain emotionally intelligent animals? Do we really want to back track evolution? Can we really not just give a person a chance? Or are we so woke that we are going to post about boundaries and mental well being and compassion on our Instagram stories every week but forget that, rather willfully ignore that, people are not to be discarded at the first sign of something unpleasant or inconvenient.

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what happened, between then and now?

what happened to make you not want to talk to me anymore

what happened to make you not miss me anymore

what happened to make you not care about me

what happened to make you not love me like you used to.

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Well it didn’t work, still here, still alive

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“I never fake my tears, so when it falls, I’m really hurt.”

— Unknown

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“All I ever wanted was to be wanted.”

— Unknown

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“I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.”

— Unknown

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“Sorry I didn’t text back. I was busy staring at my ceiling wondering when the pain will end.”

— Unknown

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“I just want a day without overthinking.”

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