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2020.12.09 [522 kcals]

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“Disordered Eating” Things

- Simultaneously eating like a normal person and mentally lashing yourself for it.

- Not eating when you feel angry or sad, but then a few hours later you eat a bag of chocolate marshmallows because you somehow convince yourself it doesn’t count.

- “I shouldn’t have done that”

- Looking at thinspo at night and crying because you feel ugly

- The 5th grader pitch screaming in your head as you take another bite of food.

- a week of super healthy eating and working out followed by two weeks of unhealthy eating 

- constantly shifting of wanting to look like a toned fitness model, to a thicc slim, to a skeleton fairy 

- *eating something* *someone comments on the thing you are eating* *stops eating thing* *50/50 chance you may eat it later*

- oh yeah, random moments of eating something before spontaneously destroying the food or tossing it 

- “Okay, after this weekend, I’m fasting”

- wishing you were anorexic knowing you shouldn't 

- body dysmorphia 

- Calling it disordered eating because you don’t feel deserving of calling it an ed 

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👑 it girl’ park sooyoung (joy) thinspo 🥀

creds to respective owners.

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When you have to change your CW to a higher number because you gained weight:

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This user has ED but supports and encourages recovery

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Tbh I can’t tell if this is disordered eating, an eating disorder, or if I’m dieting and just being dramatic.

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Sometimes I wonder if my eating disorder is me screaming for help. Please someone look, please someone see that everything is crumbling. Please notice that I am not ok. Please help me.

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(🪴);── please, read before you follow [ED TW]

Hi, i'm Anne (isn't my real name ofc) and this is an ed tumblr. Firstly, i want to say that i don't promote eating disorders. I completely hate my disorder but i cannot stop. This is just a safe place where i can talk about this without being afraid.

i will be posting ed things so if you decide to follow me, you know what you will see.

i don't think eating disorders are cute, but i like cute/soft stuff and this is a way to distract myself, so that's the reason why my tumblr is that way.

🚫 If you're new or you're trying to get into this, please, don't. Maybe you think is a easy way to lose weight but the true is that we're losing more than that. Stay safe and try to lose weight in the healthier way, you will be happier, i promise.

🚫 BASIC INFO ABOUT ME ¿?

• 19, she/her

• since 2017

• my unhealthy goal weight is 40 kg, i was 43 kg before but i gained a lot of weight because of quarentine :( and now i'm 52kg (more or less)

• I'm into kpop and korean stuff, so if you want to be friends, dm me!

🚫 almost forgot! English isn't my first language, so please be kind, i'm still learning :)

 bye (๑>ᴗ<๑)  

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why is this so funny lol

Your stomach growling is actually your stomach cheering you on not to eat

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this is shitty but eh

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i’ve lost 4 pounds in one week!!!! Reblog for good luck 💗💖✨🧡💛💓💘💕💝💚💙💜

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It’s crazy how addictive bulimia is.

You can be clean from throwing up for weeks but as soon as you purge once, it pulls you back in.

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saw the iced coffee one on ig and had to make my own ed ones🙏🏼

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"fuck my eating disorder" i say, as i binge on everything in the kitchen as if that isn’t. a part of. my disorder