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youre not the "comic relief fat friend", theres a reason they're laughing at you, and it isn't your jokes

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holy shit😭. scrolling through some hastags i used to use and they've gotten so toxic LMAOO IM ACTUALLY LIKE WTF😭😭😭😭 here 4 it tho..

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Hi. Another failed recovery later, I might be back? Realizing no matter how good i feel theres always going to be someone skinnier then me lol :/ i need to be that.

2:34am 02/27/22

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i feel so invalid in my ed lmao i had so much motivation in the beginning and now i dont even fast/count calories and i feel so ashamed. :(

1:46pm 2/13/22

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yalllll i promise i didn’t just leave this acc😭 i’m more active on edtwt though @s1ckrexie00 on twitter:)) 🐦

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all i want in life is 2 be skinny and go 2 those preppy private schools w/ the cute uniforms smh

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i was literally abt to have a fucking meltdown. i weighed at 194.7 yesterday and it was time to weight myself for today and i got on and it said 201😀😀😀 bruh when i tell u i was ab to grab a gun LMFAOOOO but i gave it a few mins and tried again and i was 193.4 :))

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edtwt is sm better then edblr- IM SORRY BUT LIKE. also follow me smh @s1ckrexie00 <<<<

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IMPORTANT IMPORTANT Note to you and followers who eat low cal and take lots of walks/runs to burn off —

for the love of all things that are GOOD please PLEASE, when you walk down the sidewalk, walk as FAR away from the curb/road as possible. When you are waiting for a traffic light, wait as FAR away from the curb/road as possible. If you are under-eating and over-excercising, that’s a recipe for unexpectedly passing out. If you pass out and you’re right on the curb if a busy road— HUGE chance you will pass out and fall directly into the street, where you will promptly get hit by cars.

Even though you could still crack your head open or break other bones falling on the sidewalk- it’s far less likely you’ll be seriously injured than if you fall off the curb into a busy road.

Please walk in places where if you happen to pass out, you won’t be run over.

(Also please walk in places where if you pass out someone will see you— I know secret hidden forest trail walks are tempting for the edgy/fairycore vibes, but passing out and possibly breaking bones or suffering brain damage from hitting the ground and then not having anyone around to help you is waaaaay less cute)

this is really fantastic advice, thank you for the reminder!! i used to walk home beside a very busy road w no sidewalk and i had to stop bc i noticed id either get faint or get brain fog and start drifting towards the road, which was terrifying. anyone who follows me, pls take this advice too 🤍🤍

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im going to dress like an absolute whore once i get to my ugw

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finally getting back into exercising😩🙏

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holy sh. i’m finally out of the 200s😩🙏 woke up at 198.2

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i got the book Winter Girls yesterday. Nice finding something i relate to. Even though reading how low the main characters weight is sends me in a depressing spiral. :)

3:17am 01/07/22

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during the peak of my ed i was barely eating but still wasn’t loosing too much weight. lately i’ve been binging like crazy but am at my lowest wait ever…?? what’s going on lmfaooooo

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weird flex but lately it’s hard to sleep on my stomach bec my ribs stick out and make it hella uncomfortable 🤨🤨