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3 good days in a row would've been too nice, no? Fml

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They are out! Time to restrict harder

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you actually can lose weight. you can look like the thinspo you stare at. being thin is not some unattainable dream. the only real thing stopping you is you.

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As Achilles should ! Fuck Hector

Odysseus watching Achilles absolutely mutilate Hector's corpse

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Future me will thank me if i keep starving.

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I'm so obsessed with greek mythology, enough to be scared of where I would go if they were right about what happens after death.

It's weird, but because of all that I'm gonna try avoiding meat

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"I swear it"

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Stop, I'm sobbing

“And perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone. [...] When he died, all things soft and beautiful and bright would be buried with him.”  🩸

“In the darkness, two shadows, reaching through the hopeless, heavy dusk. Their hands meet, and light spills in a flood like a hundred golden urns pouring out of the sun.” 🌻

Two souls, reunited.

(quotes from Madelline Miller's The Song Of Achilles)

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something came over me and I had to see it through

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I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

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lovers

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Im sorry for the lack of posts, but I was in a binge - restrict cycle... Now I guess I'm starting to return to ana mindset.

I skipped breakfast and did some Yoga, then I want to change my clothes and have some more coffee before studying

Therapy session is soon, not sure what I'll talk to her? I could tell her about their marriage... Or my lack of enthusiasm and how its making me not really happy. No no... I guess I'll talk about relationships ?