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What the fuck.

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Update:

I heard from that person today. Insanely, I didn't get anything remotely resembling an apology for their behavior, or any acknowledgement of my fussing at them. Instead, all I got was "Awe, you're so nice ^^".

That's it. "Awe, you're so nice ^^". I felt both insulted and infuriated at their disregard for anything that had been said. And the worst part is, I've been patient with them. They made a point to bring that up numerous times, even telling me that they talked to other people too (which both wasn't my business nor was it my concern; they can talk to whomsoever they like, as far as I care). But, they wanted to be hypocritical when I spend time with somebody else, try to gaslight me by "assuming" how I felt, and then utterly disregard what I'd said with an empty compliment?

I'm sorry, but I don't tolerate that. I laid into them, called out the lack of apology or acknowledgement, and proceeded to block them completely. My patience is just about worn out with people that want to pull that shit on me, I'm sorry.

Today was a pretty bad day...Well, mostly. I got to play Elden Ring with someone that I adore dearly, which was probably the highest part of my day. And we've already set an end goal for our next session: Getting me into the Shadow of the Erdtree content. Which means bashing my head against Radahn and Mohg both.

But on the opposite end of the spectrum...While I was on a bit of downtime during my Elden Ring session, I was chatting with somebody I thought was my friend...But, I had to cut the conversation short, as to focus on the game. When I told them, and I quote, "I'll miss you" because I happened to enjoy their company? They go "No, you don't" at me.

As a rule of thumb? I fucking hate when people assume how I feel like they know my feelings better than I do. I not only let them have it verbally, but I have been frustrated, upset, and angry all day because of it. It's gotten to the point that I am legitimately reevaluating whether or not to associate with this person, especially if they double down.

As another note...They not only got insanely jealous over the fact I'm polyamorous when we first began chatting on Discord (to the point they decided on their own they weren't talking to me anymore until I called them out on that behavior), but they pull this shit too, when we're not even in a proper relationship, trying to presumably guilt trip me, for lack of a better word? No, fuck that. If I don't get a sincere goddamn apology, I'm fucking done with them. And even if I do, I'm wondering if cutting them off for my own mental health wouldn't be the worst idea, due to the lack of a guarantee that this won't happen again.

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Today was a pretty bad day...Well, mostly. I got to play Elden Ring with someone that I adore dearly, which was probably the highest part of my day. And we've already set an end goal for our next session: Getting me into the Shadow of the Erdtree content. Which means bashing my head against Radahn and Mohg both.

But on the opposite end of the spectrum...While I was on a bit of downtime during my Elden Ring session, I was chatting with somebody I thought was my friend...But, I had to cut the conversation short, as to focus on the game. When I told them, and I quote, "I'll miss you" because I happened to enjoy their company? They go "No, you don't" at me.

As a rule of thumb? I fucking hate when people assume how I feel like they know my feelings better than I do. I not only let them have it verbally, but I have been frustrated, upset, and angry all day because of it. It's gotten to the point that I am legitimately reevaluating whether or not to associate with this person, especially if they double down.

As another note...They not only got insanely jealous over the fact I'm polyamorous when we first began chatting on Discord (to the point they decided on their own they weren't talking to me anymore until I called them out on that behavior), but they pull this shit too, when we're not even in a proper relationship, trying to presumably guilt trip me, for lack of a better word? No, fuck that. If I don't get a sincere goddamn apology, I'm fucking done with them. And even if I do, I'm wondering if cutting them off for my own mental health wouldn't be the worst idea, due to the lack of a guarantee that this won't happen again.

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This comic from Lilo the Autistic Queer (@A_Silent_Queer on Twitter) made me smile today. There is no one way to look trans, and no one way to transition. However you choose to express your authentic self is good and doing what makes you happy regardless of what cis people think is good.

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i find it v cute when rpgs offer me, someone whose sole strategy is “attacking enemies,” status changing effects. “this lowers your enemy’s speed” you know what else would lower their speed? being dead, from my fists

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Maybe I should look into seeing when a good time to sell the rest of my retro games would be...?

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Ugh, I want to play games and cuddle someone right now...Life is cruel.

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Some 2023 illustrations. I was trying to make a collection 👀

Large Family 🕸️

Mother, the one and only 💜

Safest place on Earth 🐊

Over my dead body 🔥

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what is HAPPENING

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I feel exhausted from socializing earlier...I want to just lay in bed and cuddle somebody right now.

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I want all it/it's users to know that I love and respect you and that I'm sorry that the world don't

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So, the other day, I went to GameStop to sell some retro games I've had for yonks and to buy a new pro controller for my Switch (the one I currently have has stopped connecting wirelessly, and I tried at least three or four different solutions to fix it). I was planning to only make the one purchase, get a couple extra bucks, and walk out. Easy peasy.

Instead, I made $1022 in retro game sales because a vast majority of my games had the original cases, and over half of that was from Nintendo DS games alone. So, I proceeded to not only buy my Pro Controller, but I also bought a PS5 Pro, $75 in PS Store credit, $100 in Steam credit, two High Grade Gunpla, Xenoblade Chronicles X DE on Switch, and the Pyra/Mythra Amiibo pack.

The worst part is, I still have more games I can sell, too. And an XBox One that I can sell off. So, I think I made out decently.

I did not sell my mainline Pokémon games, though. I can still use those. I also didn't sell my Pokémon Colosseum Bonus Disc. You know, the one with infinite Jirachi in it (but only one per save file)?

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「すけすけすけチャイナ」 by ハヤブサ | Twitter

๑ Permission to reprint was given by the artist ✔.

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Mm, this sucks...My air conditioner's compressor went out yesterday, so we're having to buy a brand new unit. The problem is, it won't be here until Monday, local time.

Meaning I'm going to be overheating like hell until then...Woo hoo.

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casual survey: reblog if you want to kiss a girl right now

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i feel like game piracy is sometimes viewed as this massive disruption to the game industry and not just “a small group of people who weren’t going to buy a game anyways now have it on their computer.” when companies report “losses” due to piracy that’s fake. that’s a fake number because no money was actually ever exchanged and companies cannot possibly know how many people actually pirated their game. piracy does not work like this