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@irraetional hey have u seen this

Is there more to lose than gain if I go on my own again?

On my own again?

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maybe i AM a faggot

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Some fallout new vegas studies I did a while back..

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babysitting them is benny’s payment for getting to stick around the mojave

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ive befriended this little twink at work and boy let me tell y'all

i don't know if he's just made that way but he'll follow me around sometimes and he's real giggly around me. and when he gets pretty giggly, he does this little hair flip to get his hair out his eyes and makes eye contact with me in a way that's like, i can't tell if you're being polite or what. he also has these real pretty blue eyes and lord whenever he runs into me at work outta nowhere he kinda spasms. funny guy though, real funny guy. watch this all be in my head though because if he is giving me signals or is going to give me some, they're for sure going to fly over my head.

best interaction though was when we was walking and i was like shit hey give me your number. and he immediately stood over to the side of an aisle and pulled his phone out and proceeded to call himself 😭😭. i was like what are you doing 😭 and he was like i don't know i just called myself. you told me do to something but my brain is just 😭😭 god bro it was like 9 in the morning but bro.......

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i really like fallout because, unlike a lot of media that uses retrofuturism as just a cool aesthetic, fallout’s obsession with 1950s americana actually means something. it’s not just chrome fins and googie diners, it’s weaponized optimism. it’s that sickly-sweet propaganda sheen slathered over nuclear terror, where smiling mascots tell you to duck and cover while the government quietly preps for the end of the world. it’s about a country that believed so hard in its own greatness it signed its death warrant in cursive.

fallout takes that warped, post-war idealism, the “gee whiz!” charm of suburbia on lithium. and drags it through the dirt, showing us what happens after all the white picket fences melt into radioactive slag. in a world shaped by that specific brand of McCarthyist exceptionalism, the future isn’t flying cars and robot butlers, it’s a dinky holotape of your last moments before the bombs hit, looping forever. like vault 11, the one where the final recording plays after everyone’s already dead, revealing the whole “sacrifice one person every year or everyone dies” mandate was a lie. a loyalty test. a sick joke. and the vault passed, right before it failed, because paranoia and desperation had already eaten them alive.

that’s fallout. not just the end of the world, but the punchline that comes after the moral.

and honestly? that hits way harder than any sleek utopia. because fallout remembers: beneath all that pastel patriotism and canned laughter, something was always rotting.

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i miss arthur morgan like a mf this evening

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Shitpost I love u Benny

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"Femboy Vulpes" this, "Furry Vulpes" that, can we talk more about how genuinely unsettling he is.

He's a stalker with an emotional disconnect from his crimes against humanity, speaking with an eerie calmness and politeness in his voice while he addresses what he's done to the courier. He holds 0 remorse for his actions and because of that his demeanor is so offputting.

He's a master of manipulation, and despite being so well known as Caesar's top Frumentarii, he still gets basically every job done. Hes not afraid for people to know who he is, that's why he addresses the Courier so publically outside the Tops instead of approaching you in a more isolated area.

He's intelligent and charismatic, and he uses these traits to his benefit consistently, that's how he convinced his men to kill themselves for Searchlight, or convinced the mayor of Nipton to round everyone up for the lottery. The only time you really see true emotion in him is when you talk to him after Caesar's death.

I just feel like a lot of people get so caught up in trying to build more on him that they lose some of the basics of his design like him stalking the courier and being so unapologetic about his war crimes and populicide that he speaks of them so nonchalantly

I love my fucked up evil dog

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Being a bi guy quite possibly the funniest sexuality like dammmnnnn I know who John Waters is and jerk it to twinks in panties but I got a coffee date with Hetero Jessica from work at 3 thats her name heteroooo jessica thats her name folks thats what we call her hertero jessica

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"...This thing broken?"

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who up hating pop psychology

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how much y’all wanna bet that the characters in Fallout S2 are gonna pass a bunch of people on crosses and they’ll come across a skeleton in a checkered jacket and be like ‘well that’s hideous’ and then just keep on moving and that’s our reference to Benny New Vegas

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Happy pride month

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