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So, here’s the deal. I’m feeling very unhappy and very isolated  on this blog. I’ve also had this blog for several years now, and it’s just gotten too overwhelming and messy. I’m going to be moving to a much more selective and private blog for my own peace of mind. If you’d like the link for it, please let me know, and please do so only if you’d like to write with me in the future. I’ll be continuing any threads/plots/ships with anyone who’d like to on the new blog, but I’ll be starting fresh otherwise.

[sacrosanctvm]

So, here’s the deal. I’m feeling very unhappy and very isolated  on this blog. I’ve also had this blog for several years now, and it’s just gotten too overwhelming and messy. I’m going to be moving to a much more selective and private blog for my own peace of mind. If you’d like the link for it, please let me know, and please do so only if you’d like to write with me in the future. I’ll be continuing any threads/plots/ships with anyone who’d like to on the new blog, but I’ll be starting fresh otherwise.

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So, here’s the deal. I’m feeling very unhappy and very isolated  on this blog. I’ve also had this blog for several years now, and it’s just gotten too overwhelming and messy. I’m going to be moving to a much more selective and private blog for my own peace of mind. If you’d like the link for it, please let me know, and please do so only if you’d like to write with me in the future. I’ll be continuing any threads/plots/ships with anyone who’d like to on the new blog, but I’ll be starting fresh otherwise.

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So, here’s the deal. I’m feeling very unhappy and very isolated  on this blog. I’ve also had this blog for several years now, and it’s just gotten too overwhelming and messy. I’m going to be moving to a much more selective and private blog for my own peace of mind. If you’d like the link for it, please let me know, and please do so only if you’d like to write with me in the future. I’ll be continuing any threads/plots/ships with anyone who’d like to on the new blog, but I’ll be starting fresh otherwise.

[sacrosanctvm]

So, here’s the deal. I’m feeling very unhappy and very isolated  on this blog. I’ve also had this blog for several years now, and it’s just gotten too overwhelming and messy. I’m going to be moving to a much more selective and private blog for my own peace of mind. If you’d like the link for it, please let me know, and please do so only if you’d like to write with me in the future. I’ll be continuing any threads/plots/ships with anyone who’d like to on the new blog, but I’ll be starting fresh otherwise.

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So, here’s the deal. I’m feeling very unhappy and very isolated  on this blog. I’ve also had this blog for several years now, and it’s just gotten too overwhelming and messy. I’m going to be moving to a much more selective and private blog for my own peace of mind. If you’d like the link for it, please let me know, and please do so only if you’d like to write with me in the future. I’ll be continuing any threads/plots/ships with anyone who’d like to on the new blog, but I’ll be starting fresh otherwise.

[sacrosanctvm]

So, here’s the deal. I’m feeling very unhappy and very isolated  on this blog. I’ve also had this blog for several years now, and it’s just gotten too overwhelming and messy. I’m going to be moving to a much more selective and private blog for my own peace of mind. If you’d like the link for it, please let me know, and please do so only if you’d like to write with me in the future. I’ll be continuing any threads/plots/ships with anyone who’d like to on the new blog, but I’ll be starting fresh otherwise.

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…..…..…..….i Ido not feel good about being here .Ahaaaaaa bye.

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SEND 📝  AND I’LL SUGGEST A FEW MUSES THAT I’LL LIKE TO THROW AT YOUR MUSE(S)

feel free to suggest verses or specific scenarios for interaction ! 

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( aspen )​

“maybe,” she merely said, opting to not go further into detail. if she did she had the feeling she would go even further down the rabbit hole than she already was. she honestly had no idea if she should stick around or try to leave. she knew that akira would only keep talking to her and going in circles. that was obvious from the way that things were going. he was so different from anyone that she had come across for plenty of reasons. she never imagined that she would be speaking with him. her mind was practically buzzing and she felt like she was rendered speechless. it was rare that she was put in such position where she didn’t know what to say. then again it wasn’t like akira was the typical person. he wasn’t even a typical vampire given his age and his position in the world. 

her eyes widened a bit when she realized that she had made another mistake. he seemed amused by her question. she sighed and shook her head at his words,” i didn’t have a specfic idea of you,” she said quickly,” and i never imagined that you would be some broody or whatever else you come up with.” she instantly rolled her eyes as he tried to change his expression. a more somber expression appeared and she shook her head,” who said anything about me wanting you a certain way?” 

she knew that there was no way that he was able to keep up such an act all the time. there had to be a different side of him that not many if anyone got to see. yet she wasn’t about to push that fact since she doubted he would admit it. she knew already that she had possibly gotten to him with her observations. at the very least she had annoyed him given how he rolled his eyes at her,” you realize that if someone with such a short life span has sentimental moments than surely someone who has lived as long as you has to have had them.” it was simple to her but maybe it wasn’t something so simple to him. 

never before had she imagined that she would be in such a position. her breath hitched at the fact that he was so utterly close to her. let alone the fact that blood was dribbling down from the puncture wound he had formed. her breath hitched when his hand caught hers before she could try to wipe the blood from her skin. all she could do was stare as he seemed entranced by it,” it has,” she breathed, frozen as he brought her hand up to his mouth. she was frozen in place as he lapped at it again. his gaze was fixated on her mouth again and she had the feeling she knew what he was thinking. she forced herself to take a deep breath,” i think i’m not the one who has a need that needs to be satisfied,” she confessed,” or am i wrong about this as well?” 

“Oh, boo,” he pouted. “You give in too easily.” And he desperately wanted her to keep playing with him. In that moment, he wanted nothing more than to spar with this little human. He wondered how long it would take her to adjust or if she ever would, if she’d be able to start turning his words into ammunition and twist and throw them back at him just as he did her. No one ever did. More often than not, he was talking to people who gawked at his presence. His fans just expressed their blind admiration for him, confessing limitless love and claiming to be the greatest off all of them. Those who weren’t fans still knew what he was, and the novelty of standing face to face with a creature that went bump in the night was nothing to scoff at. And sure, he gobbled up their admiration with as much greed as anyone, but he didn’t have an equal. Nobody dared fire back at him.

“Come on, yes, you did. Everyone has an idea of me...especially someone who reads deeply enough into my music to find the location of a nest that’s a very well kept secret, whatever suspicions you had about it or not.” Not that the secrets of vampires were a particularly big deal to him. Not thinking of those one bit, he grinned again when she rolled her eyes. A much better reaction than her just giving in to what he said. She was playing again. He liked an active participant. “Aw, you’ll hurt my feelings if you keep talking like that. You’ll make me think you don’t want me in any way at all.”

He blinked a few times as he considered her logic, tipping his head to the side while studying her. She truly believed that. She believed he was a sentimental creature, and he didn’t like it. “You realize that if sentimentality is a human concept, then surely, it fades away pretty quickly after death and the transition into something inhuman, hm? I’ve been around to long to bother with shit like that anymore.” He said it casually, carelessly, while brushing a hand through his hair. It was a perfectly believable statement. He couldn’t think of any reason why she’d find a lie there. It wasn’t like she actually knew him.

She knew his public image. She knew him as a bloodsucking predator. He would happily play up that idea, too, until there were no remaining questions as to his sentimentality. It was a shame, really, that he had to do that instead of enjoy this. Enjoy her. Though...he was still enjoying it. The taste of her blood, the sight of it against her skin, the scent of it hanging heavily in the air around him. Even when he’d cleaned her hand, he still held it close to his mouth like he’d find the ghost of the taste there. “Oh, little lamb...” he cooed with his lips brushing against the warmth of her hand. “I have an entire planet full of people who’d jump at the chance to satisfy me, so whatever I want, I’ll have. I’m being nice enough to offer to satisfy you. If there’s nothing you want...” he dropped her hand abruptly again and stepped away from her. “Leave. And never come back,”

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( alexander )​

“anything but what you did,” he stated as if it was common sense. alexander knew that he didn’t know what it was like for her once he was behind bars. that didn’t mean that he thought that she would just turn into someone else completely. he knew that the reason that she had done half of the shit she had was because of him. they practically did everything together and for a bit it seemed like they were invincible. that was before shit got heavy and he found himself taking the blame. it was something he had done without thinking twice about it. 

he knew that she wanted to avoid the question but he was not one to back down. not when he knew that he had to get her to admit it. that she had to realize that she would never feel what she had for him. he felt his chest tighten the moment her hand rested against his cheek,” yeah?” he knew that they were both in trouble. he sighed as she finally said the words that he had been waiting to hear,” i know,” he breathed,” there’s no way he would make you feel anything close to what i did.” he had the feeling she had picked the new guy because he was the complete opposite of him. she had likely tried to wipe away everything that reminded her of him. he reached for her hand without thinking about it,” so that’s it? you just apologize and i’m supposed to walk away from you? i can’t-i won’t walk away from you lucy,” he breathed,” i need you in my life, no matter what.” 

“Well, I’m so sorry I’ve disappointed you.” The words were bitter on her tongue, and while they felt odd since it had been so long since she’d allowed herself to say anything with any kind of venom, they still came out easily. Lucy wasn’t evil, but she was no shrinking violet either. Years ago, everyone around her had known that. They’d known that she would stand up for herself. They’d known that she was a force to be reckoned with, especially with him at her side. Now, they all saw her as some unassuming, obliging, delicate thing. All demure smiles and looking to her fiancé to always answer first. The suffocating woman within her, the one who was screaming inside at all hours of the day, thought that she was pathetic. She hated what Lucy had done just as much as Alexander did. Probably more.

When she sighed, it was another sad sound. Still, she nodded. “Yeah...no way...” she whispered, her voice barely audible as she stared at Alexander’s chest to avoid his eyes. Her heart clenched when he took her hand. She knew that the right thing to do was to pull it away, go back to the fundraiser and stand at her fiancé's side like his dutiful future wife. She couldn’t bring herself to do that though. Holding his hand again felt nice. Somewhere deep down, it felt right, even if she wondered if his attachment to her was just out of familiarity. It still felt right to her. And yet... “What would you have me do? Give up my life and run off with you?” After all, there certainly wasn’t room for him in this version of her life. “We both know that’s incredibly unrealistic.”

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I’m still thinking about that high fantasy verse I wanted forever and a day ago where creatures are divided into elemental factions that are headed by elementals themselves and exist in a very strenuous peace and we just throw a bunch of muses into it and there’s a ton of worldbuilding and intertwining plots, and I really want it. That’s all.

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THE SHANNARA CHRONICLES Season 1, Episode 3 - “Fury″

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Anyway, when it rains, it pours, and I have zero desire to exist in the real world right now, so uuuuuuuuuuh, consider this a reverse starter call, and like this for me to go through your opens and do some stuff.

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rb with whether u buy books or borrow them + why

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It’s just that..............*slams face into table* I actively require one whole fuckton of high fantasy threads.

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Katy Keene → 1.05 “Chapter Five: Song for a Winter’s Night”