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Popping off here just in case anyone is still alive and active here

EMERGENCY C0M1SS1ON are OPEN!!!! cuz my mom broke her phone and she needs to replace it asap and we are kinda short on money cuz all them are spent on repairing my house!!!

Some examples of my painted works:

Here are some of my color and simple shading works

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what is this the new layout on my desktop website huhhhhhh??????????? I don’t feel quite familiar with it somehow... 

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I’m back?

Maybe, maybe not. It’s been so long that I think I changed a lot. Everything here changed a lot. Hate to be the fact that I been living in the world where everything is on fire. Living in as culprit where coporations is top of food chain. Where Money is everything that need to earn to live our life. Living 3rd country world that never gonna change anything for the better in terms of society and the environments. I wish I can forgets and return back my innocence like the old days.  Looking back to this blog. I feels like it is a time capsule for me. Maybe looking at my old art trying not to cringe myself too hard. I was lucky, I don’t think I have a bad history on the internet or have any stable connection with internet people in the old days. Thinking back on how I love to look at drawings from different fandoms I joined in quietly in the distance without involving with dramas. This makes me happy for myself not to be wasting my time on random people on the internet arguing what’s right when it actually doesn’t matter. Good job old me, you are the best for not getting me depression over on the internet. When I imgrated to Twitter. I seens different societies with different opinions. I was hoping I could gain something positive in there. (I was blind. This was back then Tumblr peeps called this site dead.) Maybe I look at things too brightly. Since that platform have more direct communications that leads to downward madness calling each other out negative. I do have some opinions but I only reserve for myself and not harm anyone cause nobody wants to have anymore bad days than they already been dealing with their own daily lives. Sometimes I do leash out my fustrations about my live mostly about my college days more so about lecturers and my ex-friend/classmates and sometimes about country I lived in that I thinks it is beyond madness on how people thinks and react to some situations. Wishing they could done things better rather than just having one thing that will not change anything. Maybe I was caring too much, that’s why I don’t have stable local friends that I can hangout and understand them with. Maybe this does effects me as well as I am active on Twitter. There is some good things I been on Twitter too. First time I being recognized by some people that I look up with mainly from Baidir animator project director. No straight Roads voice actors and developers. (Camellia that follows me back for no reason??? I was confused but feeling great that I being recongized. I am a fan of his songs on different rhythm games I plays and listens to.) That leads to meeting new people that I befriended with and have more positive connections over time I beeen active over on Twitter.  No straight Roads has to be my first time that I am really active on interactions on the fandom. It may not be a lot for some people. But to me it has to be one of fandom I gain some tractions from. To the point I am working as a moderator for Steven Bones Everything discord server for 1 year. I was not expect myself to be working with him. But I’m glad I did, because I gain lots of experience working with him as a moderator. It have some ups and downs, but I learned a lot. I almost got into dramas that I wish I don’t want to get involved to. But I’m glad that I have some friends over on the moderator team backing me up too. They may not be here as a moderator anymore.

I’m glad I gain experience working with them. Learning how to work on stuffs that I don’t know about monitoring stuffs on Discord. People may not know me that became moderator for Steven Bones. It’s okay because I’m not his Discord moderator anymore. Not just because I am busy in school. I rather have a clean name that doesn’t involve knowing that I am something big in the community. I wanted to be known as a normal average forgettable person on the internet that love to enjoys things for a far and draws something out of it from time to time. That is SadyDoodle.  I would be honest that I have no expectations on gaining new friends over on the internet. I appreciated the mutual conversations. But over time it is more than just mutual conversations when someone actually see me as an actual friend that can befriended with irl, a best friend even. It is a scary thought at first but I welcome it. Thinking it would be good for me to know to have some friends on the outside of local country too. It’s rare to find myself being optimistic nowadays. But I hope in the future for physcial meet ups I could finally understand what it’s like for someone from the internet visits me at my door. With a caution of course.

Now I will be graduating from the college soon. I don’t know where my life gonna be heading. I don’t think I’m ready for my adult life. Life has been really scary to me. It’s like looking at the empty space where’s everything further apart now not like before being warm and cozy feeling safe. I struggled to live everyday and do my daily routine as a college student that struggles to even hold a pen and draws. Even I could compare myself back when I was freshmen year and still thinks me back then is better than me right now. I wish I have my mindset before Covid actually effects me. I hope I get over it before I finishes my college. I really need to get myself back together and muster all the strength to finish my thesis project that isn’t my passion project anymore. I wish it is still in my passion project but the time and my skills aren’t holding expectations that I thought it would be. I wouldn’t want to call it a big disappointment but life calls it anyway. I don’t know what I will be doing with this blog now if I ever want to come back and be active on it again. I might still treated as my second online diary where anyone can look at it. Of maybe I just gonna get out of social media all together which is a bad idea for being an artist. I don’t care if anyone on twitter wants to imgrate to other platforms aside Tumblr. It’s been a journey.

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Daniel Rueda and Anna Devís on Instagram

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Omg omg can u make the snom soft bodies?? I wanna see em plop n jiggle

here they come! here they come!

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bastard keeps sprinting to get ahead of me then walks really slow so i accidentally kick him and then meows all pathetically like i attacked him

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the accuracy

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Animals With Unusual Color Mutations ❤️

ʙɪᴄᴏʟᴏʀᴇᴅ ᴘᴇᴀᴄᴏᴄᴋ

ᴋɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴇᴇᴛᴀʜ

sᴘᴏᴛʟᴇss ᴄʜᴇᴇᴛᴀʜ

ᴘɪᴇʙᴀʟᴅ ᴄʀᴏᴡ

ʙʀᴏᴡɴ ᴢᴇʙʀᴀ

sᴘᴏᴛᴛᴇᴅ ᴢᴇʙʀᴀ

ɢᴏʟᴅᴇɴ ᴢᴇʙʀᴀ

ɢᴏʟᴅᴇɴ ᴛᴀʙʙʏ ᴛɪɢᴇʀ (sᴛʀᴀᴡʙᴇʀʀʏ ᴛɪɢᴇʀ)

ʙɪᴄᴏʟᴏʀᴇᴅ ᴄᴀʀᴅɪɴᴀʟ

ʙʀᴏᴡɴ ᴘᴀɴᴅᴀ

ʙʟᴏɴᴅᴇ ᴇʟᴋ

ɢᴏʟᴅᴇɴ ᴍᴏɴɢᴏᴏsᴇ

ᴇʀʏᴛʜʀɪsᴛɪᴄ ʙᴀᴅɢᴇʀ

ᴇʀʏᴛʜʀɪsᴛɪᴄ ʀᴀᴄᴏᴏɴ

ᴏʀᴀɴɢᴇ ᴀʟɪɢᴀᴛᴏʀ

ᴘɪᴇʙᴀʟᴅ ᴍᴏᴏsᴇ

ᴘɪɴᴋ ᴅᴏʟᴘʜɪɴ

ᴘɪᴇʙᴀʟᴅ sǫᴜɪʀʀᴇʟ

ᴘɪᴇʙᴀʟᴅ ᴅᴇᴇʀ

sᴛʀᴀᴡʙᴇʀʀʏ ʟᴇᴏᴘᴀʀᴅ

ᴇʀʏᴛʜʀɪsᴛɪᴄ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ʙᴀᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴊᴀᴄᴋᴀʟ

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Minecraft comic series by 

Alexander Diochon

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#come through baba

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my favorite headline so far for this game is “Untitled Goose Game Lets You Revel in Being a Small-Town Asshole”

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Five Reasons You Wouldn’t Want to Live Near a Black Hole

Black holes are mystifying yet terrifying cosmic phenomena. Unfortunately, people have a lot of ideas about them that are more science fiction than science. Black holes are not cosmic vacuum cleaners, sucking up anything and everything nearby. But there are a few ways Hollywood has vastly underestimated how absolutely horrid black holes really are.

Black holes are superdense objects with a gravitational pull so strong that not even light can escape them. Scientists have overwhelming evidence for two types of black holes, stellar and supermassive, and see hints of an in-between size that’s more elusive. A black hole’s type depends on its mass (a stellar black hole is five to 30 times the mass of the Sun, while a supermassive black hole is 100,000 to billions of times the mass of the Sun), and can determine where we’re most likely to find them and how they formed. 

Let’s focus on supermassive black holes for now, shall we? Supermassive black holes exist in the centers of most large galaxies. Some examples are Sagittarius A* (that’s pronounced “A-star”) at the center of our Milky Way and the black hole at the center of galaxy Messier 87, which became famous earlier this year when the Event Horizon Telescope released an image of it. As the name suggests, these black holes are — well — supermassive. Why are they so enormous? Scientists suspect it has something to do with their locations in the centers of galaxies. With so many stars and lots of gas there, they can grow large rapidly (astronomically speaking).

You may have seen a portrayal of planets around supermassive black holes in the movies. But what would the conditions on those worlds actually look like? What kinds of problems might you face?

1. 100% chance for cosmic winds

“Space weather” describes the changing conditions in space caused by stellar activity. Solar eruptions produce intense radiation and clouds of charged particles that sweep through our planetary system and can affect technology we rely on, damaging satellites and even causing electrical blackouts. Thankfully, Earth’s atmosphere and magnetic field protect us from most of the storms produced by the Sun.

Now, space weather near a black hole would be interesting if the black hole is consuming matter. It could be millions — perhaps even billions — of times stronger than the Sun’s, depending on how close the planet is. Even though black holes don’t emit light themselves, their surroundings can be very bright and hot. Accretion disks — swirling clouds of matter falling toward black holes — emit huge amounts of radiation and particles and form incredible magnetic fields. In them, you’d also have to worry about debris traveling at nearly the speed of light, slamming into your planet. It’d be hard to avoid getting hit by anything coming at you that fast!

2. Hello? Can you still hear us?

We launched the Parker Solar Probe to learn more about the Sun. If you lived on a world around a supermassive black hole, you’d probably want to study it too. But it would be a lot more challenging!

You’d have to launch satellites that could withstand the extreme space weather. And then there would be major communication issues — a time-delay in messages sent between the spacecraft and your planet.

On Earth we experience time gaps when talking to missions on Mars. It takes up to 22 minutes to hear back from them. Around a black hole, that effect would be much more extreme. Objects closer to the black hole would experience time differently, making things seem slower than they actually are. That means the delay in communications with a satellite launched toward a black hole would become longer and longer as it got closer and closer. By the time you hear back from your satellite, it might be gone!

3. Can someone turn off the lights?

Supermassive black holes at the centers of galaxies typically have a lot of nearby stars. In fact, if you were to live on a planet near the center of the Milky Way, there would be so many stars you could read at night without using electricity.

That sounds kind of cool, right? Maybe — unless your planet is actually orbiting the supermassive black hole. Being that close, the light from all those stars would be concentrated and amplified due to the extreme gravity around the black hole, making the light stronger and even causing scary beams of strong radiation. You would want to have a bucket of sunscreen ready to apply often — or simply never leave your home.

4. Did someone leave the oven on?

And not only would it be really bright, it would also be really toasty, thanks to radioactive heating! Those stars hanging around the black hole emit not just light but ghostly particles called neutrinos— speedy, tiny particles that weigh almost nothing and rarely interact with anything. While neutrinos coming from our Sun aren’t enough to harm us, the volume that would be coming from the cluster of stars near a black hole would be enough to radioactively heat up whatever they slam into.

The planet would absorb neutrinos, which would, in turn, warm up the core of the planet eventually making it unbearably hot. It would be like living in a nuclear reactor. At least you’d be warm and could toss your winter coats?

5. You are what you eat?

If your planet got too close to a black hole, you’d likely face a gruesome fate. The forces from the black hole’s gravity stretch matter, essentially turning it into a noodle. We call this spaghettification. (Beware the cosmic pasta-making machine?) Imagine yourself falling feet-first toward a black hole. Spaghettification happens because the gravity at your feet is sooooo much stronger than that at your head that you start to stretch out!

Maybe you wish you could simply drift around a black hole in a spacecraft and enjoy the view, or travel through one like science fiction depicts. Sadly, even if we had the means to get close to a black hole, it clearly wouldn’t be that simple or even very enjoyable.

Watch Dr. Jeremy Schnittman’s talk on the science behind the black hole from the movie Interstellar here.

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I never considered minecraft to be art until my brother made this..

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HELLO??????????????