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Selena Gomez

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Is this like a joke I’m missing? Like I don’t get it

[saerran-choi]

Dreams

An angsty reset theory Saeran Fic (:

About: Saeran remembers the reset, after you saved him. And he remembers how much he loves you after you chose his brother's route again.

(Saeyoung x Reader) but from Saeran's point of view.

He was finally in control of his life. With your help, he had left the horrible cult, and out of the blondes control, he was free to become himself, to finally have the option to choose. He had never had the decision to choose, all decisions were made for him, until you came. He didn’t think bringing you to the cult as a spy was a good idea, he could have done it himself,but he chose you. The first choice he had made,the one to bring you to him, was the decision that ultimately saved his life.

He was no longer under control. He could finally eat normally. It takes a long time for him to actually eat more than a few snacks a day. It takes even longer for him to begin eating three full meals a day. But staying by his side through it all was the motivation he needed. Without you, he wouldn't have gotten any better, without your help, he would have forgotten how to smile.

During your stay at Mint Eye, at first he had to pretend to smile. You were just here to complete a task after all, But after the first few days, he realized he wasn’t faking his smiles anymore. And a few days later, he was smiling even when you weren’t near, just at the mere thought of you. It wasn’t something that went unnoticed by those around him.

When you kissed him in the gardens, he was beyond words or emotions. Far beyond. Every coherent thought he had, was erased by the feeling of your lips against his own. Every single thought that filled his head from that time was the feel of the kiss. Even after being dosed with the elixir, the thought of the kiss in his head constantly infuriated him, because he didn’t want to admit to how much it affected him.

You stuck right beside him when he didn’t deserve it. He had said countless mean things to you, horrendous things, and yet you stayed. You stayed right there and tried to fix him. He apologized every day since, and will continue to attempt to make it up until the day he dies.

You stayed when they found out about his brother. You stayed and helped him save his brother. He was prepared to sacrifice everything to keep you safe, but then you came back and saved him yet again. He would spend eternity making it up to you. Making sure you were happy and safe, because you saved and helped him and his brother get happy endings. And he couldn’t do it without you. So he would make sure you knew how appreciated you were.

His favorite part of the morning was waking with you by his side. That’s all Saeran could ever ask for. The soft breeze flowing through the room through the partly open window. Springtime seemed right around the corner, the fresh scent of rain from the night time present, and the faint scent of the blooming flowers in the garden behind the small home. It was the dream he had always wished for.

But that's all it would be. A dream.

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He could feel his brother shaking his arm, jolting the white haired male out of his trance.

“Huh?” He grumbles, causing the redheaded twin to gasp dramatically and pull back, pretending to act concerned

“Saeran? So cold! I’m just trying to tell my darling brother some news!”

“What?” he grumbles.

“Well, the bride of the evening has been looking for you all night. Says she wants a dance and sent me to find you-” At Saeyoung’s words, Saeran can feel his cheeks heat up.

“She-She wants to dance with me?”

“Of course she wants to dance with you. You’re important to her. She loves you”

“I-yeah- okay.” He takes a breath, attempting to calm his racing heart. “I’ll go and find her then-”

At his words, Saeran stand s from his spot at the table, trying to find the bride of the party. When he finally spots the large white dress, he heads towards her, freezing when he sees her again. The lights in the venue made her stand out more, the flawless makeup look, the way she looked in her dress, everything. He was enamored by her completely.

When she noticed him, she eagerly made her way over to him, a bright smile on her face.

“Saeran! I missed you! I haven’t seen you since the ceremony!” (Y/N) says,

“Sorry, Saeyoung had-”

“No its okay! I’m just glad you’re here still! Come on, you owe me a dance- as my brother-in-law!” she smiles, pulling him to the dance floor.

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He wanted this ending with you. He wanted to be the one you married. You had saved him, after those eleven days, and even the four after that, and then you found the reset button, going back to the start. But he never forgot like the rest of them did. He tried to mess with the system, to bring you back to him, but he couldnt break the games codes. So he had to watch as you fell for his brother and rescued him.

But you still haven't hit the reset button. It has been past the eleven days. And you still hadn’t hit the button. You weren’t coming back to him. You weren’t going to save him this time.

At least he has his dreams, where you chose to stay with him.

[saerran-choi]

Masterlist

Updated: 05/13/2021

Finally got around to finishing the masterlist (: 

HC’S

The RFA Gang: 

They catch you wearing something of theirs: 

MC Dies: 

Taking them to the store: 

When they realize theyre in love: 

First Date + Sleepover: 

Movie Night: 

MC is a gamer: 

Someone flirts with MC: 

Thanksgiving: 

Horror Movies: 

Pregnancy: 

Cuddles: 

Flirting: 

MC is Sick: 

MC as a victor in the hunger games: 

MC but make them Laura Croft: 

Ice Skater MC: 

Assassin MC: 

Bookworm MC:

MC Loses vision in an accident: 

MC in a dangerous work field: 

Insecure MC: 

MC Being fed up being compared to Rika: 

Stressed MC: 

MC is a federal agent: 

Unrequited Love: 

Breakup: 

MC is a famous streamer: 

The RFA Gang + V: 

MC is Zens twin: 

The RFA Gang + V and Saeran 

 Highschool Headcannons: 

Mc is famous: 

The RFA Gang + Vanderwood: 

MC with a toddler: 

Full Fics: 

The Youngest Choi: A Choi!Reader dealing with the dark traumas of their childhood and the disappearance of her older brothers while living with their father as his assistant. Takes place after Saeyoungs rescue (written before saerans AE was released): 1   2     3 COMPLETED

 Please not her: Vanderwood x Choi!Reader. DARK TOPICS ADDRESSED. What happens when Vanderwood leaves the agency after the events in Saeyoungs route and AE and stays with the brothers and theyr younger sister? What happens when he begins to fall for their younger sister and she is taken by the agency?: 1   2   3    4    5      TO BE CONTINUED 

Individual Characters: 

Saeyoung: 

MC is just like him: 

[saerran-choi]

Sweeter Than Ice Cream

Hi guys! Yes I am alive

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Saeran x Reader

Summary: What happens when Saeyoung gets involved in Saerans love life in an ice cream parlor?  

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Keep reading

[saerran-choi]

Sweeter Than Ice Cream

Hi guys! Yes I am alive

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Saeran x Reader

Summary: What happens when Saeyoung gets involved in Saerans love life in an ice cream parlor?  

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It was the girl at the ice cream parlor who made him change. It was the girl at the ice cream parlor who made him realize he truly was worthy of love. It was the girl at the ice cream parlor with whom he fell in love. 

It was always such a hassle to get Saeran out of the house. After his escape from Mint Eye, and his long recovery, the lighter haired twin still never wanted to leave the safety of the bunker, much to his brothers dismay. 

He had began to grow his hair out from the white, the tips of his hair were pink, and the roots were coming in at a bright red. They were only about an inch grown out, but as his brother would put it, it was a great start. Even if he acted as if he hated the change, sometimes in the morning, Saeyoung would pass by his brother in the bathroom, trying to tame his bedhead, but every time when his brothers eyes would catch onto the reflection of the red roots growing, he could catch the glimpse of a smile on the edge of his brothers lips, before hes angrily shouting and closing the door in Saeyoung’s face, and the only thing he can think to do is laugh as his brother yells at him for peeking. 

It was these memories that Saeran always complained about, how his brother was so annoying, but it was these memories that he truly held onto. They were the memories that played when he couldn’t sleep due to memories of Mint Eye, he would think about how his idiot brother blew up the microwave the day before by accidentally putting the entire bag of chips in the microwave. And every time, he can fall asleep safe, and sometimes he can even fall asleep with a smile on his face. 

To get him out of the house, Saeyoung bribes him with ice cream. The promise of that  sweet treat almost always got his brother out bed and out the door and through the day out with his brother. 

The cling of the bell at the door is the first thing that makes her look up from wiping down the counters of the small ice cream parlor. It was empty, besides from her, which wasn’t strange, due to the fact that it was in the middle of December and there were threats of snowfall. But the could weather couldn't deter Saeran from the idea of such a sweet treat. 

Saeran had always hated the cold. The memories of Mint Eye and the nights in the dungeon on the cold stone floors were always brought up in his mind during the cold weather. He despised it. But in that very moment he could have thanked any god who was out there for the cold weather. He could use that as a self excuse as to why when he made eye contact with the girl behind the counter, his cheeks had dusted into a rosy pink, all the way up to the tips of his ears. He should have been freezing cold, but the only thing he felt was that fiery blush he got when he made eye contact. 

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When she had gone to work that day, she hadn’t expected it to go this way. It was an average day. Get up, get ready, eat breakfast, or lunch, depending on the day, and head to work. It was a lifestyle. Get up, go to work, go home, sleep. It was a normal cycle for a normal person, and she didn’t like it, but there wasn’t much that could be done. 

The store was slow today, which should have been more obvious. It was mid december, and no one wanted ice cream in the cold weather. She had finished helping one of the regulars, and had just started cleaning the counters when they walked in. Friends? No. They were too similar to each other. Brothers? More than likely. She puts on her customer service smile, and goes to greet them both, 

“Welcome in! Whenever you’re ready just let me know and I’ll be happy to help”. She smiles, unable to keep her eyes from gazing over towards the lighter haired man, and the light blush that dots her cheeks. 

Why can’t I bring myself to look away? 

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Saeyoung grins as he notices his brother's complexion and the strong gaze between him and the girl behind the counter, knowing full well it wasn’t because of the cold weather, but because of the girl behind the counter. The grin remains on his face as he begins to form a plan in his mind. 

“Saeran, you want the same mint one right? Why don’t you find a table and I’ll order” Saeyoung grins, and he watches his brother go to argue, before just sighing and nodding, shuffling off to go find a table, and much to his brothers surprise, he chooses a seat near the front, and a perfect view of the counter. 

Saeyoung makes his way to the front counter, to which the girl greets him again and he places his order, his eyes never leaving her form as she works to complete it, and he couldn’t help but notice how her eyesight seemed to glance off towards the location of his brother, and how his brothers glance always seemed to be focused on the front counter, and not on the phone in his hands. 

She hands him the cups with the frozen treat in them with a soft smile, going to turn to finish completing her task before the redhead speaks up again. 

“Uh, excuse me?” he asks, his voice having that boyish Im up to no good tone to it. Hearing it, she turns back and gives him another soft smile 

“Is something wrong?” to which he shakes his head 

“Not at all! I just couldn’t help noticing you keep looking over towards my brother-” her face flushes a vibrant pink at his words, and he grins “-and you think he’s attractive right?” he finishes, and her face flushes an even darker red if physically possible, and she felt like it was suddenly summer in the middle of December as she attempts to stutter out a response, while saeyoung laughs. 

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Saeran felt a slight pang of jealousy at the scene in front of him, the way his brother seemed to have a talent to talking to people, and he was jealous about that, but not in this moment. He didn’t exactly understand jealousy, especially not being jealous of his brother flirting with this girl. He wasn’t exactly a flirty or even outgoing guy, so why did he feel the need to stand and go talk to her, to make her like him more than his brother? The feeling didn’t sit right with him, but yet, that light cozy feeling he felt when he looked at her was something that he enjoyed. 

Is this what-affection feels like? Disgusting. Yet- I never want to be without it again. 

When his brother returns to the table, he practically swipes his cup out of his twins hand, taking a bite, and mumbling something incoherent towards his redheaded twin. 

“Huh? What was that dear brother of mine? You need to speak up more if you want to be heard. I’m sure the pretty lady at the counter can’t hear you at this table. We have enough distance between us.” Saeyoung girns as he stares at his brothers pouting stance. 

“H-How did you talk to her so easily?” Saeran’s eventually able to mumble out, attempting to hide his face from his brother, not because he was embarrassed, but because he didn't want to see his brothers smirk, nor be teased about it. 

“I just did” he grins “I can’t talk you through it Saeran, you just gotta do it yourself. But believe me, she’s had her eyes on you since you entered the building. Go ask for her number, and I’m sure she’d give it to you. Or you can just give her yours.” 

“I-I cant just ask that-” 

“Sure you can! Guys do it all the time!” 

“But-” 

“Oops-” Saeyoung can’t stop the grin on his face when he pushes his brother's cup over and his ice cream splatters onto the floor. He had full intentions to clean it up, he just needed to give his brother a push to talk to her. “Awe you hardly ate any of it. Here, go buy a new one while I clean this!” 

Saeran grumbles but stands anyway to make his way back to the counter to replace his spilled ice cream with a small sigh.

Just ask for her number? Is it really just that simple? 

“What can I do for you?” She gives a soft smile, and he can feel the blush return to his cheeks. 

She’s a lot prettier up close. 

“Y-Yeah- I need two scoops of- uh- mint?” he asks, insteads of states and she nods “Of course, was there- anything else?” she asks 

It’s now or never. 

“Uh- yeah. Actually- there is one more thing-” he says quietly, and she looks up as she hands him his scoops. It the time it took to ask that, she had the opportunity to finish his order. 

“Hm? What is it?”

“I-uh- can I get your phone number?” he’s eventually able to stutter out, and as her cheeks flush pink, she gives a small nod, reaching over to grab ahold of a pen and a stray napkin, writing down the ten digits for her number, and handing it to him with a soft smile. 

“You will call right?” she asks as she hands it to him, and he nods his head, as if eager. 

“I-I will” he states, and she gives a nod of her head. 

“I’m (Y/N)” 

“I’m Saeran” he responds, 

“Well Saeran, I will be seeing you later” she smiles, as another couple makes their way into the shop, and saeyoung wraps his arm across his brothers shoulders, leading him out of the ice cream parlor with a grin on his face. Saeran wasn’t even focused on his brother leading him from the shop, rather he was focused on the napkin he held tightly in front of him as he read the message over and over, as if unable to believe it. 

Call me anytime (: (xxx) xxx-xxx -(Y/N) <3 

The message itself was simplistic but it was the fact that it was written for him, and no one else, that he was the one that caught her attention, and not his loud, outgoing older brother made him even more excited. 

I can’t wait to call her. 

[saerran-choi]

Your Invitation...

MC, I’m glad you’ve finally received this message. I’ve been trying to get ahold of you for a while now. 

It’s time for you to attend to endless party. I’m here to take you to paradise, where you’ll know only love and happiness. 

 Don’t you want to escape to the place where I am? Join me: https://discord.gg/d3mmNxfbGM

[saerran-choi]

Hiiii I have a request for Zenny so what if MC is also an actress and their managers set up to date as a publicity stunt but they end up falling in love Take your time with this. ❤️❤️❤️

You and Zen were both upcoming celebrities. 

Like, coming up really fast, both of you were quite well known. 

Both of the managers set up a coffee date between you two first. Get the two of you seen together. 

And the scene went really well. 

You two got along great. 

So when the managers leaked that the both of you were dating, it wasnt much of a bad thing since you both got along well. 

You two found yourselves both beginning to enjoy the dates you were sent on, and even begin to plan your own without the managers. 

It began to look like you two were actually dating and not just faking for the media. 

You two would spend the nights at each others homes, and would spend almost every waking minute together.

Then, your managers had the breathtaking idea of a proposal. Stir the tea just a bi t more. 

So after a year of faking a relationship, the both of you had fallen in love with the other, no fake relationship anymore, he did the fake proposal, ending with the engagement. But what no one saw was the after party between the two of you that night. The real relationship, the real proposal and the real ring. The real tears- and the real yes. 

[saerran-choi]

!!!!!SPOILERS FOR SAERANS AE!!!

My love,

I’m sorry we have to separate under such circumstances, but I wish for your happiness and if this is the only way, then so be it. I love you. I will always love you. You’re my first, and my last love, please never forget that.

Do you remember that conversation we had a few days ago? Where we talked about a house? Big backyard, big home. I want you to still have that dream, and fulfill it. Even if it isn’t with me, all I want is for you to be happy, no matter what it may cost me, for I am more than willing to pay the price.

Please be safe. I’ll keep the two distracted so you can leave here safely and start your own life, your happiness. Please don’t cry, please find your happiness and forget about me. I’m happy, and I will always be happy knowing your safe, and you’re living your life freely.

I never was able to apologize to you. It’s my fault you were dragged into all of this. I shouldn’t have selected you. I would never have the honor of knowing you, nor would I have fallen so deeply in love with you, or leave there, but it’s a small price for your happiness and safety. I hope you can forgive me, but a small part hopes you won’t, because I know I will never deserve your forgiveness.

There’s so much more I’d like to stay, but I don’t think this letter is the place for that. I’ll tell you when you arrive back from your walk. By the time you read this, you’ll be long gone. Please my love, don’t return for me. Stay away and stay safe. That’s all I can ask of you. I love you. Is it wrong of me to ask that when you see the clouds in the sky, think of me, because I will certainly be thinking of you.

All the love in the world-

Saeran Choi.

[saerran-choi]

It’s really very hard to describe how I was feeling while playing ray’s AE 

[saerran-choi]

To everyone who has dmed me, thank you all so much. I am so happy you all reached out to me and helped me. The AE good ending is amazing and I’m extremly happy with how it ended. Now to play it for myself on Monday.

Especially with this new AE out, I have more great ideas for some stories, and even more ideas for my Vanderwood story. I love you all.

Hi if anyone finishes saerans AE and gets the good ending will you pls dm me about what happens and send pics of the CG’s if you can? I got the bad ending and can’t play it again until Monday and I’m stressed out about my ending because it’s terrible. and also what you did to get said good ending. I know what happens, Spoilers are okay. Please and thank you 🙏

[saerran-choi]

Hi if anyone finishes saerans AE and gets the good ending will you pls dm me about what happens and send pics of the CG’s if you can? I got the bad ending and can’t play it again until Monday and I’m stressed out about my ending because it’s terrible. and also what you did to get said good ending. I know what happens, Spoilers are okay. Please and thank you 🙏

[saerran-choi]

What should I do roughtly to avoid the bad end (without spoilers please I just started) ?

Honestly? I was too trusting and too forgiving. That’s where I believe I went wrong. But honestly I don’t know where exactly o went wrong. But trust Saeran. Let him know you trust him and support him.

[saerran-choi]

I’ll be updating this every day as I play through the After Ending or until I can find all of the chat times. I’m playing day by day, so I can’t give you all of the chat times right away. I got the times for the first day last night so here you go for any person out there that needs it. 

[saerran-choi]

Did you find the chat times somewhere?

I didn’t. I actually bought hourglasses and skipped the days so I had access to all of the chatrooms at once. Though people are putting chatroom times together right now

[saerran-choi]

Hi I binged the entire AE tonight. I just finished. I got the bad ending at the end of the 3 days. The AE is very emotionally heavy- and the endings, especially the bad ones, and terrible. I have been nonstop crying this whole time. Please proceed with caution.

Since Saeran After Ending looks like a normal chat room routes, do you think there will be multiple endings?

I honestly do not know what to think. This technically isn’t a spoiler since it was written on their update post. It had 3 days that we could see for sure. So, I want to say that maybe it will have a few endings and we’ve been waiting so long and at this point, I think them calling it a finale and putting this much into it means it is something that we can expect to be long and need a lot of work put into it. 

[saerran-choi]

Hi yes I’m caught up on saerans AE and I am 100% not okay and I fall in love with the marshmallow boy even more every single time I see him

[saerran-choi]

GUYS ITS HERE